Esther Being Esther

Esther Being Esther

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Esther Being Esther episodes

  • Short Story Reading: The Old Woman Who Said No

    This is a short story I wrote sometime last year. It was for an exercise in my MA counseling class where you write a trauma-related situation, but write it so that you actually do and say what you wish you'd done and said. I tried and couldn't. A short story came out instead. If you do choose to listen, I hope it adds value in some way. 

    Trigger warnings: Implied non-consensual inappropriate actions, shouting (in the context of the story)

    7 min
  • You’re Doing Better, Keep It Up

    This is a thing I wrote on April 13, 2021, about staying aware of little signs that I'm doing better today than the day before. This episode is also available as a blog post: https://hashtagestherblog.wordpress.com/2021/04/13/youre-doing-better-keep-it-up/

    7 min
  • Your honor and mine

    A wee poem born of strong emotion. Originally published January 5, 2021.

    It's not easy, feeling left behind. But we can be honorable about it.

    This episode is also available as a blog post: https://hashtagestherblog.wordpress.com/2021/01/05/your-honor-and-mine/

    1 min
  • Fandom

    SO SLEEPY WHEN I RECORDED THIS ONE but it's a commentary on a poem-ish thing I wrote, about where all my fandom references were coming from, and a bit of backstory on some of them. It's very ramble-y and I'm sleepy and my tongue sounds like I'm eating cotton but I hope you enjoy anyway. Love, #E.

    This episode is also available as a blog post: https://hashtagestherblog.wordpress.com/2021/01/22/fandom/

    10 min
  • Light and Time

    Exhausted but needing so desperately to create. Picked a blog / poem / thing to record that would authentically match my exhaustion and desperation. More in the first few seconds or so of the recording. Enjoy! I think.

    This episode is also available as a blog post: https://hashtagestherblog.wordpress.com/2020/10/17/light-and-time/

    2 min
  • too much

    What happens when you love all that you do, but feel yourself burning out anyway? You learn how to breathe.

    This episode is also available as a blog post: https://hashtagestherblog.wordpress.com/2021/04/17/too-much/

    2 min
  • Let Us Run Parallel

    I hope to make a more cerebral post / episode about boundaries and friendship someday, but for now, I'm still processing the emotions from an exhausting weekend. (In other news, what a first episode.)

    This episode is also available as a blog post: https://hashtagestherblog.wordpress.com/2021/05/24/let-us-run-parallel/

    3 min

About Esther Being Esther

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I tried to maintain 5 different blogs before realizing Esther is one person, with 5 (or more) passions integrated within her. So here I am, starring myself, with all the madness in me.…