No 90 day experiment. Play partner? He messaged but I'm feeling too fragile to read, I need self care and grounding. How I respond is how I take care of me. How I react is how I keep myself safe. Ex even hugged me. The Universe says to be alone? Celibate? I. Surrender. Discomfort is growth?

My cue, my heart she keeps beating despite the amount of times I have her broken; I don't even own her so keep loving others!