Episode 122 - Failures, fireworks, and an imperfect fertility journey!

Sarah says, “I came into the program with this story. This heavy story of someone who’s failed. I completely closed my heart off to what’s possible so that I didn’t have to open my heart up to more loss.” – and omg I don’t know about you… but I could totally relate to that statement.    Before the program, Sarah thought she was feeling things. She thought she was present. She was meditating/journaling and doing the things. But she realized that so many perfectionism tendencies were diluting the medicinal properties of everything she was doing.    She expected fireworks after her meditations. And if it wasn’t happening, it wasn’t enough. Which is exactly the voice of perfectionism and is such a distraction from change. This was something she needed to work on, for her efforts to take full effect.    What you’ll learn on today’s podcast is that Sarah is not pregnant yet — but she’s realized that pregnancy is not her #1 goal.    “So much wisdom has been uncovered in the process of this program. And if I’m gonna be a mother, I want to impart everything that I’m currently learning onto my future child.” She says.   She’s gained this incredibly compassionate perspective of everything that she’s been through on her fertility journey. She learned that she is NOT a failure,  but that she is “dedicated as fuck” to herself, her joy and of course, her baby. And she can’t wait to teach this to her future child.    You wanna hear what it’s like to have this type of kind perspective to yourself while TTC?    Listen now!