I am creating a schedule little by little...but always adjusting. I am starting to feel and think differently about things in my life. So all these things I am doing are working. Giving myself permission this time to take this on my terms has made such a big difference because i know I am making these choices for me and no one else. That is the strength i have been looking for and needed, I still have so much to learn and I am sure this wont look perfect but i am ok with that. This time feels so much different to me, This time i want to live a better life and I can actually picture what that looks like. And frankly i look forward to that day. Its coming......And for the things and people in my life that are not on that level. Poof be gone. And just like that I vision it. And it happens.