fixurheartsordie episodes:

• July 03, 2026oh no! my dad died ☹

  prod. guillotine

  Man, all I know is wake up, do it

  Go to sleep, do it

  Get up, do it

  Even when you sleep, do it

  If not, you get dumped

  I pull 'up to the spot and I'm rocking Temu drip (yeah)

  I don't care, won't get embarrassed if you ask me for a pic (go ahead)

  Call me Beau, I was afraid ‘cause my dad was such a dick (he was)

  About a month ago, they found him dead, not counting gang violence (bang)

  Oh my god, I can't believe it, glad that motherfucker croaked (yeah)

  Spent my whole life wishing, praying that his nasty ass'd go (yeah)

  Haven't heard a thing about him since he got arrested, whoa (no)

  All of our beef was never frozen but I’m glad I let him go (yeah)

  Ayo, fuck Phil Lord, hope that motherfucker gets- (bang)

  They’d award me if I told ‘em ‘bout your grandfather (woo)

  Bitch who blocked me, you can’t stop me, I’m no animator (no)

  Call Irene up, bet I’ll change her, Project Hail Elle, uh (yeah, yeah)

  I’ll have her jumping streets, yeah, to me, that’s the plan, yuh (uh)

  Maybe I’ll take Chris as well, I don’t think he’s as bad, nah (he's cool)

  You can miss me with the shit you’re bringing, I’m no fan, nuh (nope!)

  Don’t have anything to say here, I’m back, yuh

  Shit’d have you bricked up (LEGO Movie!)

  I can’t lie, it’s funny how you’re famous when your shit sucks (yes, it does)

  I’m cracking up cause Strays some stinky shit right from your anus (poop!)

  Need to wash it out, I swear, that shit’s probably contagious, uh (yeah)

  Tried to work for Disney but they dropped you, people know (uh)

  You rely on Chris so much, your ass can’t do that shit Solo (Ron Howard)

  Almost ran out of these bars, I think it’s time that I reload (pew-pew)

  I’m only gonna say it once, Phil, you’re a fucking asshole (fuck you)

  Ride that wave

  It's been too long, I think it's time I changed

  I can't believe my dad'll find his grave

  Phil Lord, I hope that fucker (ah) today, yeah, yeah, yeah

  Ride that wave (yeah, yeah, yeah)

  It's been too long, I think it's time I changed (yeah, yeah, yeah)

  I can't believe my dad'll find his grave

  Phil Lord, I hope that fucker (ah) today, yeah, yeah, yeah

  Yeah, yeah, yeah

  Yeah, yeah, yeah

  Yeah, yeah, yeah

  Yeah, yeah, yeah

  I have problems in my head (ah)

  ...more

  

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• December 19, 2025DECADE [prod. Maroon Beatz]

  DECADE [prod. Maroon Beatz] by kid c.

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• December 19, 2025CONVINCE [prod. Hieloways]

  CONVINCE [prod. Hieloways] by kid c.

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• December 19, 2025DESERVE [prod. Accent Beats]

  [Chorus]

  Feeling so bad, I might go mad, take all my love, throw in the trash

  Please do not hurt, me anymore, I'ma go 'head, try to relax

  Flying away, still in my room, stuck in my head, thoughts of a noose

  Going insane, on a bad path, I don't want that, I don't want that

  Feeling so bad, I might go mad, take all my love, throw in the trash

  Please do not hurt, me anymore, I'ma go 'head, try to relax

  Flying away, still in my room, stuck in my head, thoughts of a noose

  Going insane, on a bad path, I don't want that, I don't want that

  [Verse 1]

  Too many thoughts tonight

  808, don't want more heartbreak, cause I've been teared up inside

  Oh, whoa, oh, these nights getting crueller, right?

  And I don't think I can keep taking this pain, need a way to remove, goodbye (yeah)

  Can you give me guidance? Oh, I plead, I've been on my fucking knees

  Swear I'd kill to feel complete, I don't like living as me

  Oh, don't make me suffer, please, feel just like a piece of meat

  I don't really wanna breathe, someone help me go to sleep, yeah

  Like "zzz"

  I think that I'm 'bout to go Billy 'cause no-one remembering me, yeah

  Goddamn, I need, a motherfucking reason

  'Fore I go off into my sleep in search of peace, yuh, ayy

  [Chorus]

  Feeling so bad, I might go mad, take all my love, throw in the trash

  Please do not hurt, me anymore, I'ma go 'head, try to relax

  Flying away, still in my room, stuck in my head, thoughts of a noose

  Going insane, on a bad path, I don't want that, I don't want that

  Feeling so bad, I might go mad, take all my love, throw in the trash

  Please do not hurt, me anymore, I'ma go 'head, try to relax

  Flying away, still in my room, stuck in my head, thoughts of a noose

  Going insane, on a bad path, I don't want that, I don't want that

  [Verse 2]

  Don't deserve nobody in this motherfucker out here

  I just wanna make it through this life, I need some help, yeah

  Surround myself with people who been nice to clear my doubt, yeah

  I wanna go head, can I stop this damn pain? Wonder if you relate, yeah

  Ooh, give me the facts, won't you?

  Tell me I'm trash, won't you? I wanna relax, hopeful

  But my anxiety bad, old news, I feel pretty bad, I owe you

  Hate it when I get mad, I will do, anything that you ask, I owe you

  All my fucking life, all my truths, 'til I die

  Spread the news, feel abused, hate this motherfucking life

  Wish that I could turn back time, optimistic fuck, that's right, yeah

  I've been down bad, bad, bad, bad, filth is my politics, filth is my life, yeah

  [Chorus]

  Feeling so bad, I might go mad, take all my love, throw in the trash

  Please do not hurt, me anymore, I'ma go 'head, try to relax

  Flying away, still in my room, stuck in my head, thoughts of a noose

  Going insane, on a bad path, I don't want that, I don't want that

  Feeling so bad, I might go mad, take all my love, throw in the trash

  Please do not hurt, me anymore, I'ma go 'head, try to relax

  Flying away, still in my room, stuck in my head, thoughts of a noose

  Going insane, on a bad path, I don't want that, I don't want that

  ...more

  

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• December 19, 2025MERCEDES [prod. King 80]

  I wanted to be the one you wanted

  But you couldn't give that love to me

  I opened my heart, I thought we bonded

  But now it's so clearly, I can see

  That you ain't the reason that I wanted

  To give a chance to love, silly

  I think I was clouded, out of options

  But now I'm all better, I feel free

  I thought I needed you, baby

  But you treated me like bullshit

  I got the keys to Mercedes

  But it ain't right, need a new whip

  Thought you gave me strength, but you took it

  Messing with my head, damn I'm so foolish

  Was wishing I was dead when you told it

  Couldn't understand it, thought that we were going all in

  I was down bad, wasn't doin' well, no

  I thought I'd went mad, talking to myself, whoa

  It fucked my head, yeah, didn't know where to go

  But shit, I bounced back, I'm better than before, oh

  I gave myself strength, I needed that

  I wanted to be friends, but I can't do it

  I thought I fell in love, but I was mistaken

  Shit inside my head, got me thinkin' I'm crazy

  I wanted to be the one you wanted

  But you couldn't give that love to me

  I opened my heart, I thought we bonded

  But now it's so clearly, I can see

  That you ain't the reason that I wanted

  To give a chance to love, silly

  I think I was clouded, out of options

  But now I'm all better, I feel free

  ...more

  

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• December 19, 2025ADDICTED [prod. Hieloways]

  ADDICTED [prod. Hieloways] by kid c.

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• December 19, 2025IDK [prod. Guillotine]

  [Intro]

  We gotta split, alright? So come on, let's go

  It's the middle of the night, are you high?

  No, I wish, Jesus Christ, no, come on, let's go

  I'm going to bed

  We gotta make like eggs and scramble!

  [Bridge]

  I don't know what they want

  I don't know what they want, no

  I don't know what they want, no

  I don't know what they want, no, oh

  I don't know what they want

  I don't know what they want, no

  [Chorus]

  I don't know what they want

  I don't know what they want, no, no

  I don't know what they want

  I don't know what they want, no, girl

  I don't know what they want

  I don't know what they want, no, oh

  I don't know what they want

  I don't know what they want, no

  I don't know what they want

  [Verse 1]

  Do they want me to be the man?

  I don't get it, can't understand

  The way they're looking, acting like a fan

  Yeah, that shit disgusts me, it ain't honest, nah

  I only want, only want, want the truth

  Can you provide that to me, is that you?

  I won't deny, won't deny, what you do

  Tell me, girl, what's your brain gonna choose?

  Do you wanna be the one, do you wanna be with me?

  I can't act like you ain't bad, bad as hell, yeah, for me

  Oh, I see, what they mean, you ain't good, you ain't sweet

  I believe, I believe, that you're gonna ruin me

  "Give me a chance?" Why would I do that?

  "I'll make you laugh" Probably to the bank

  "Let's have a dance" I ain't that sorta man

  "I've been a fan" yeah, baby, I knew that

  [Chorus]

  I don't know what they want

  I don't know what they want, no, no

  I don't know what they want (I don't know what they want)

  I don't know what they want, no, girl

  I don't know what they want (I don't know)

  I don't know what they want, no, oh

  I don't know what they want (I don't know, I don't know)

  I don't know what they want, no

  I don't know what they want

  [Verse 2]

  I don't know what they want from me

  Years fly by, still lonely

  Don't know what they all see in me

  Give me strength, I want to leave

  I wanna leave it all behind

  Don't wanna keep on wastin' time

  The way you treat me isn't right

  Oh, what'd you mean, you realise?

  What you're doing to me, doing to me, you don't really do it for me

  I just need some love, no petty shit, it's pretty stupid, really

  Wondering like "who is she?", keeps acting like she's owning me

  I think I need a break from all your schemes, it's like abuse to me

  I don't want to hear another word

  Your truth? Shit's hollow, yeah, it's so absurd

  I mean it, honest, yeah, you're not my girl

  Give me some space, yuh, I don't really know

  [Chorus]

  I don't know what they want (I don't know what they want)

  I don't know what they want, no, no

  I don't know what they want (I don't know)

  I don't know what they want, no, girl

  I don't know what they want (I don't know)

  I don't know what they want, no, oh

  I don't know what they want (I don't know)

  I don't know what they want, no

  I don't know what they want (I don't know)

  I don't know what they want

  I don't know what they want, no, no

  I don't know what they want (I don't know, I don't know)

  I don't know what they want, no, girl

  I don't know what they want (I don't know, I don't know)

  I don't know what they want, no, oh

  I don't know what they want (I don't know, I don't know)

  I don't know what they want, no

  I don't know what they want

  [Bridge]

  I don't know what they want

  I don't know what they want, no

  I don't know what they want, no

  I don't know what they want, no, oh

  I don't know what they want

  I don't know what they want, no

  ...more

  

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• December 19, 2025HONEY [prod. Kubsy]

  HONEY [prod. Kubsy] by kid c.

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• December 19, 2025MODESTY [prod. fiftyzeros]

  MODESTY [prod. fiftyzeros] by kid c.

  ...more

  

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• May 12, 2025i miss the rage (2023)

  i miss the rage

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