There may have been many moments and times where we have been so upset about something, that you just couldn't care less about what was happening around you. These can be the most foolish and immature moments of our character. The illusion in that moment is that we are right, we are justified in feeling the way we feel, and we have the right to get upset and say whatever remarks we feel is right. But when we are angry and upset, how much love and compassion in our hearts rule our speech and behavior versus hate, disdain and contempt?
There are moments and times we feel that things just are not going right. The people around you may not be doing well at fitting your demands and needs, or possibly altogether, not at all. Jonah felt precisely this way. God had commanded Jonah to preach to the Ninevites - his worst of enemies! Jonah was not only a bigot, but was hateful of them because of their past history. The symptom of sickness on Jonah's heart was self-righteousness and pride. He felt that he was more holy than they were, and that the Ninevites did not deserve mercy for their sins. Jonah's eyes and heart were clouded by his hatred and by his arrogance. Even after he had seen how the Ninevites had repented and gave their lives to the Lord, he was still angry. He wanted them to burn in hell. Literally. His reasoning is far from logical, and even after he acknowledges God's merciful character, he is still unrepentant.
Many of the time, we can be just as Jonah was. When we are unforgiving, lacking compassion and mercy, it is because our pride and anger have clouded our judgement and shut out what God is doing in those moments. When we choose to be as Jonah did, we miss out on the greatest moments of God's wonderful power and mercy. Compassion requires humility. Humility demands of us to be merciful, but not by counting a debt to have someone owe you for your mercy. We are merciful because God has been merciful to us, countlessly.
Thus today, think not on the sins of others and hold it against them. Nor be disgruntled by the things that don't work out in your lives. Instead, fix your eyes on what God has already done for you, and imitate that very virtue: Love which is given to us unconditionally even in our sin and brokenness.
"Your Lord is a God of mercy and bountifulness:be a source of mercy and bountifulness to your neighbors.If you will be such, you will find salvation yourself with everlasting glory."
John of Kronstadt
Music by:
Marc Dtwo - "Flowetry Reborn (Instrumental)" - https://soundcloud.com/point-blank20
Peter Thompson - Devotional Tracks - 04 - http://www.ourworshipsound.com