CORRECTION: I'm sorry that I made a mistake when talking about abuse. When I talked about abuse in saying that the message was "I hate you" only, I was wrong. I realize after listening to this abuse could be the same as CEN's message of "I love you" "I don't love you" as many abusive relationships leverage this mixed messaging. I'm going to research abuse more and so far have found out that CEN may be a subset of abuse.

SUMMARY: Getting through fear of sharing feelings with my current therapist recorded a few hours before the big "real problem" reveal

WARNING: there are a couple swear words in this episode