This is not the life Trish Guttenbeil signed up for. But when husband Jason was diagnosed with terminal cancer, she lost the ability to chart her future with him. Just nine months later Trish was a widow and sole parent to their four children. In this episode Trish tells host Timothy Giles of the devastating impacts of losing a life partner. Explaining in compelling and moving detail the layers of loss that surpassed the grief previously, felt even though Trish has already experienced significant loss in her life. Even knowing death was coming and when, being experienced in adapting to grief, widowhood arrives a uniquely challenging surprise.