Face Your Shit, Heal Yourself

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  • What If There's No Such Thing as Sin? | Chuck Swindoll Jr.

    Chuck Swindoll Jr. spent 15 years in ministry alongside his father.

    He ran five days a week, ate clean, never touched sugar or soda, and he still got cancer. He calls it the most honest friend he ever had, the sledgehammer that finally cracked a bubble he didn't know he was living in.

    We get into the mushroom trip that asked him what if there's no such thing as sin, the doctor who showed him the door, and why the only authority worth trusting lives inside you.

    Only lies require your belief.

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    🩸 The most important piece of art is you.

    7 questions. 60 seconds.

    Find out which kind of collector you are, and get a free guide with everything I used to heal from 17 years of endometriosis and toxic relationships, plus art chosen for your result.

    This didn’t exist when I needed it. So I made it.

    👉 👉 Live the Art. Take the quiz

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    🖼️The art of this episode is Why do you fear what is real?

    Every Phase piece #50, the Menstrual Phase, Stairway to Healing pt X. One step on the Stairway to Healing mural, watched over by the Golden Mushroom Queen, who can see the fields of gold because she has sat in the darkness. Chuck says cracking the mind nut takes years. This stairway can't be taken in one step either. It must be climbed.

    Walk the whole Stairway to Healing journey: https://anotherfingartist.substack.com/t/stairway-to-healing

    Murals and art commissions for stories that carry depth, devotion, and truth: https://hello.dubsado.com/public/form/view/67057049166113003a196c77

    Also, a big thank you to Peter Schmidt, who I met in the Coherent Creation community, for sitting with my book and leaving the most generous review. Hear more about Coherent Creation. 'the operating manual for reality' in my episode with Kathryn Brewer.

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    LINKS

    Chuck's Website

    Become a member of Nature Creature

    Chuck on YouTube

    Shows on Saturdays at 5PM PT

    *also check out the live chat episodes, Wednesdays at 4PM PT at Chuck the Nature Creature Youtube channel

    @justchuckin2 on X

    Chuck's eBook - Elucidating Christianity: A Heretic's Dissent: Triangulating Dysfunctional Religion

    Rife Machines & Frequency Healing

    Gerson Therapy Documentary

    Chuck's Email: [email protected]

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    ✅CHAPTERS

    00:00:00 Introduction

    00:05:10 Leaving the Church

    00:08:26 Cancer as Catalyst

    00:19:54 Inner Authority Awakening

    00:25:09 Cannabis Opens the Door

    00:29:02 Mushroom Trip Breakthrough

    00:34:16 Campbell and Psychology

    00:41:39 Nature Speaks Softly

    00:42:29 The Featured Art Piece

    00:46:09 Nature's Ruthless Love

    00:49:30 Truth Needs No Belief

    00:50:35 Disease as Initiation

    00:53:19 The Power of Now

    00:57:35 Why We Avoid Presence

    01:01:46 Acceptance and Child Mind

    01:06:51 Pain + Healing Resources

    01:07:39 Cracking Religion with Psychology

    01:15:18 Scapegoat of Forgiveness

    01:18:40 Real Forgiveness Defined

    01:20:29 Conflict Versus Contrast

    01:22:05 Cancer Journey As Art

    01:35:13 The Doctor Who Showed Him the Door

    01:39:23 What He Wishes He'd Known

    01:46:03 Where To Find Chuck

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    ABOUT THE PODCAST

    Your pain is not a design flaw.

    It is your unrealized power.

    And your greatest teacher.

    I'm Meredith Ochoa — ANOTHER F#%ING ARTIST. After 17 years of endometriosis, surgical failures, and being told my pain was psychological, I stopped outsourcing my healing and went in. I healed myself. I turned the journey into art. And I built this show to introduce you to every expert, practice, and buried truth that helped me get there.

    Face Your Shit, Heal Yourself is a movement + podcast.

    We cover chronic pain, hormonal health, endometriosis, autoimmune disease, trauma, cycle syncing, functional medicine, Reiki, Ayurveda, sacred sexuality, Taoist healing, psilocybin, and everything else the mainstream medical system doesn't want on your radar.

    The only way out is through. Art is how.

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    🩸all my links are here

    1 hr 53 min
  • Built By an Endo Founder, For Endo Women | Oyva

    Linda Jermacans walked into her doctor's office thinking she was in perimenopause.

    She walked out on her way to a stage four endometriosis diagnosis.

    Her main symptom was chronic fatigue, which is something nobody tells you to look for, so she almost never got diagnosed at all.

    Then she got handed the options: go into a fake menopause, or take out your uterus completely, and hey, you're not having kids anymore anyway.

    She didn't wait around for other options.

    She went down the rabbit hole herself, 20 pills a day and 10 different supplements, until she reverse-engineered her own body and built Oyva instead.

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    🩸 The most important piece of art is you.

    7 questions. 60 seconds.

    Find out which kind of collector you are, and get a free guide with everything I used to heal from 17 years of endometriosis and toxic relationships, plus art chosen for your result.

    This didn’t exist when I needed it. So I made it.

    👉 👉 Live the Art. Take the quiz

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    🖼️The art of this episode is Kali Ma.

    Kali Ma in Blue I — Every Phase #65, Ovulatory Phase. It's about lying in the middle of the road waiting for the world to swerve for you, and it doesn't. You don't get to drive the car until you stop hitting shit and you stop being the thing that gets hit. That's Linda's whole story. Kali isn't gentle. She ends illusions so she can create life, and that's exactly the energy you want in the room when you finally decide you're the one driving.

    Learn more about the piece & Collect Kali Ma in Blue I here: [COLLECT]

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    LINKS

    Linda Jermacans — Oyva: https://www.oyva.com

    @oyvaofficial on Instagram

    Linda's Facebook page

    The art Linda talks about in Biohacking With Art:

    Lanterns by Jia Lu — https://www.jialu.com

    She found it in a gallery in Maui, shipped it to Canada, and it's moved with her for 20 years. Outwardly, she's beautiful, feminine, holding her lantern. Look closer at her face and there's pain underneath it. That's the whole double life of endo in one painting.

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    ✅CHAPTERS

    00:00 Introduction

    05:01 Stage 4 Endo

    06:55 Chronic Fatigue & Cancer

    09:43 Supplement Stacking Problem

    14:14 Well, You're Not a Doctor

    23:57 Endo Signs We Normalize

    25:50 The Featured Art Piece

    28:10 Perimenopause Meets Endo System

    29:58 OYVA Trinity

    34:13 Message to Endo Women

    39:38 Pain + Healing Resources

    40:25 Canada Healthcare Reality

    44:01 Oyva as Warrior Art

    49:35 Periods and Workplace Culture

    55:49 Where to Find OYVA

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    ABOUT THE PODCAST

    Your pain is not a design flaw.

    It is your unrealized power.

    And your greatest teacher.

    I'm Meredith Ochoa — ANOTHER F#%ING ARTIST. After 17 years of endometriosis, surgical failures, and being told my pain was psychological, I stopped outsourcing my healing and went in. I healed myself. I turned the journey into art. And I built this show to introduce you to every expert, practice, and buried truth that helped me get there.

    Face Your Shit, Heal Yourself is a movement + podcast.

    We cover chronic pain, hormonal health, endometriosis, autoimmune disease, trauma, cycle syncing, functional medicine, Reiki, Ayurveda, sacred sexuality, Taoist healing, psilocybin, and everything else the mainstream medical system doesn't want on your radar.

    The only way out is through. Art is how.

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    🩸all my links are here

    59 min
  • Coherent Creation: The Architecture of Reality with Kathryn Brewer

    Kathryn Brewer was an analyst. Spreadsheets, evidence, give me an expert — and if I have a sudden knowing, it's a hallucination and I need to shut up.

    Then she had an experience she couldn't explain through any belief system available to her, and she had exactly two options: gaslight herself, or let reality get bigger.

    She let it get bigger, and then she did the thing almost nobody does — she mapped it. This conversation goes into Coherent Creation, the framework she built from a ninth-century monk's three mysteries, why partnership beats force every single time, how money shows up as the evidence your inner skeptic can't argue with, and what nobody warns you about when you start awakening to who you really are.

    This is the book I didn't want to end.

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    🩸 The most important piece of art is you.

    7 questions. 60 seconds.

    Find out which kind of collector you are, and get a free guide with everything I used to heal from 17 years of endometriosis and toxic relationships, plus art chosen for your result.

    This didn’t exist when I needed it. So I made it.

    👉 👉 Live the Art. Take the quiz

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    🖼️The art of this episode is a mirror.

    From the Inside Out (#27, Follicular Phase) was made in March 2022 — the part of the cycle where the body decides what it's going to build.

    The last line written on that piece — four years before Kathryn's book existed — was "You are the creator, so your world will be however you create it." The premise was already there. This is the conversation about the architecture.

    Collect From the Inside Out here: [COLLECT LINK]

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    LINKS

    https://www.goldenagemystic.com/what-is-coherent-creation

    Kathryn's Substack

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    ✅CHAPTERS

    00:00 Introduction

    04:54 From Analyst to Mystic

    08:28 Choose Your "Hard"

    10:23 Science Meets Spirituality

    12:00 Coherent Creation Explained

    14:13 Kukai and the Three Mysteries

    16:58 Universal Pattern Across Traditions

    21:55 Love, Light & Lies

    26:26 Losing Friends & Handling Skeptics

    30:50 The Featured Art Piece

    33:00 Synchronicities After Reading

    35:30 Encoding Sacred Geometry

    37:12 Visualizations Make It Real

    39:00 Pain + Healing Resources

    39:47 Receiving & Hustling

    44:20 Discernment + Openness

    46:33 Spiritual Culture Issues

    47:58 Biohacking With Art

    51:49 Where To Find Kathryn

    52:44 Purse Readings Explained

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    ABOUT THE PODCAST

    Your pain is not a design flaw.

    Your body is not broken.

    And you were never meant to white-knuckle your way through a life that doesn't fit.

    I'm Meredith Ochoa — ANOTHER F#%ING ARTIST. After 17 years of endometriosis, surgical failures, and being told my pain was psychological, I stopped outsourcing my healing and went in. I healed myself. I turned the journey into art. And I built this show to introduce you to every expert, practice, and buried truth that helped me get there.

    Face Your Shit, Heal Yourself is a movement + podcast.

    We cover chronic pain, hormonal health, endometriosis, autoimmune disease, trauma, cycle syncing, functional medicine, Reiki, Ayurveda, sacred sexuality, Taoist healing, psilocybin, and everything else the mainstream medical system doesn't want on your radar.

    The only way out is through. Art is how.

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    🩸all my links are here

    1 hr
  • Neurosurgeon Who Says You Probably Don't Need Surgery | Dr. Jeff Gross

    A board-certified neurosurgeon walks into your podcast and tells you that 40% of the surgeries people are told they need — they don't.

    And if your doctor handed you a form and said "sign here" without a real conversation, that's actually malpractice.

    Dr. Jeff Gross left the spine surgery conference circuit, retrained in regenerative medicine, and built a practice on informed consent, exosomes, and the radical idea that your body already knows how to heal.

    This one's for everyone who's been handed a prescription instead of a choice.

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    🩸 The most important piece of art is you.

    7 questions. 60 seconds.

    Find out which kind of collector you are, and get a free guide with everything I used to heal from 17 years of endometriosis and toxic relationships, plus art chosen for your result.

    This didn’t exist when I needed it. So I made it.

    👉 👉 Live the Art. Take the quiz

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    🖼️The art of this episode is a dissolution.

    From Ice to Water to Air to Nothing (#50, Menstrual Phase) was created during the phase when the body releases everything that no longer serves — this piece mirrors what Dr. Jeff Gross talks about in this episode: that regeneration isn't an intervention. It's a return. If you've ever felt frozen in a system that wasn't built to actually heal you — this one's for you.

    Collect From Ice to Water to Air to Nothing here.

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    Links for Dr. Jeff Gross

    ReCELLebrate.com

    Instagram

    TikTok

    YouTube

    LinkedIn

    • CrowdHealth - Health Insurance Alternative
    • How to Opt Out of Big Insurance - And Still Get Covered | Andy Schoonover - Realfoodology | Podcast on Spotify

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    ✅CHAPTERS

    00:00 Introduction

    01:55 Health Insurance Alternatives

    04:21 Why Insurance Is Broken

    05:34 Surgery Overuse and Greed

    07:34 Facing the Corrupt Medical System

    11:54 Stem Cells Spark the Pivot

    15:45 Cell Signaling Explained

    19:48 The Featured Art Piece

    21:42 Regenerative Medicine Toolkit

    28:12 Why Stem Cells Mislead

    31:33 The Best Lies are Closest to the Truth

    33:19 Pain + Healing Resources

    34:10 FDA Approved Myth

    35:09 Informed Consent Duty

    41:30 Insurance System Breakdown

    47:50 Biohacking With Art

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    About the Podcast

    Your pain is not a design flaw.

    Your body is not broken.

    And you were never meant to white-knuckle your way through a life that doesn't fit.

    I'm Meredith Ochoa — ANOTHER F#%ING ARTIST. After 17 years of endometriosis, surgical failures, and being told my pain was psychological, I stopped outsourcing my healing and went in. I healed myself. I turned the journey into art. And I built this show to introduce you to every expert, practice, and buried truth that helped me get there.

    Face Your Shit, Heal Yourself is a movement + podcast.

    We cover chronic pain, hormonal health, endometriosis, autoimmune disease, trauma, cycle syncing, functional medicine, Reiki, Ayurveda, sacred sexuality, Taoist healing, psilocybin, and everything else the mainstream medical system doesn't want on your radar.

    The only way out is through. Art is how.

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    🩸all my links are here

    54 min
  • What Yoni Steaming Actually Does to Your Body & Cycles | Kit Maloney

    Nobody warned Kit Maloney about what was going to happen the first time she sat down to steam.

    She was skeptical.

    Way into her healing journey.

    Thought she had it figured out.

    Then one practice ended her painful periods for good.

    Your womb has been trying to tell you something.

    This episode is the translation.

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    🩸 The most important piece of art is you.

    7 questions. 60 seconds.

    Find out which kind of collector you are, and get a free guide with everything I used to heal from 17 years of endometriosis and toxic relationships, plus art chosen for your result.

    This didn’t exist when I needed it. So I made it.

    👉 👉 Live the Art. Take the quiz

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    🖼️The art of this episode is cycle breaking.

    The Cycle Breaker (#61, Follicular Phase) — the first piece of this 2026 Fire Horse year — was born from cyanotype and Vantablack, sun chemistry pressed against a paint that swallows light whole. Between them: gold leaf. Marking the threshold. Marking what becomes possible when the old cycle finally ends.

    Kit talks about steaming as a return to inner authority — a gentle, radical act of listening to what your body already knows. The Cycle Breaker asks the same question from a different direction: what patterns are you still tolerating? What are you ready to stop inheriting?

    The womb holds it all. This piece does too.

    👉Collect + learn more here.

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    Links

    Website: kitaralove.com

    Instagram: @bykitara

    Podcast: Womb Stories Project

    Kit on Substack

    • Sync Botanicals Cycle Tea - Use code FACEYOURSHIT15 for $15 off
    • FLOliving - Alisa Vitti

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    ✅CHAPTERS

    00:00 Introduction

    05:48 From Steam Skeptic to Believer

    09:04 Pain Free Cycles with Steaming

    16:08 Ancestral Healing and Fibroids

    23:47 Pregnancy Steaming Rules

    26:58 Postpartum Integration Ritual

    28:59 Ancient Roots of Steaming

    32:23 The Cycle Breaker Art Piece

    34:41 Orgasmic Healing Energy

    37:20 Steaming as Gentle Sensuality

    39:49 Heal Trauma with Steam

    44:31 Herb Blends by Cycle Phase

    49:27 Trust Your Inner Authority

    51:06 Biohacking with Art - Yoni Steaming

    56:10 Where to Find Kitara Steam Kits

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    About the Podcast

    Your pain is not a design flaw.

    Your body is not broken. And you were never meant to white-knuckle your way through a life that doesn't fit.

    I'm Meredith Ochoa — ANOTHER F#%ING ARTIST. After 17 years of endometriosis, surgical failures, and being told my pain was psychological, I stopped outsourcing my healing and went in. I healed myself. I turned the journey into art. And I built this show to introduce you to every expert, practice, and buried truth that helped me get there.

    Face Your Shit, Heal Yourself is a movement + podcast.

    We cover chronic pain, hormonal health, endometriosis, autoimmune disease, trauma, cycle syncing, functional medicine, Reiki, Ayurveda, sacred sexuality, Taoist healing, psilocybin, and everything else the mainstream medical system doesn't want on your radar.

    The only way out is through. This is how.

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    🩸all my links are here

    1 hr
  • Scientist Blew the Whistle on Big Pharma — Then Lost Everything | Andrew Horler

    In this episode, I sit down with Andrew Horler — a scientist who spent 18 years in pharmaceutical drug development. When his company was contracted to manufacture the COVID vaccine for Pfizer and Moderna, he saw the clinical data and realized what was about to happen.

    He became a whistleblower, calling it a "genocide waiting to happen" — and paid the price for speaking out.

    Andrew reveals the dark truth about how pharmaceutical drugs actually reach the market, why the FDA is essentially a pay-to-play system, and how mRNA vaccine development in 18 months was scientifically impossible. He explains the regulatory capture, the profit-driven timelines, and the buried clinical data that the public never sees.

    I never thought I would live in a time where you could be arrested for telling the truth.

    Yet six years later,

    we’re still here.

    This is what the medical establishment doesn't want you to hear.

    Andrew Horler is a biotechnology graduate and former pharmaceutical insider who spent 18 years developing drugs and vaccines for major pharma companies — including work on COVID vaccines. After witnessing falsified safety data and impossible timelines, he became a whistleblower and was prosecuted by the UK government for his activism. He now partners with Live5D Health to develop frequency-infused wellness products and offers free health consultations for those dealing with vaccine injuries, cancer, and autism.

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    🩸 The most important piece of art is you.

    7 questions. 60 seconds.

    Find out which kind of collector you are, and get a free guide with everything I used to heal from 17 years of endometriosis and toxic relationships, plus art chosen for your result.

    This didn’t exist when I needed it. So I made it.

    👉 👉 Live the Art. Take the quiz

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    🖼️The art of this episode is a resurrection.

    This episode is paired with "I'll Be Back from the Dead Soon" Every Phase piece #61 — the first follicular phase piece of this new year. Built from Vantablack paint and cyanotype — one material absorbs light, one is born from it — this work mirrors the conversation with Andrew Horler: healing demands both illumination and the courage to enter darkness.

    The gold leaf marks what becomes possible when we finally break cycles of denial and reclaim our power.

    Contact me to collect the original or rare artist proof 👉 here.

    Learn more about the Every Phase series 👉 here.

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    Links

    Email Andrew for FREE guidance on autism & cancer: [email protected]

    X/Twitter: @PharmaSME1984

    Live 5D Health

    Andrew + Mark Attwood interview

    Andrew's Affadavit of Truth

    Article on Andrews arrest citing his medicinal treatments were 'explosives'

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    ✅CHAPTERS

    00:00:00 Introduction

    00:01:40 Whistleblower backstory

    00:05:45 mRNA Wake Up Call

    00:10:22 White Coat Trust Trap

    00:11:29 How Drugs Reach Market

    00:16:29 FDA approved = we wrote a check

    00:25:12 Helping others awaken

    00:33:48 Psilocybin Trial Breakthroughs

    00:41:07 Fear Of Regulators

    00:43:36 I'll Be Back From the Dead Soon Art Piece

    00:45:33 Mushrooms and Cancer

    00:48:16 Live5D Product Line

    00:51:46 Frequency Healing Future

    00:53:57 Pain + Healing Resources

    00:55:23 Detox After The Jab

    00:57:55 EMF And Spiritual War

    01:04:20 Biohacking with Art - Father Daughter Piano Duet

    01:07:56 Where To Find Him

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    About the Podcast

    Your pain is not a design flaw.

    Your body is not broken.

    And you were never meant to white-knuckle your way through a life that doesn't fit.

    I'm Meredith Ochoa — ANOTHER F#%ING ARTIST. After 17 years of endometriosis, surgical failures, and being told my pain was psychological, I stopped outsourcing my healing and went in. I healed myself. I turned the journey into art. And I built this show to introduce you to every expert, practice, and buried truth that helped me get there.

    Face Your Shit, Heal Yourself is a movement + podcast.

    We cover chronic pain, hormonal health, endometriosis, autoimmune disease, trauma, cycle syncing, functional medicine, Reiki, Ayurveda, sacred sexuality, Taoist healing, psilocybin, and everything else the mainstream medical system doesn't want on your radar.

    The only way out is through. Art is how.

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    🩸all my links are here

    1 hr 12 min
  • Face Your Shit, Heal Yourself on Unbridled Thoughts | 17 Years of Endometriosis & What I Finally Did About It

    In this crossover episode, I join Sarah & Ren of @UnbridledThoughtsPodcast for a raw, wide-ranging conversation about how I healed myself after years of endometriosis pain, what Western medicine misses about women’s health, and why learning your body changes everything.

    We talk about the gaps in conventional medicine, the power of the infradian rhythm, how to start tracking your cycle, why seed oils and toxins matter, what pelvic floor therapy can do, and how art became part of my healing. If you’re interested in endometriosis, PCOS, PMDD, fertility, leaky gut, holistic healing, hormone balance, nutrition, women’s health, or questioning the stories you’ve been told about your body — this episode is for you.

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    🩸 The most important piece of art is you.

    7 questions. 60 seconds.

    Find out which kind of collector you are, and get a free guide with everything I used to heal from 17 years of endometriosis and toxic relationships, plus art chosen for your result.

    This didn’t exist when I needed it. So I made it.

    👉 👉 Live the Art. Take the quiz

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    Links

    🎙 Check out Unbridled Thoughts Podcast

    🔗 Referenced in this episode Ashley Rocha / Ladywell episode: PCOS, fertility, PMS & PMDD conversation

    Jason Lettice — Ayurvedic Practitioner & Reiki Master Episode: Reiki & quantum healing

    Contact: [email protected]

    Elle Black of SAME Skincare Episode: hormones, skin, and toxic beauty

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    ✅CHAPTERS

    00:00:00 Introduction

    00:00:28 Meredith's dog forced us to meet

    00:01:46 Podcast Mission and Social Detox

    00:04:51 How Meredith came to Macon

    00:09:11 Love Story With Jason

    00:12:50 Astrology Big Three Talk

    00:20:55 Endometriosis Diagnosis Journey

    00:25:54 Big Pharma and Womens Health Gaps

    00:29:43 Ayurveda and Knowing Your Body

    00:34:34 Infradian Rhythm and Cycle Phases

    00:39:34 How to Track Your Cycle

    00:43:47 Face Your Shit Book

    00:47:53 SCAD is like Hogwarts

    00:50:30 From Student to Professor

    00:54:52 Listener Question PCOS Basics

    00:56:19 Seed Oils and Hormones

    00:58:21 Fragrance and Toxins

    01:00:19 Nightshades, Salt & Leaky Gut

    01:03:42 Listener Question - Misdiagnosis

    01:05:28 Why People Resist Healing

    01:18:58 Supplements NAC and Testing

    01:21:59 Testosterone Trend Talk

    01:25:55 Pelvic Floor Therapy Help

    01:28:04 Reproductive Health and Power

    01:29:20 Flip the Script - Biohacking with Art Question

    01:34:36 How Ren & Sarah Faced Their Shit

    01:39:48 Anger, Boundaries, and Forgiveness

    01:42:05 Going Solo and Betting on Yourself

    01:47:15 Demon Years as Currency

    01:49:51 Truths Slowly Go Mainstream

    01:50:43 Divorce and Starting Over

    01:53:10 Faith Through Scarcity

    01:54:51 Money Energy and Co Creation

    01:57:41 Mind Body Spirit Healing

    02:00:31 Unbridled Year - 2026 Fire Horse

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    About the Podcast

    Your pain is not a design flaw.

    Your body is not broken.

    And you were never meant to white-knuckle your way through a life that doesn't fit.

    I'm Meredith Ochoa — ANOTHER F#%ING ARTIST. After 17 years of endometriosis, surgical failures, and being told my pain was psychological, I stopped outsourcing my healing and went in. I healed myself. I turned the journey into art. And I built this show to introduce you to every expert, practice, and buried truth that helped me get there.

    Face Your Shit, Heal Yourself is a movement + podcast.

    We cover chronic pain, hormonal health, endometriosis, autoimmune disease, trauma, cycle syncing, functional medicine, Reiki, Ayurveda, sacred sexuality, Taoist healing, psilocybin, and everything else the mainstream medical system doesn't want on your radar.

    The only way out is through. Art is how.

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    🩸all my links are here

    2 hr 7 min
  • The Epstein Files, Eros & Discernment: How to Tell Truth from Lies w/ Selvia Filteau

    The Epstein files are out. And most people are still looking away.

    Why do some people see what others can't — and what does that say about the state of our collective discernment?

    Selvia Filteau, ordained Priestess and former federal intelligence operative — goes there.

    Eros as creative life force. Distortion at the root of power.

    And what it takes to stay sovereign in a world that profits from your confusion.

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    🩸 The most important piece of art is you.

    7 questions. 60 seconds.

    Find out which kind of collector you are, and get a free guide with everything I used to heal from 17 years of endometriosis and toxic relationships, plus art chosen for your result.

    This didn’t exist when I needed it. So I made it.

    👉 👉 Live the Art. Take the quiz

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    Selvia is an ordained, initiated Priestess, ceremonialist, and spiritual mentor guiding well-resourced, world-shaping leaders through deep initiatory work rooted in sacred power, ethical leadership, and authentic influence.

    Before stepping into spiritual mentorship, she served as a federal agent in covert operations and human intelligence. At the height of her career, she walked away — not from lack of discipline or success — but from a refusal to continue building power on foundations misaligned with her soul.

    Today, she bridges strategic intelligence and spiritual mastery, guiding leaders into embodied sovereignty, discernment, and responsible influence.

    Selvia's website

    Selvia's YouTube

    Selvia's Substack

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    🖼️The art of this episode is a revelation.

    The Sound of Freedom in Blue (#43, from my Every Phase series)asks: What does freedom look like? One way to know what it is… is to know what it isn’t. Created in the discerning edge of the luteal phase—where illusion collapses and truth sharpens—this piece exposes what the world tries to bury and affirms that sovereignty begins with facing reality. In my conversation with Selvia, we explore that same edge: eros, discernment, and the power of truth to liberate.

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    ✅CHAPTERS

    00:00:00 Introduction

    00:06:37 Collective Wake-Up Call: Epstein Files & the ‘Face Your Sh*t’ Moment

    00:08:38 Why Sexuality Is Targeted: Eros

    00:14:39 Why Children & How Distortion Hooks In

    00:18:00 Inversions & Spiritual Frauds

    00:23:41 Programmability, Perversion & ‘Synthetic Virus’

    00:31:37 The Sound of Freedom in Blue Art Piece

    00:34:45 Glamour Magic: Follow the Money

    00:46:21 Matriarchy: Centering Children, Integrating the Masculine

    00:56:05 Pilgrimage & The Priestess Path: Sacred Sites as Initiation

    01:01:34 Pain + Healing Resources

    01:02:58 Plasma Horse: Organic Intelligence vs Synthetic AI

    01:06:19 Biohacking with Art: Sexual Energy as the Sun (Plasma Light Installation)

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    About the Podcast

    Your pain is not a design flaw.

    Your body is not broken.

    And you were never meant to white-knuckle your way through a life that doesn't fit.

    I'm Meredith Ochoa — ANOTHER F#%ING ARTIST. After 17 years of endometriosis, surgical failures, and being told my pain was psychological, I stopped outsourcing my healing and went in. I healed myself. I turned the journey into art. And I built this show to introduce you to every expert, practice, and buried truth that helped me get there.

    Face Your Shit, Heal Yourself is a movement + podcast.

    We cover chronic pain, hormonal health, endometriosis, autoimmune disease, trauma, cycle syncing, functional medicine, Reiki, Ayurveda, sacred sexuality, Taoist healing, psilocybin, and everything else the mainstream medical system doesn't want on your radar.

    The only way out is through. Art is how.

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    🩸all my links are here

    1 hr 17 min
  • Marketing as Medicine: Without Selling Your Soul | Allie Chandler of Upsell Health

    OK, so a quick confession: you might notice my audio sounds like I’m reporting live from inside a tin can… That’s on me. Wrong mic, right intention. Please enjoy the real and raw fabulously f*d up recording — it’s part of today’s charm. 😅

    Before we get into it, I also want to give a huge thank-you to Michelle Mechem of Historic Living / Roost Realty for taking my listener survey. Michelle, I see you, I appreciate you — and if you’re dreaming about living beautifully in Savannah, go check out LiveInSavannah.com or find her on Instagram @LiveInSavannah.

    Today I’m joined by Allie Chandler, founder of Upsell Health, and one of the sharpest minds I know at the intersection of healing and marketing. Allie helps functional medicine practitioners and wellness brands grow without selling their soul — translating deep, transformative work into messaging that actually connects and converts.

    We talk about empathy-led marketing, the courage to be disliked, and what it really means to sell from integrity — especially when your work is about healing, and not scaling numbers.

    Also, completely unrelated but very important: If you can, please buy silver. I said what I said.

    Let’s go.

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    👉 I am ridiculously excited to hear from you.

    Take my listener survey and get a personal shoutout on the podcast. I want to honor the people who make this show what it is.

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    🩸 The most important piece of art is you.

    7 questions. 60 seconds.

    Find out which kind of collector you are, and get a free guide with everything I used to heal from 17 years of endometriosis and toxic relationships, plus art chosen for your result.

    This didn’t exist when I needed it. So I made it.

    👉 👉 Live the Art. Take the quiz

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    Links

    Brain Healing Blueprint

    ALL of Allie's links here

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    🖼️This episode features Illusion as the Artwork of Truth.

    Illusion is the undercover agent of truth that wants to be unmasked. Living at the edge where illusion falls away and clarity sharpens, like the luteal phase itself, this piece invites us to let go, unmask, and become the ripple that makes the wave. Check it out here.

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    ✅CHAPTERS

    00:00:00 Introduction

    00:05:44 Intellectualizing Healing - Lyme & POTS

    00:13:24 Healing Triggers People

    00:22:04 Making Friends as Adults

    00:27:51 Balancing Dualities in Life

    00:32:02 Empathy-Led Marketing

    00:35:27 Luteal to Menstrual Art Piece

    00:38:12 The Future of Marketing is Long Form

    00:49:26 Pain + Healing Resources

    00:50:50 Do you need social media?

    00:56:46 Biohacking with ART - Mirror Mosaic

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    About the Podcast

    Your pain is not a design flaw.

    Your body is not broken.

    And you were never meant to white-knuckle your way through a life that doesn't fit.

    I'm Meredith Ochoa — ANOTHER F#%ING ARTIST. After 17 years of endometriosis, surgical failures, and being told my pain was psychological, I stopped outsourcing my healing and went in. I healed myself. I turned the journey into art. And I built this show to introduce you to every expert, practice, and buried truth that helped me get there.

    Face Your Shit, Heal Yourself is a movement + podcast.

    We cover chronic pain, hormonal health, endometriosis, autoimmune disease, trauma, cycle syncing, functional medicine, Reiki, Ayurveda, sacred sexuality, Taoist healing, psilocybin, and everything else the mainstream medical system doesn't want on your radar.

    The only way out is through. Art is how.

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    🩸all my links are here

    1 hr 5 min
  • Why I Left Social Media -- Reading as Rebellion

    The best marketing strategy? Telling the truth. Your truth is your success.

    I'm sharing why I left Facebook, Instagram, LinkedIn, Twitter, and TikTok — and what I’m doing instead: reading, creating, and focusing on meaningful work. I dive into the books that transformed my life, art, and healing, including: The Ultimate Coach, Adult Children of Emotionally Immature Parents, In the FLO, WomanCode, and The Artist’s Way.

    Our time and energy are the only things we truly own — and I’m reclaiming mine.

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    👉 I am ridiculously excited to hear from you.

    Take my listener survey and get a personal shoutout on the podcast. I want to honor the people who make this show what it is.

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    Links

    • Take the Survey HERE
    • All of my links I mention are HERE
      • Selvia Filteau - my mentor
      • Laura Matsue
      • Books by psychologist author Lindsay Gibson: Adult Children of Emotionally Immature Parents, Who You Were Meant To Be, Finding Your True Self, Recovering from Emotionally Immature Parents, Self-Care for Adult Children of Emotionally Immature Parents, Dise - LINDSAY GIBSON, PSY.D.
      • Julia Cameron Books - The Artist's Way
      • The Ultimate Coach
      • FLOliving


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    🩸 The most important piece of art is you.

    7 questions. 60 seconds.

    Find out which kind of collector you are, and get a free guide with everything I used to heal from 17 years of endometriosis and toxic relationships, plus art chosen for your result.

    This didn’t exist when I needed it. So I made it.

    👉 👉 Live the Art. Take the quiz

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    ✅CHAPTERS

    00:00 Introduction

    00:48 The Illusion of Social Media

    04:44 Reading is now Rebellion

    06:25 Life-Changing Books

    20:31 Pain to Power ebook

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    About the Podcast

    Your pain is not a design flaw.

    Your body is not broken.

    And you were never meant to white-knuckle your way through a life that doesn't fit.

    I'm Meredith Ochoa — ANOTHER F#%ING ARTIST. After 17 years of endometriosis, surgical failures, and being told my pain was psychological, I stopped outsourcing my healing and went in. I healed myself. I turned the journey into art. And I built this show to introduce you to every expert, practice, and buried truth that helped me get there.

    Face Your Shit, Heal Yourself is a movement + podcast.

    We cover chronic pain, hormonal health, endometriosis, autoimmune disease, trauma, cycle syncing, functional medicine, Reiki, Ayurveda, sacred sexuality, Taoist healing, psilocybin, and everything else the mainstream medical system doesn't want on your radar.

    The only way out is through. Art is how.

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    🩸all my links are here

    22 min

About Face Your Shit, Heal Yourself

From the publisher's feed

I’m Meredith Ochoa — ANOTHER F*#%ING ARTIST, photographer, author & generational cycle-breaker. After suffering for 17 years with excruciating endometriosis, I faced my shit & healed myself. Now, I create powerful art and conversations that help others do the same.