God I know you said that you prepared the table before my enemies, but how many enemies exactly do I have because it feels like the table has been being prepared more often than not and God, baby baby I’m tired tired.

In this episode of Lola Speaks Podcast, I’m talking about what it feels like to live in a constant state of fight or flight. When life keeps hitting, people keep disappointing, and your spirit gets tired of always being in survival mode, there comes a moment where you realize: I don’t want to fight anymore. I want peace. I want rest. I want healing. This episode is for anyone who’s been carrying too much for too long and is trying to find their way back to softness without feeling weak for it.