you met people, even though is a wrong person but they came in the right time to help you to grow and what you became right now. you'll meet the right person in the right time, soon
everything happen for a reason. write it down, and one day if you feel so lost, you can read your own diary. it will be your personal novel and it still to be continued.
accept your pain, there's no such a coincidence. everything happens for a reason. by accepting your pain, you'll accept yourself and love yourself more. only you who love you most