The supreme being who lords over us is merciful and compassionate to allow things go through process. I sit and wonder what we have to show and the word of God in proverbs 6;16 reminds me of what a humble and meek God we have. In all his essence he has no business with showmanship, but in impact and great creation, that is who He is to me and he needs no validation or approval ,He does things because he sees it fit. God is God regardless.