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What happens after the panic fades? After the tears dry up, the rage burns out, and the world doesn’t stop—but you do?

This episode is a raw, intimate journey through the brutal in-between. The days that come after the devastation. When you're no longer falling apart, but not healing either. Just… existing.

In “Trying to Survive,” I take you inside the quietest, loneliest chapter of grief—the one no one talks about. The part where survival isn’t strength. It isn’t poetic. It’s just reflex. It’s brushing your teeth sometimes. Wearing the same hoodie for a week. Lying in bed with a hollow chest and a ticking clock.

This is the messy, invisible middle of heartbreak.

There’s no rising from ashes here.
 Just ashes.
 And breath.

If you've ever found yourself in the quiet aftermath, where your body keeps moving but your soul has stalled—this episode is for you