Kim O'Hara went to film school to act and produce and then became a film producer in NYC where she always managed to assemble a strong social network of friends and family to keep her drinking and using in check. But when her second marriage collapsed and she no longer had any guard rails to keep her on track; things started falling apart. While sobriety gave her a new system for living and also opened her up to new possibilities, it also helped her discover a deep spiritual longing and a long repressed memory that made her wonder if her whole identity rested on a false premise.