I lost my cousin to police brutality, grandma to life, great-grandma to covid, and Dad to cancer all within 1-2 years. This generated an extensive period of grief. Leaving me with feelings that I generally could not understand. Being 21 I come to realize that spirituality isn't about always having the right answer, but understanding that you can't intellectualize yourself out of the feelings and emotions associated with grief.
Have you ever felt all alone. In a spiritual sense. No angels, no God, no people, no good. Just being. Where everything is moving, but not steady, nor constant. I call this “drifting”
I decided I was finally at a point where I was starting to understand my feelings and emotions, and it would be wrong of me not to come and share these experiences so at least ONE Person wont drift as long as I did.