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By EsphyxiaMusic
๐๐ผ๐น๐ฑ๐๐๐ฒ๐ช โฆ๐๐๐ฉ๐๐ก๐ง๐ฒ๐ฐ๐ฑ๐ข๐กโฆ episodes
- Esphyxia - Overcast (But the Sun is Still Shining) ๐ฆ๏ธ [Demo] [2016] [Read Desc.]I wrote this in 2016 when someone special to me kept inspiring me that even on the bad daysโฆ the sun can still be shining and to not lose hope and not give up! โ๏ธThank you, Saun, for instilling that in me! ๐Happy Birthday! (๏พโใฎโ)๏พ*:๏ฝฅ๏พโง ๐3 min
- Linkin Park - One More Light (Esphyxia Suicide Awareness Version) Reversed cuz Copyright [Read Desc]GO TO YOUTUBE FOR THE RIGHT VERSION:youtu.be/nJL1aKNyZAU8 years ago, today, May 6... my friend from church, Logan Bethard, took his own life....... he was only 14 years old...To this day, I have become an advocate for Mental Health Awareness and have had the absolute blessing of talking and helping people out through some of their worst times in their lives...... many have even said that I have saved their life... and that always brings me to tears. Struggling with mental health, as I even do myself, is one of the biggest demons a lot of people go through... silently, even...But I'm here to tell you: It's OKAY to not be silent!It's OKAY to speak up!I know it may feel like nothing is heard but YOU are heard... THEY are heard, maybe even by you... if you are also someone helping someone out!You don't NEED to be afraid to get help!I know... it's super scary sometimes.... I am scared to get help, myself!But trust me.... there ARE people out there who care.. SOOO much about you.... me, family, friends (old and new), significant others... even strangers! You can never be too far from love ๐PLEASE!!!.... If you or a loved one or someone you know is struggling... PLEASE reach out!You ARE loved!My DMs are ALWAYS open!!! Don't feel like you are a bother if you want to message me! If I don't see it or get back to you, know that it is ME and my antisocial tendencies... NOT YOU!!!IF you don't want to raise concerns and want to seek help anonymously, call 988. There are always people on the other line who are willing to help or even just listen!Check in on your people and tell them you love them!Tomorrow isn't always promised...I love you ALL!- with love, EsphyxiaI DO NOT OWN THE RIGHTS TO THE ORIGINAL TRACKโฃ๏ธLINKSโฃ๏ธ:YouTube: youtu.be/nJL1aKNyZAUToneDen: www.toneden.io/esphyxia/post/linโฆawareness-versionGoogle Drive (if you don't have SoundCloud): drive.google.com/file/d/1doKqLE9nโฆw?usp=share_linkSoundCloud: https://soundcloud.com/esphyxia/linkin-park-one-more-light-esphyxia-suicide-awareness-version-2SUICIDE PREVENTION NETWORKS:www.spsamerica.org/sprc.org/www.cdc.gov/suicide/index.html988lifeline.org/Or call: 9886 min
- Esphyxia - Euphoria [2018]I started this in 2018 and have always meant to release it as a bonus track or something but Iโll prob never make an EP any time soon so Iโm gonna put this out today on my birthday! Iโll prob try to make a louder masterEnjoy! (๏พโใฎโ)๏พ*:๏ฝฅ๏พโง ๐5 min
- Calvin Harris - I Need Your Love Ft. Ellie Goulding (Esphyxia Valentineโs Day Remix) [DEMO]I made this super quick in 5 days to challenge myself so I had something to put out on Valentine's Day. I will be working on it more.I made this for my girlified. I love you, Carmen! <33 min
- MARAUDA - RAGE ROOM (ESPHYXIA DEMOLITION ROOM BOOTLEG) [FREE DL]This is basically a rough draft and I can clean it up later. But I wanted to try to get this out ASAP to keep up with the hype. I am hard of hearing these days so I am sorry if it sounds super harsh and bad and I can't really tellEnjoy and don't forget to go break stuff! ๐บ๐ฅ๐จAnd to the people who try to bring me down,โYou will take NOTHING from me!โ โ๐ฝ๐ค๐ฟAlso, Hamish.. if you donโt want this up.. Iโd respectfully take it down! :) ๐คThank you for listening to it, twice, btw ๐ซถ๐ฝ5 min
- Esphyxia x Variable N1ne - ID [2019] (We made this controlling each otherโs computers remotely ๐)We made this using Team Viewer so Iโm surprised we did this this well working from each others computers remotely ๐2 min
- Dub Professor (Voletyl) & Esphyxia - Riddim VIP VIP [2017]Dub Professor (Voletyl) & Esphyxia - Riddim VIP VIP [2017] by Esphyxia4 min
- Dub Professor - The Funk (Esphyxia VIP) [2016]Dub Professor - The Funk (Esphyxia VIP) [2016] by Esphyxia5 min
- XYDUB/Xpression (IT LIVES) x Esphyxia - ID (Slender) [2016] [Abandoned]A collab we started but never got around to1 min
- Raptor & Esphyxia - ID (Funky AF) {Megalovania Remix} [2016] [Abandoned]I had never heard of Megalovania at the time, so I didnt realize this was basically that melody he sent over until later lol2 min
About ๐๐ผ๐น๐ฑ๐๐๐ฒ๐ช โฆ๐๐๐ฉ๐๐ก๐ง๐ฒ๐ฐ๐ฑ๐ข๐กโฆ
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Trey Verkuilen. 28. Dubstep/Tearout producer on FL 25
Mental Health Advocate ๐ฅ๐๐น COLLABS OPEN
It's your fav masked vigilante, โ๐๐ผ๐น๐ฑ๐๐๐ฒ๐ช, ๐ท
Links: https://linktr.ee/esphyxia
PATREON: https://patreon.com/esphyxia
My tracks are usually downloadable
Music is the eye to the soul
[MALADJUSTED] ๐ฝ๐ โ๏ธ
โขJohn 8:23-24โข NOTW
The world is so loud and harsh.
These are the trials I must face
Donโt mind the skeletons and ghosts and what not you may see along the wayโฆ
The reason I write big, scary music about Death is because it scares me the most... hence why I picked up the name โEsphyxiaโ from Asphyxia (to be deprived of oxygen; suffocate)
I almost drowned and Asphyxiated in a pool as a kid,
so living to see the blessings life gives after is why I make music... to give back.
Without musicโฆ I suffocate
Until my last dying breath, I will share my love for the world and music ๐ทโค๏ธ
โขโThe story of Esphyxia is that he is someone who lives in a world that he is too familiar with.. but not a part ofโฆ making him maladjustedโฆ unable to cope with the norms of society. He has set himself apart from the restโฆ in the hopes to free himself from the confines that everyone else shackles and slaves themselves toโฆ wearing a gas mask as to not breathe in their poisonous gasโฆ which permeates the very land.
He is a nomad.. a lone wolfโฆ in this desolate wasteland we call Earth. He does not partake as the world partakes.
But yetโฆ he has a kindled fire in him to help spread love in the worldโฆ despite the darkness and death
He will stop at nothing to bring peace and balance to the non-pragmatic ether he lives inโฆ forging himself to be someone who can inspire and overcome
He has faced many deathsโฆ but he knows one who is greater than Death, itself โ๏ธ,โข
I am self-taught for the last 10 years since 2014
Iโm losing my hearing.. so Iโm sorry if my music doesnโt sound the best or harsh ๐
I also am a musician who played violin for 14 years in orchestra and plays piano, guitar, etc by ear ๐
Iโm also a lyricist, amongst other things
(๏พโใฎโ)๏พ*:๏ฝฅ๏พโง ๐ท