*TRIGGER WARNING - SUICIDE* 

In this deeply personal and raw episode of Hold It All, I take you behind the scenes of my own journey—one that has been marked by childhood anxiety, depression, self-harm, addiction, and moments of deep despair. This week, a conversation triggered old emotions, bringing back whispers from the past. Instead of staying stuck in those old patterns, I used my NLP tools, nervous system regulation, and mindset shifts to move through it with awareness, choice, and empowerment.

I share:
🔥 How childhood patterns and beliefs shaped my struggles with self-worth
🔥 My experience with suicidal thoughts and why I refuse to accept the label of ‘selfish’
🔥 How I was able to reprogram my mind and nervous system to process emotions faster
🔥 The exact tools I used this week to break free from old trauma responses and shift my state
🔥 Why we ALL have the power to rewrite our stories and step into something greater

If you’ve ever felt lost, stuck, or overwhelmed by your past, this episode is for you. You are never alone in your struggles, and you CAN transform your mindset, body, and spirit to create a life that truly feels good.

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