My entire life, I was searching for love in all the wrong places. It wasn't until my last relationship ended, 5 years ago, that I decided enough was enough and that I needed to change. I've been through some dark times, and have definitely experienced painful heartbreaks, but what I've learned from all of these experiences is that God wasn't punishing me, He was saving me. He pulled me out of every bad relationship, & removed people from my life because they were not meant for me. This year, I promised God that I wouldn't date because I wanted to re-devote myself and fall even more in love with Him and myself. The BEST decision of my life. I know there are so many other women out there who feel as though they may never meet their soulmate, but I wanted to tell you that God LOVES YOU SO MUCH SIS that He refuses to give you less than what you deserve. Don't look at it as a negative, recognize how blessed you are that He is taking His time with you - you're that special.  

In the midst of all the fear we’re facing right now, I just wanted to encourage you guys to focus on your faith! Don't let the noise, and news of the world and others distract you from the power of prayer. What I've learned is that, in our most difficult times, God speaks to us the loudest and clearest. If we give Him room to work within us, and through us, He can fix any and all things. My prayer circle hasn't always been strong, but in the midst of all my darkness, I learned to hear His voice more and more. He speaks to us in so many different ways, but we will never know it unless we cultivate a strong relationship with Him. How do you do that? Talk to Him! Sit in prayer! 

Note: In this episode I mentioned a book, the title is "The Circle Maker," by Mark Batterson, not "Prayer Circle."  

Whew. It has been 4 long years since I've started my walk with God. Although I am head over heels in love now, it didn't quite start out like that. I’m so thankful that God waited for me, & has held my hand the entire time, as well as put up with my countless shenanigans. Where I am now spiritually, & where I was, are two completely different places & I sharing how it all began on this very first episode.