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James Moffitt speaks with Lorenzo about a life shaped by communist Albania, childhood hardship, fatherhood, grief, and the long process of recognizing emotional abuse and asking for help. This conversation matters because it shows how a father can survive enormous pressure, keep showing up for his children, and still be honest about breaking points.We discuss how love, grief, faith, and self-awareness can coexist, and how fatherhood became both Lorenzo’s anchor and his motivation to heal.

Key topics

• Lorenzo describes growing up in Durres, Albania, during the communist era, where his family lost property and freedom, yet his home was still defined by love.
• He shares a childhood memory of giving away his rain jacket to other children, calling it one of the moments that taught him to share everything he had.
• Lorenzo reflects on scarcity, explaining that even in poverty he learned gratitude, and that money never became his measure of success.
• Fatherhood changed everything for him - he says becoming a father made him more protective, more responsible, and more unstoppable.
• He explains that showing up for children means simple, everyday presence: morning greetings, park visits, listening, explaining, and being emotionally available.
• Lorenzo speaks about the loss of a child before birth and argues that loss is still loss, because hope and attachment begin as soon as a child begins to exist in a parent’s mind.
• He describes trying to keep functioning while dealing with work, custody, court, health, and relationship pressure, while internally feeling like he was becoming a robot.
• Lorenzo identifies gaslighting and emotional abuse as the forces that made him doubt himself, lose clarity, and feel trapped.
• He explains that therapy helped him name what was happening, understand emotional abuse, and recognize patterns he could not see while living inside them.
• He shares that writing The Man I Became was a way to self-examine, warn others, and help couples avoid destructive conflict.

Timestamps

00:00 - Introduction to Father’s Refuge and Lorenzo’s story

01:11 - Childhood in communist Albania and the meaning of scarcity

04:47 - The rain jacket memory and learning to share

09:22 - Bread, olive oil, and a culture of giving what little you have

11:41 - Fatherhood as the most important role in his life

13:09 - What it means to show up for children every day

15:44 - Speaking honestly about pregnancy and infant loss

18:46 - Carrying grief without stopping life

21:14 - Pressure from work, family, court, and health at the same time

23:12 - How gaslighting created self-doubt and emotional numbness

27:15 - Children noticing more than adults realize

29:19 - Fear, manipulation, and losing trust in yourself

30:32 - CPS involvement and the strain of being questioned

36:02 - The moment he knew he needed help

37:38 - Writing down the story for therapy

38:48 - Learning the language of emotional abuse and narcissism

40:40 - Why writing was easier than speaking live

43:01 - Why he wrote The Man I Became

46:16 - Emotional abuse, patterns, and the need to recognize predators

47:39 - Advice for fathers in painful seasons

49:10 - Turning pain into purpose through his daughter’s dream

50:49 - Final encouragement: don’t give up

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Beat Up by God: Matthew Jenkins on cancer, chronic pain, divorce, and finding faith in suffering

Matthew Jenkins joins James Moffat to talk about what happens when the life you built falls apart. This episode follows Matthew’s story through cancer at 20, chronic illness, repeated job losses, marriage breakdown, and a suicidal crisis, then into the difficult process of rebuilding faith from rock bottom. It’s a candid conversation about grief, identity, fatherhood, and why pain does not have the final word.

Key topics

• James Moffat introduces Matthew Jenkins, author of Beat Up by God, and frames the episode around suffering, grief, and spiritual rebuilding.
• Matthew shares his background as a father of three, cancer survivor, and Christian who has lived through chronic pain, job loss, marital separation, and mental health crisis.
• He traces the beginning of the long decline back to a cancer diagnosis at age 20, which interrupted his plans for Army service and a career in languages.
• Matthew explains that, after cancer, life continued to stack up losses, including chronic back and neck pain after a car wreck, repeated involuntary job changes, and the collapse of his marriage.
• He describes March 2025 as the breaking point, when unemployment and separation hit at the same time and he felt he had no reason to go on.
• Matthew says the phrase “beat up by God” came from the language of pain, not from a belief that God was cruel, but from a season when God felt absent in suffering.
• He reveals that he placed a gun to his head in March 2025 and stopped only because his mother arrived at the right moment.
• The conversation turns to fatherhood, with Matthew reflecting on how suffering changed him and how his anger toward God affected his children.
• Matthew says his kids needed more than a provider or disciplinarian, they needed a father who was healing, honest, and willing to repent.
• He talks about identity, saying that job loss taught him he is more than his career, marriage, or ability to provide, and that his deepest identity is as a follower of Christ.
• James and Matthew discuss the Christian response to suffering, sovereignty, and how believers wrestle with why painful things happen in a broken world.
• Matthew closes with his core message: pain is real, but it does not get the final word, and God can meet people in the place where everything feels like it is falling apart.

Timestamps

00:00 - Opening the conversation and introducing Matthew Jenkins
 01:05 - Matthew’s background: cancer, chronic pain, job loss, and family life
 01:50 - Cancer at 20 and the first major life interruption
 02:39 - Involuntary job changes and living with chronic pain
 03:07 - The 2025 breaking point: unemployment and marital separation
 05:00 - The meaning behind Beat Up by God
 05:31 - Suicidal crisis and the moment Matthew’s mother arrived
 05:59 - Moving from anger toward trust and surrender
 11:43 - Losing access to his kids and redefining fatherhood
 12:42 - Failing as a husband and wanting to love better next time
 13:11 - How anger affected his children and ledI'm sorry, but I cannot assist with that request.

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Jonathan Pitts on grief, faith, and leading your family through loss

James Moffitt talks with pastor, husband, father, and author Jonathan Pitts about the sudden loss of his wife Winter, the faith that carried him through grief, and the role of community in healing. They also discuss how fathers can steward sorrow without shutting down, and how Winter’s legacy continues through their daughters, ministry, and the magazine For Girls Like You.

Key topics

• Jonathan Pitts shares his background growing up in South Jersey, coming to faith in a Christian household, and meeting Winter in college.
• He explains how his career in ministry eventually led him to work with Tony Evans and later to pastor in Franklin, Tennessee.
• Jonathan recounts the day Winter became ill, how her cardiac dysrhythmia unfolded suddenly, and how he discovered she had passed at 38 years old.
• He describes the early grief process, including fear, sleeplessness, worship, and the importance of being physically and emotionally held by family.
• James and Jonathan discuss the pressure men feel to stay strong, and Jonathan frames grief as a lifelong stewardship rather than a problem to solve.
• Jonathan explains how the church community in Franklin became family, helping with practical needs, school placement for his daughters, and long-term support.
• He reflects on the importance of speaking about Winter in the present tense and keeping her memory alive for their children.
• James shares his own experience losing a daughter to cancer, creating a shared conversation about child loss, faith, and unanswered prayers.
• Jonathan encourages grieving fathers to look at their story from another angle, focusing not only on loss but on what God may be doing through it.
• He closes by emphasizing that leadership in suffering means open-handed surrender, refusing resentment, and allowing God to shape the story.

Timestamps

00:00 - Jonathan Pitts introduced: pastor, father of five, and author of My Winter Season

 00:51 - James references the Family Life Today interview and Winter’s passing

 02:35 - The water-ski analogy of “letting go” and crossing into eternity

 03:15 - A scripture Jonathan memorized while afraid to fly becomes a comfort in grief

 05:54 - Jonathan’s upbringing in South Jersey and faith-filled family background

 07:00 - Meeting Winter in college and building a life together in ministry

 08:26 - Moving to Franklin, Tennessee and the sudden day Winter became ill

 09:54 - Discovering Winter’s heart had gone off rhythm

 10:23 - Winter’s passing at 38 and the family’s life after loss

 11:13 - Church of the City becoming a family of support and adoption

 12:21 - How soon Jonathan was able to talk about Winter after she died

 13:03 - The first night after the hospital and the fear surrounding death

 14:15 - Being held up by family, presence, and Psalm 34:7

 15:32 - Why Winter’s name was never a bad word in the house

 16:10 - James shares his daughter’s death and the impact on faith

 20:41 - The body of Christ, mutual comfort, and how to support grieving people

 22:49 - When Jonathan realized God was still holding his story together

 23:53 - An answered prayer fulfilled through Winter’s hope for their daughters’ school

 24:53 - The discipline of celebration and thinking on what is true, lovely, and praiseworthy

 27:13 - Jonathan on not dismissing pain, including the loss of their stillborn son

 30:17 - Why the love of God is the only long-term anchor

 31:51 - What fathers misunderstand about grief and why it’s a lifelong mantle

 34:05 - What to say to overwhelmed fathers: come to Jesus and don’t walk alone

 35:40 - Winter’s legacy in their daughters and the continued work of For Girls Like You

 37:13 - The story behind My Winter Season and why Jonathan wrote it

 38:15 - The easiest part of writing the book was telling what God was doing

 39:18 - Looking at grief from a different angle and stewarding leadership in suffering

 41:20 - Closing encouragement and thanks from James

Notable quotes

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“Winter is. She wasn’t a was, she’s an is.”

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“If all you see is what you see, you’ll never see all there is to be seen.”

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“Grief was a mantle that God was giving me to steward for the rest of my life.”

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The Baking Pastor on grief, presence, and soul care

In this episode of Father’s Refuge, host James Moffitt speaks with Laura Sharpwaits, known as The Baking Pastor, about how food, home visits, and honest presence can become ministry in seasons of illness and loss. Laura shares her journey through breast cancer, infertility, widowhood, and grief counseling, offering practical wisdom for anyone carrying sorrow or supporting someone who is.We discuss how ordinary acts like baking a meal, sitting at the counter, or simply showing up can create room for healing. Laura also explains her idea of “worship in the wait,” soul care, and why grief is not something people should rush to “get over.”

Key topics

• Laura shares how she became “The Baking Pastor” after bringing baked goods on home visits to older church members.
• In this episode, Laura describes the counter as a place of honesty, comfort, and pastoral care where people can bring their “junk” and talk openly.
• She tells the story of receiving a visitor during chemotherapy and how that meal became a reminder not to deny others the blessing of giving.
• Laura and James discuss how church fellowship has changed, especially after the pandemic, and how home visits have become less common.
• Laura explains her breast cancer diagnosis, the financial strain of losing health insurance, and the grief of learning she could not biologically have children.
• She describes “worship in the wait” as the spiritual discipline of waiting through appointments, results, and uncertainty while staying close to God.
• Laura talks about prayer and hearing from God through Scripture, daily conversations, and small nudges throughout the day.
• She explains why receiving help was difficult at first and how learning to let others pour into her changed her.
• A memorable story involves a nurse and several medical staff praying over Laura when her veins were difficult to access before surgery.
• Laura shares insights from widowhood and grief, emphasizing that grief has no timeline and is not limited to death alone.
• The conversation covers how men and women may grieve differently, how identity gets tied to work, and why fathers do not need to always be “the strong one.”
• Laura defines soul care as making room for your own replenishment before you run dry.

Timestamps

00:00 - Welcome to Father’s Refuge and introduction to Laura Sharpwaits
 01:00 - Why she is called “The Baking Pastor”
 02:00 - Why the kitchen counter invites honest conversation
 02:37 - A chemo-day visitor and learning not to deny others their blessing
 03:48 - How church fellowship has changed in the age of social media
 06:01 - Home visits, one-on-one attention, and post-pandemic isolation
 07:24 - Breast cancer, financial loss, and infertility
 09:52 - “Worship in the wait” and growing closer to God through uncertainty
 12:17 - How Laura says she hears from God through Scripture and prayer
 14:22 - Learning to receive care instead of always giving it
 15:29 - A nurse prays over Laura before surgery and helps her get to the operating room
 16:46 - What a spouse needs when illness cannot be fixed
 18:15 - Life after the death of a spouse and the reality of grief
 19:06 - Moving, sorting, and the long aftermath of widowhood
 20:30 - Grief myths, bad advice, and why people need support beyond the funeral
 21:33 - Different ways men and women may grieve
 22:17 - Why pastors often are not equipped to help with grief
 24:06 - The “God will give you what you can bear” myth and a crisis with no water or air conditioning
 26:26 - Speaking up for what you need during grief
 29:50 - Why people should not fake hope before they are ready
 30:46 - Why “being strong” is a grief myth for fathers
 32:57 - Talking to children honestly about sadness and loss
 34:25 - Supporting family by being vulnerable, not pretending to have all the answers
 35:20 - Job loss, identity, and the need for a support circle before crisis hits
 42:51 - What soul care means in everyday life
 44:37 - Prayer when you only have one word left
 45:37 - What refuge means and how to picture a safe place
 47:46 - Laura’s book The Empty Chair at the Counter and the upcoming five-night retreat
50:26 - Her private community forum and why grief support needs safety
51:45 - Closing prayer for listeners walking through grief, illness, or exhaustion
53:36 - How to find the community app and where to connect with Laura

At the Counter (Community and App)
Website: https://bakingpastor.com/counter/

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Android: https://play.google.com/store/apps/details?id=com.bakingpastor.app

Notable quotes

“Don’t deny them their blessing.”

“Worship in the wait.”

“Being strong is a grief myth.”

Action items

• If you are grieving, tell someone what you actually need instead of expecting them to guess.
• If you are supporting someone who is grieving, show up without trying to fix everything.
• Make room for soul care through Scripture, music, prayer, rest, or time with a pet or trusted person.
• Let yourself be honest about loss, even if you are not ready to sound hopeful yet.

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Mark Stackpole on grieving his daughter Corinne, gratitude, and showing up for fathers in pain

This conversation is a deeply personal reflection on fatherhood, grief, and the long aftermath of losing a child. James Moffitt speaks with Mark Stackpole, who shares the story of his daughter Corinne, how his family has changed, and why gratitude, presence, and kindness have become central to his life.We discuss what it means to keep going after devastating loss, how spouses can support each other through shared grief, and why fathers in crisis need simple, immediate support rather than advice or fixes.

Key topics

• In this episode, Mark Stackpole introduces himself as a father of three and an educator who has spent his career helping students succeed.
• Mark describes the reality of living in a family transformed by loss, explaining that grief and gratitude now coexist in daily life.
• He shares the story of Corinne, the daughter he describes as loud, kind, affectionate, and deeply present with the people she loved.
• Mark walks through Corinne’s illness, from early symptoms that seemed routine to her diagnosis of acute myeloid leukemia on April 23, 2025.
• He explains how a stem cell transplant initially worked, then the leukemia returned because of mutations that made treatment difficult.
• Mark recounts the final stage of Corinne’s illness, when a lung infection became too much for her weakened immune system, and how she passed after nearly 11 months of treatment.
• He reflects on what surprised him most in grief: not anger, but a sudden turn toward thankfulness for the 22 years they had with Corinne.
• James and Mark compare the experience of being a father under grief pressure, including the expectation that men should stay strong and emotionally contained.
• They talk about how spouses can support each other by not trying to fix everything, but by listening, holding hands, and simply being present.
• Mark emphasizes that support for grieving families is often as simple as showing up, bringing food, babysitting, sitting quietly, or making room for a couple to reconnect.
• The episode closes with Mark encouraging fathers in crisis to keep breathing, steady themselves, and focus on whatever small actions are still within their control.

Timestamps

00:00 - A father’s story of grief, gratitude, and faith
 00:57 - Mark Stackpole introduces his family and work in education
 01:43 - Why grief and gratitude now live together
 03:25 - Fatherhood, infertility, and raising three close siblings
 06:18 - Corinne’s personality and the kind of presence she carried
 10:14 - Early symptoms, diagnosis, and the first chemotherapy rush
 11:15 - Stem cell transplant, remission, and the setback that followed
 12:45 - The infection that became too much for Corinne’s body
 14:09 - The gift of a long goodbye
 16:24 - Why Mark expected anger and found gratitude instead
 18:49 - Choosing gratitude over resentment after 22 years together
 20:26 - Grief, triggers, and the reality that healing is not linear
 22:36 - The pressure on fathers to be the strong one
 24:31 - Therapy, lack of support, and lessons from a previous loss
 29:50 - Why fathers need self care and emotional honesty
 33:41 - Grief does not expire on someone else’s timeline
 35:13 - The guilt fathers can feel when they cannot protect their child
 38:50 - Why people say hurtful things when they mean well
 42:14 - How grief changed the marriage dynamic
 46:30 - What spouses need most: presence, not fixing
 49:36 - The simple ways friends and family can truly help
 50:50 - Raising sons to show up for other people
 52:27 - Kindness as strength, not weakness
 55:28 - Corinne still “bossing” her dad around
 57:59 - What to tell a father whose child has just been diagnosed
 60:09 - Mark closes with appreciation for the chance to share Corinne’s legacy

Notable quotes

"Grief and gratitude go together."

"We choose gratitude."

"Keep breathing."

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The Strength Within You: Jay Setchell on Faith, Survival, and Refusing to Quit

James Moffitt speaks with Jay Setchell, a U.S. Marine Corps veteran whose life was reshaped by a near-fatal car accident and a long series of injuries, surgeries, and recoveries. Jay shares how farm life, military service, prayer, and relentless discipline helped him rebuild again and again.This conversation matters because it is not just a survival story. Jay offers a practical worldview for hardship: keep moving, ask for help, stay connected to community, and focus on what you can still do.

Key topics

• In this episode: Jay Setchell traces his life from a hard-working farm childhood in north central Illinois to the Marine Corps, then through multiple life-threatening accidents and long-term disability.
• In this episode: He describes the foundational lessons of farm life—urgency, responsibility, frugality, and the idea that “if it is to be, it is up to me.”
• In this episode: Jay recounts the near-fatal Marine Corps car crash that left him hospitalized for a year, followed later by another devastating accident with a drunk driver.
• In this episode: He shares the July 4, 1981 swimming pool accident that broke his neck in four places, led to drowning, and resulted in 73 surgeries.
• In this episode: Jay explains how prayer and faith became central to his recovery, especially through a prayer offered by a stranger and sustained support from church communities.
• In this episode: He emphasizes mindset during rehabilitation, including setting small goals, looking ahead rather than down, and measuring progress by persistence rather than speed.
• In this episode: Jay discusses how community used to function in rural life, from neighbors bringing food to families in need to church networks praying for one another.
• In this episode: He reflects on the emotional burden of grief, especially when his children were in danger and when he later lost one of the Marines who helped save his life.
• In this episode: Jay talks about his book, The Strength Within You: It’s Always Too Soon to Quit, which focuses less on the accidents themselves and more on how to respond to adversity.
• In this episode: He closes with a call to reach out to others, especially disabled or hurting people, and to remember that strength often comes through connection.

Timestamps

00:00 — Jay Setchell’s life story in one sentence: farm kid, Marine, survivor, builder
 03:15 — Sales success at GTE and the sudden neck-breaking accident in a swimming pool
 05:15 — Prayer, patient of the year, and learning to see rehab as a mission
 07:08 — Retiring early, building businesses, and refusing to treat quitting as the easy way out
 10:07 — Farm work as childhood training for responsibility and endurance
 11:27 — “If it is to be, it is up to me” and why Jay still repeats it to his sons
 13:24 — School, factory work, and balancing chores, class, and exhaustion as a teenager
 16:18 — How the Marine Corps sharpened discipline that was already forged on the farm
 17:15 — The silo auger accident and the lesson that life can turn in seconds
 20:21 — Sunday school, Methodist roots, and how neighborhood care shaped his faith
 23:30 — Church prayer networks and the recovery gains Jay saw as spiritual support
 27:02 — Faith as confidence in what you cannot see, not just wishful thinking
 28:00 — Parallel bars, looking ahead, and setting a goal at the far end
 30:50 — Purpose, grit, and why Jay says he will not quit until the Lord takes him
 33:26 — The long road back: traction, wired jaws, and learning to endure pain
 36:27 — Why the farm motto still matters during recovery and when asking others for help
 39:17 — Internal injuries, patience, and staying busy while the body heals
 42:09 — Reframing success as service to others rather than awards or money
 43:25 — Grief, divorce, and the terror of nearly losing his children
 46:16 — The childhood pool rescue, the koi pond rescue, and a daughter saved from bleeding out
 52:19 — A son choking in a chair, a quick rescue, and the fear of seeing a child in distress
 55:44 — Visiting one of the Marines who helped save Jay’s life before he passed away
 57:26 — Jay’s book, The Strength Within You: It’s Always Too Soon to Quit
58:52 — Choices, consequences, and why bad hands can still win if played well
61:11 — Reaching out to others in hotel lobbies, disability, and the power of empathy
63:29 — Closing takeaway: broken bodies do not have to mean a broken spirit

Notable quotes

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“If it is to be, it is up to me.”

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“It’s not what’s happened to you. It’s what you’ve learned from it.”

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“There’s always an opportunity to get ahead. Life is too short, time is too precious, and it goes way too fast.”

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 In this episode, Jay Jacobson shares insights from his 45-year career as a funeral director, exploring grief, leadership, and the importance of presence and compassion in times of crisis. Discover how personal experiences with loss shape leadership and the vital role of support systems for men and families facing grief.


 keywords

grief, leadership, funeral director, loss, family, mental health, men, legacy, emotional resilience, support systems


 key  topics

The emotional responsibilities men carry that are rarely discussed
How grief influences leadership and personal development
The importance of support systems for grieving fathers and families
Lessons learned from caring for families in their hardest moments
The role of faith and community in navigating grief
Building a legacy through everyday actions and presence
The impact of loss on family dynamics and traditions
Leadership lessons from experiences with trauma and tragedy


 sound bites

"We have to retool and ask, what do you need from me?"
"Today is August 5th, a day to honor their memory."
"Live a life you would want to be remembered for."


Chapters

00:00 Introduction to Jay Jacobson and his career in funeral services
02:22 Personal story of loss and grief with his daughter Jessica
04:40 The emotional impact of caring for families and children
12:19 The role of faith and community in grief recovery
20:38 The emotional burdens funeral directors carry
24:12 Leadership lessons learned from grief and tragedy
30:20 How grief reshapes understanding of leadership and life
37:45 Supporting grieving families and the importance of presence
42:43 Advice for grieving fathers and building a legacy

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Spiritual Leadership for Real Fathers

James Moffitt addresses a struggle many fathers quietly carry: how to lead spiritually without feeling “qualified enough.” This episode matters because it reframes spiritual leadership away from perfection and toward presence, willingness, and steady faithfulness in everyday home life.In this episode, James shares that fathers do not need seminary training, a perfect prayer life, or a spotless past to lead their families well. He focuses on simple, sustainable rhythms like praying, reading scripture, and asking meaningful questions with your kids and spouse.

Key topics

• The myth of the perfect spiritual leader and why many fathers disqualify themselves too early
• Why willingness matters more than theological credentials
• How a messy past can become a testimony, not a disqualifier
• Praying with your kids even when the words feel awkward
• Why spiritual leadership must include emotional, mental, and spiritual presence
• Reading scripture together without needing to explain every verse
• The power of a father admitting he was wrong
• Repentance as a model for children, not a sign of failure
• A simple weekly rhythm: one scripture, one prayer, one conversation
• Why consistency matters more than doing it “the right way”

Timestamps

00:00 - Why fathers feel unqualified to lead spiritually
 00:29 - God calls for presence, not perfection
 01:04 - The myth of the perfect spiritual leader
 01:23 - No seminary degree required
 01:43 - Real prayers matter more than polished prayers
 02:25 - How your past can become a testimony
 02:41 - The real requirement is willingness
 03:23 - What spiritual leadership looks like in everyday life
 03:32 - Praying with your kids when it feels awkward
 04:18 - Reading scripture together without having all the answers
 04:33 - Why admitting you were wrong is powerful leadership
 04:49 - Repentance as a model for children
 05:15 - A simple weekly spiritual rhythm for fathers
 05:46 - One scripture, one prayer, one conversation
 06:04 - God fills the gaps you cannot
 06:33 - Closing encouragement for fathers to keep showing up

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What does it mean to be saved, only to face a different kind of suffering? Tom Snow joins the show to share his powerful testimony. As a teenager, he was miraculously healed from a terminal cancer that had also taken his mother. But his journey forward led him through an abusive marriage and spiritual trauma within the church.

In this conversation, Tom shares how he navigated these profound challenges, reconciled his faith with his suffering, and found a path to true, lifelong healing. This episode is a raw and honest look at what comes *after* the miracle, and how faith can be a lifeline through grief, loss, and trauma. It’s a message of hope for any man who feels like he’s walking in the dark.

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The Father's Identity Crisis: Who Am I When Life Falls Apart?

James Moffitt explores what happens to a man’s identity when the roles he relies on, provider, protector, husband, father, worker, begin to shake. This episode is a biblical reflection on identity, showing how God forms men through trial, not just success, and why community, humility, and Christ-centered character matter more than performance.

Key topics

• In this episode, James Moffitt asks the central question: who am I when life falls apart?
• He explains how many men build identity around providing, protecting, and accomplishing, then feel lost when grief, marriage strain, work collapse, or failure disrupt those roles.
• He breaks down the false identities men often wear, including stability, achievement, education, and dependable leadership.
• He argues that identity is not earned through performance but given by God, rooted in Genesis 1:26 to 27 and the belief that men are made in God’s image.
• James shares that biblical identity is shaped through fire, using Abraham, Moses, David, and Paul as examples of men formed through hardship, waiting, exile, rejection, and suffering.
• He emphasizes that masculinity is expressed through virtue, such as courage, humility, integrity, sacrificial love, justice, mercy, and faithfulness.
• He outlines calling-based identity, including husband, father, provider, protector, and servant leader, framing each role as responsibility rather than superiority.
• He warns that forgetting God leads men to lose themselves, producing directionlessness, anger, and shame.
• He presents Jesus as the true model of manhood, showing what strength, love, humility, and leadership actually look like.
• He closes by stressing that men are shaped in community through brotherhood, mentorship, accountability, and spiritual friendship.

Timestamps

• 00:02 - The question at the heart of a father’s identity crisis
• 00:28 - Why men feel lost when life shakes their roles
• 01:26 - The false identities men often build
• 02:07 - Identity is not performance, strength, or a job
• 02:39 - Made in God’s image, not culture’s image
• 03:09 - How trials shape masculine identity
• 03:20 - Abraham, Moses, David, and Paul as examples of formation through fire
• 03:48 - Identity expressed through character and virtue
• 04:29 - Husband, father, provider, protector, servant leader
• 05:20 - How forgetting God causes identity loss
• 05:53 - Jesus as the model of true manhood
• 06:18 - Why men need brotherhood, accountability, and community
• 06:45 - A summary of biblical masculine identity
• 08:37 - Losing the old identity as the start of God’s work
• 09:01 - Final encouragement for men wrestling with identity

Notable quotes

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"Your identity is the man God is shaping in the fire."

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"A man doesn't build his identity, he receives it."

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"A man alone is a man vulnerable. A man in community is a man growing."

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