By 2016, I had everything I ever wanted—

A beautiful fiancée. A son I adored. A stable life I never thought I’d have.

But inside? I was spiraling.

🎯 In this episode, we dive into:

Why chaos feels safer than peace when you've lived in survival mode

How trauma wires your brain to sabotage stability

The dark side of finally “having it all”

What it really means to face yourself without distraction

Why relapse isn’t about weakness—it’s about unprocessed pain

The subconscious fear of being loved when abandonment shaped your past

What happens when healing finally begins from the inside out

You don’t sabotage because you’re broken.

You sabotage because your nervous system hasn’t felt safe in peace—until now.

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