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By EsphyxiaMusic
๐๐ผ๐น๐ฑ๐๐๐ฒ๐ช โฆ๐๐๐ฉ๐๐ก๐ง๐ฒ๐ฐ๐ฑ๐ข๐กโฆ episodes
- Esphyxia - I Must Go (Demo) [Desc.]Do you ever tell yourself something so many times that it starts to sound robotic? .... yeah.I wrote the lyrics to this in 2023 during a breakup.. and it was my first time ever breaking up with someone...I've had it stuck in my head almost every day since. Finally putting it down because this is how I always feel. It's about done. I never put out my lyrical stuff.. so here. (Best part starts at 2:37)[LISTEN WITH HEADPHONES ALL THE WAY THROUGH FOR THE FULL MENTAL EFFECT!]LYRICS:And I know that we're not talkingAnd I know that I'm โa problemโSo, I must goAnd I know that things aren't alrightAnd I know that Iโm โthe problemโSo, I must goAnd I know we'll be togetherJust don't know if thatโs foreverSo, I must goAnd I know you could be happyJust don't know if that'd be with meSo, I will go5 min
- ๐ธ๐ฎ๐ซ๐ป๐ด๐ณ๐ผ๐ - ๐ฟ๐ธ๐ฏ ๐๐ธ ๐๐ผ๐ธ [๐น๐ ๐ธ๐ธ ๐๐ฟ] [READ DESC.]I PRAY FOR DEATH.๐น๐ ๐๐๐ ๐ฝ๐๐ถ๐ ๐๐ฝ๐ ๐๐๐พ๐ธ๐๐ ๐๐๐?[Listen with headphones for the best experience]On the real tho, if this is something u personally relate to....just know that you are seen and loved andI am praying for you! ๐๐ฟโโ๏ธ๐ซ๐คYou have got this! โค๏ธโ๐ฉน๐โค๏ธโ๐ฅIt's okay to reject those scary voices in your head and let your old self die..Allow yourself to be REBORN! ๐ฅ๐๐นI love you ๐ซต๐โโ๏ธ ๐ซถ๐ฝโจThis is for Menโs Mental Health Awareness Month!Most men donโt receive their first flowers until their funeral. So, for all you men out there strugglingโฆHereโs yoursโฆ ๐ซด๐ ๐ซ๐คFor the basses, I wanted to represent something underlying. To the average person.. you may hear someoneโs tone as the same as normal (like if you listen to this in a car) but once you sit down to actually take a closer listen (like in headphones), you start to hear the subtle cries for help ๐๐ฟโโ๏ธ๐ซVISUALIZER: [COMING SOON!]3 min
- sorix - guttural (Esphyxia 'Morbid' VIP) [FREE DOWNLOAD]massacre.follow @sorixmusicoriginal: https://soundcloud.com/sorixmusic/sorix1kfreebie4 min
- BENJI & ESPHYXIA - BATTLE DROID [FREE DOWNLOAD]JEDI LOCATED IN SECTOR 7FREE STAR WARS RIDDIM! MAY THE 4TH BE WITH YOU!FOLLOW BENJI:https://soundcloud.com/benjidubzlinktr.ee/benji.dubzHis Media: www.framefocuscreative.com3 min
- ESPHYXIA - ORB OF CONFUSION [FREE DOWNLOAD]โ ๏ธ WARNING: PROLONGED EXPOSURE TO THE RIDDIM ORB OF CONFUSION WILL GIVE YOU.. UHโฆ CONFUSION! ๐ฎ๐ตโ๐ซ(I PROMISE youโll want to listen the whole way through! ๐)A little bit of SpongeBob Riddim for you guys(Also, thank you Perpoli for inspiring me to make SpongeBob Riddim! ๐ซ๐ซถ๐ฝ)[Iโll also try to fix the harshness and post an updated version cuz every time I cut something, I find another frequency ๐ญ Idk why I canโt do so when Iโve already done so much surgical EQ work already. Ugh. I hate being self-taught ๐๐คฃ]5 min
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- STAYNS - HIGH KNEE TUNE (ESPHYXIA 'BROKEN KNEE' VIP) [FREE DOWNLOAD] [BIRTHDAY RELEASE]Happy birthday to me! ๐ฅณ Iโm 28. Hereโs a chune to break your knees to at the second drop ๐คช๐ค(Itโs not the best, but itโs something ๐)5 min
- ESPHYXIA - HELP! I CAN'T STOP MAKING RIDDIM!!! [FREE DOWNLOAD]HELP! I CAN'T STOP MAKING RIDDIM!!!Made this on FB Live last night!LIVESTREAM AND FREE DOWNLOAD ON PATREON!!!https://www.patreon.com/posts/151059597Sorry if the mixdown is a little weird or harsh. Idk how to fix it yet[UPDATED 3/14/26 to try to fix the harshness. If you still want the orig, harsher version.. you can find it here: https://drive.google.com/file/d/1Pe4ePuPrN5K0BoZFbPnGIZsQLXhehuuE/view?usp=sharing]https://hypeddit.com/esphyxia/helpicantstopmakingriddim5 min
- Late Night Thoughts (Reimagined)Will you reverse your way of thinking those late night thoughts?a little reimagination I tried and I wrote the backing piano and suchLyrics for "late night thoughts" by Belfa:Late nightThinking about the way it was as you and IThinking about our memories as a lullabyThinking about the way I felt as you and II said you and ILate nightFinding deep regret inside from the goodbyeCanโt help but imagine what we couldโve triedThinking about the way it was as you and II said you and ILate nightDay timeMidnightCanโt help but think about your faceLate nightDay timeMidnightImagine if, you can be my baby,You do drive me crazy like you never met me, Iโll have you knowWe canโt just be a maybe, I see you hesitatingItโs so suffocating, letting you goLetting you goLetting you goLetting you goLetting you goLetting you go4 min
About ๐๐ผ๐น๐ฑ๐๐๐ฒ๐ช โฆ๐๐๐ฉ๐๐ก๐ง๐ฒ๐ฐ๐ฑ๐ข๐กโฆ
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Trey Verkuilen. 28. Dubstep/Tearout producer on FL 25
Mental Health Advocate ๐ฅ๐๐น COLLABS OPEN
It's your fav masked vigilante, โ๐๐ผ๐น๐ฑ๐๐๐ฒ๐ช, ๐ท
Links: https://linktr.ee/esphyxia
PATREON: https://patreon.com/esphyxia
My tracks are usually downloadable
Music is the eye to the soul
[MALADJUSTED] ๐ฝ๐ โ๏ธ
โขJohn 8:23-24โข NOTW
The world is so loud and harsh.
These are the trials I must face
Donโt mind the skeletons and ghosts and what not you may see along the wayโฆ
The reason I write big, scary music about Death is because it scares me the most... hence why I picked up the name โEsphyxiaโ from Asphyxia (to be deprived of oxygen; suffocate)
I almost drowned and Asphyxiated in a pool as a kid,
so living to see the blessings life gives after is why I make music... to give back.
Without musicโฆ I suffocate
Until my last dying breath, I will share my love for the world and music ๐ทโค๏ธ
โขโThe story of Esphyxia is that he is someone who lives in a world that he is too familiar with.. but not a part ofโฆ making him maladjustedโฆ unable to cope with the norms of society. He has set himself apart from the restโฆ in the hopes to free himself from the confines that everyone else shackles and slaves themselves toโฆ wearing a gas mask as to not breathe in their poisonous gasโฆ which permeates the very land.
He is a nomad.. a lone wolfโฆ in this desolate wasteland we call Earth. He does not partake as the world partakes.
But yetโฆ he has a kindled fire in him to help spread love in the worldโฆ despite the darkness and death
He will stop at nothing to bring peace and balance to the non-pragmatic ether he lives inโฆ forging himself to be someone who can inspire and overcome
He has faced many deathsโฆ but he knows one who is greater than Death, itself โ๏ธ,โข
I am self-taught for the last 10 years since 2014
Iโm losing my hearing.. so Iโm sorry if my music doesnโt sound the best or harsh ๐
I also am a musician who played violin for 14 years in orchestra and plays piano, guitar, etc by ear ๐
Iโm also a lyricist, amongst other things
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