An after almost dissection session...reconnection after almost a severance. How did I see fire and still encourage myself to walk towards it? I can trust myself. A lot of my questions were answered, I no longer have to feed my fantasies, my energy better served elsewhere.

Find a relationship filled with motivation, mine is dopamine via sexual connection, to face your friction and the things that brings discomfort. Sit with discomfort. Relationships do not have to all follow the same traditional romantic path, relating with another means relationship, even if it's just with yourself inside a dynamic. 

Tuesdays and Thursdays I take a break from social media and apps. This time is for myself and those in my presence either in person or on the phone.  

Thanks for being here~