When I started transforming, I started to see my past in such a different light. I stopped blaming people and situations on the choices i continue to make. I started seeing that only I was responsible for who i was and i was the only one to change it. I was a rebel and did what i wanted when i wanted for 46 years...I am still doing this but in a whole different light. This is the last episode i am using a different voice. It just does not catch my dynamic personality at all. So say goodbye to sleepy sara because she will be no more.