A bedtime spiral in cozy pajamas

It was late.

The house was quiet.

My daughter was asleep in the next room.

And instead of falling asleep,

my thoughts got big.

In this intimate, late-night reflection, I share a moment of existential fear — the kind that arrives when the world feels unstable and the lights are low — and the surprising warmth I found on the other side of it.

This episode explores:

• Bedtime spirals and moon-cycle sensitivity

• The fear that nothing is real

• Motherhood as proof that love is

• Sacred geometry, physics, and the poetry of creation

• The possibility that maybe life exists because the universe didn’t want to be alone

If you’ve ever felt small and infinite at the same time…

If you’ve ever questioned everything and still tucked your child into bed…

If you’ve ever needed the world to feel safe again —

This one is for you.

Thank you for listening.

Thank you for being here.

You are not alone.

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Motherhood & Miracles is a living journal about love, doubt, and the quiet sacredness of ordinary life.

Show Notes

People always say a mother’s love is the greatest love in the world.

But lately, I’ve been wondering about the love that moves in the other direction — the kind of love a child has for their mother.

No one has ever loved me the way my daughter loves me.

In this episode, I reflect on:

* The fog and survival of the early years of motherhood

* What it feels like to be adored by a four-year-old

* A quiet moment at the tide pools in San Diego

* The unexpected pride that comes after simply… showing up

* And the question I still don’t have an answer to:

* Does a mother’s love outwin a child’s love — or do they complete each other?

This episode isn’t advice.

It’s not a takeaway.

It’s a moment.

A reflection on how love moves in two directions — light and weight, certainty and devotion — and what it feels like to stand inside that circle.

And maybe, if we’re lucky, what we’re building isn’t just love for today — but a relationship we get to grow into for the rest of our lives.

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SHOW NOTES

Episode 0 —

Welcome to the Table

Motherhood & Miracles with Lisa Ormsby

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Motherhood is often shown as either beautiful or brutal — but rarely both.

In this opening episode, Lisa Ormsby shares the manifesto behind Motherhood & Miracles: a podcast devoted to the unseen, unpolished, and quietly transformative experience of becoming a mother.

This is not a how-to guide or a highlight reel.

It’s a witnessing practice.

In this episode, Lisa reflects on:

* Why motherhood is so difficult to prepare for

* The invisible emotional and physical labor of care

* The gap between advice and lived experience

* Motherhood as an initiation, not a role

* Why telling the full story of motherhood matters

* Creating space for honesty, slowness, and reflection

Most episodes in the first year are audio essays — stories written and lived by Lisa — exploring motherhood, lineage, identity, and the small miracles that shape a life.

This podcast is a place to sit with what’s real.

About the Podcast

Motherhood & Miracles explores the everyday moments of motherhood that don’t always get named — the tender, difficult, ordinary experiences that quietly change us.

Through storytelling and reflection, this podcast honors motherhood as lived, embodied work.

Closing

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Thank you for listening.

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