No matter what we have done, God will forgive us if we are repentant. He is faithful.

"And we know that God causes all things to work together for good to those who love God, to those who are called according to His purpose."

Romans 8:28

And He has said to me, “My grace is sufficient for you, for power is perfected in weakness.” Most gladly, therefore, I will rather boast about my weaknesses, so that the power of Christ may dwell in me.

2 Corinthians 12:9

God is for us! "for God gave us a spirit NOT OF FEAR but of power and love and self-control." 2 Timothy 1:7

For I know the plans I have for you," declares the LORD, "plans to prosper you and not to harm you, plans to give you hope and a future. Then you will call on me and come and pray to me, and I will listen to you. You will seek me and find me when you seek me with all your heart.

Jeremiah 29:11-13