Last night I found myself on the floor in my bathroom praying, saying "Thank you God for this pain, I'm sure you are teaching me something extremely important" and I was completely right. 

I certainly have a lot of things I could be doing, but which will I do? Am I to stay low, pray and let others take care of me or should I find a way, however seemingly impossible, to make a living so as to provide for myself and buy a house with my own effort? Many questions on today's episode.

If you've never heard of the Modern Masculinities Movement, this episode gives you your first taste. 

Today I talk about a site I built, ScentNeutrality.org, which serves to help my community go fragrance free. I also discuss why it is not totally appealing to move out of my grandparent's house. 

I have struggled with disordered eating since I was 14 years old. I am now 28 and I still don't know how to fix it, but damn am I trying!

I simply had to record this extra content today because I just healed some of my parts! In trauma work this means that I am a little bit more free. This is a very long, particularly unique episode. 

Welcome to week 4 of Exposing Isolation. I am so proud of where I've gotten to so far! This episode is about the day I shared with Thomas yesterday and how optimistic I am about the future.

I honestly don't know what is next for me and Thomas. Our latest round of plans has come to an "unfortunately this isn't working and isn't likely to work any time soon" end and will join her dozens of sisters on the pile of "close but no" ideas. Thank you all for being here to discover with us.

There must be a very important lesson in here somewhere, right? Today I'm already quite lonely and it is barely past 7:00 AM, nothing very new or groundbreaking about that I'm afraid.