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  • w/ the dogs
    prod guillotine
    I just got a message from my old girl and she wanting me
    I don't want that girl up in my life, she'd probably torture me
    Barely leave the house I don't know if people are hot on me
    But I don't really care, it's cool that people taking shots at me
    Leave you with the dogs, leave you with you dogs, leave you with the-
    Leave you with the dogs, leave you with you dogs, I should fucking-
    Leave you with the dogs, leave you with you dogs, leave you with the-
    Leave you with the dogs, leave you with you dogs, I'ma go and-
    Tell you 'bout my thoughts, no surprise that I'm still single, yeah
    Let 'em hear 'em all, probably think we're gonna mingle, yeah
    The circle going strong, they probably loved that fuckin' single, yeah
    The bride is still alive, even though they all wanna kill her, yeah
    Spent so many years, tryna work on who I really am
    I figured out that I ain't him, I guess I need to give 'em hell
    I'm spraying like I’m Charlie, too bad that he didn’t kill himself
    My exes see my exes, wonder how they’d ever be with Elle
    Make a fucking movie like I’m Weard, that shit’ll never end
    I guess I’m getting bored of always acting like we’re even friends
    Been working for so long, I don’t know if I even see the end
    I’m broke and unemployed, still doing more than all these people, yeah
    Wait, maybe I should let ‘em all inside my mind, wait
    I don't think they’re like what they all find so they should wait
    Snacking every single fucking night, should watch my weight
    I love a lot of people but I’m still full of this hate
    Wait, wait, what does she mean?
    Ayy, ayy, my shit is sounding clean
    Great, great, I’m living out my dreams
    Say, say, do they really fuck with me?
    I don't wanna know you from tomorrow, ayy
    Remember I've been drowning in my sorrow, hey
    These people making shit like they in Salo, ayy
    I wonder why she wanna be my one though, hey
    Give 'em Little Death, they ain't coming back, hold up, wait
    Send a message, yeah, teach 'em like a class, hold up, wait
    Killing shit, dead 'em like my fucking dad, what a waste
    Come on here, promise I ain't really mad, okay
    Everybody wanna be me, I don't know why
    Looking at my feed oh they lookin at the profile
    Don't know if they getting what I see, cause it's all lies
    Acting like I'm 'bout to go and heave, am I all fine?
    Member when these people wanna see, yeah, my whole life
    Saying that they want the fucking beef, I'm no bovine
    Go ahead and kill a fucking beat, where's the pulse line?
    You don't really wanna be with me, you should know why
    Tired, I don't wanna hear these thoughts
    I know sometimes my music's sounding too evil
    I give 'em way too much, no wonder they seem full
    My music's what they want, I guess I'm too grateful
    Say they love me now that I've found myself
    Say they want some Elle, don't know how to sound
    Say they'd fuck me now, I wouldn't fuck myself
    Say they want more Elle, guess I'll give 'em Hell
    4 min
  • WUW (feat. Guillotine) [prod. LuiG]
    [Pre-Chorus: Leon Vegas]
    Focusing on me, yeah, that's my goal, girl
    I can't act like I believe you, like an old fool
    When you crying out to me that I'm your whole world
    You keep blowing up my feed, I'm going cold, girl
    [Chorus: Leon Vegas]
    I don't really care, don't tell me what you want
    Don't tell me what you want, don't tell me what you want
    Girl, I don't really care, don't tell me what you want
    Don't tell me what you want, don't tell me what you want
    I don't really care, don't tell me what you want
    Don't tell me what you want, don't tell me what you want
    I said, I don't really care, don't tell me what you want
    Don't tell me what you want, don't tell me what you want
    [Verse 1: Leon Vegas]
    I gave you the key, but you know that
    Yeah, you ruined me, left with no help
    You kept on using me, until I burned out
    No more fooling me, I'm on my own now
    Right, I'm alone, nice, I don't know
    Give another five minutes, oh, I'll be writing all
    Made another thousand or so, songs I'll never show
    Always in my mind, you should go, yeah, I hope you know I’m
    [Pre-Chorus: Leon Vegas]
    Focusing on me, yeah, that's my goal, girl
    I can't act like I believe you, like an old fool
    When you crying out to me that I'm your whole world
    You keep blowing up my feed, I'm going cold, girl
    [Chorus: Leon Vegas]
    I don't really care, don't tell me what you want
    Don't tell me what you want, don't tell me what you want
    Girl, I don't really care, don't tell me what you want
    Don't tell me what you want, don't tell me what you want
    I don't really care, don't tell me what you want
    Don't tell me what you want, don't tell me what you want
    I said, I don't really care, don't tell me what you want
    Don't tell me what you want, don't tell me what you want
    [Verse 2: Guillotine]
    Ask her where to eat, she don't know what she wants
    Say she want it sweet but won't get him gone
    Say she loves me but doesn't want to flaunt
    It just dawned on me, she ain't nonchalant
    I went outta my way
    To make sure she's happy
    But maybe it's time we give up
    And focus on ourselves, focus on ourself
    [Pre-Chorus: Leon Vegas & Guillotine]
    Focusing on me, yeah, that's my goal, girl
    I can't act like I believe you, like an old fool (yeah, yeah)
    When you crying out to me that I'm your whole world (whole world)
    You keep blowing up my feed, I'm going cold, girl
    [Chorus: Leon Vegas]
    I don't really care, don't tell me what you want
    Don't tell me what you want, don't tell me what you want
    Girl, I don't really care, don't tell me what you want
    Don't tell me what you want, don't tell me what you want
    I don't really care, don't tell me what you want
    Don't tell me what you want, don't tell me what you want
    I said, I don't really care, don't tell me what you want
    Don't tell me what you want, don't tell me what you want
    3 min
  • oh no! my dad died ☹
    prod. guillotine
    Man, all I know is wake up, do it
    Go to sleep, do it
    Get up, do it
    Even when you sleep, do it
    If not, you get dumped
    I pull 'up to the spot and I'm rocking Temu drip (yeah)
    I don't care, won't get embarrassed if you ask me for a pic (go ahead)
    Call me Beau, I was afraid ‘cause my dad was such a dick (he was)
    About a month ago, they found him dead, not counting gang violence (bang)
    Oh my god, I can't believe it, glad that motherfucker croaked (yeah)
    Spent my whole life wishing, praying that his nasty ass'd go (yeah)
    Haven't heard a thing about him since he got arrested, whoa (no)
    All of our beef was never frozen but I’m glad I let him go (yeah)
    Ayo, fuck Phil Lord, hope that motherfucker gets- (bang)
    They’d award me if I told ‘em ‘bout your grandfather (woo)
    Bitch who blocked me, you can’t stop me, I’m no animator (no)
    Call Irene up, bet I’ll change her, Project Hail Elle, uh (yeah, yeah)
    I’ll have her jumping streets, yeah, to me, that’s the plan, yuh (uh)
    Maybe I’ll take Chris as well, I don’t think he’s as bad, nah (he's cool)
    You can miss me with the shit you’re bringing, I’m no fan, nuh (nope!)
    Don’t have anything to say here, I’m back, yuh
    Shit’d have you bricked up (LEGO Movie!)
    I can’t lie, it’s funny how you’re famous when your shit sucks (yes, it does)
    I’m cracking up cause Strays some stinky shit right from your anus (poop!)
    Need to wash it out, I swear, that shit’s probably contagious, uh (yeah)
    Tried to work for Disney but they dropped you, people know (uh)
    You rely on Chris so much, your ass can’t do that shit Solo (Ron Howard)
    Almost ran out of these bars, I think it’s time that I reload (pew-pew)
    I’m only gonna say it once, Phil, you’re a fucking asshole (fuck you)
    Ride that wave
    It's been too long, I think it's time I changed
    I can't believe my dad'll find his grave
    Phil Lord, I hope that fucker (ah) today, yeah, yeah, yeah
    Ride that wave (yeah, yeah, yeah)
    It's been too long, I think it's time I changed (yeah, yeah, yeah)
    I can't believe my dad'll find his grave
    Phil Lord, I hope that fucker (ah) today, yeah, yeah, yeah
    Yeah, yeah, yeah
    Yeah, yeah, yeah
    Yeah, yeah, yeah
    Yeah, yeah, yeah
    I have problems in my head (ah)
    3 min
  • DESERVE [prod. Accent Beats]
    [Chorus]
    Feeling so bad, I might go mad, take all my love, throw in the trash
    Please do not hurt, me anymore, I'ma go 'head, try to relax
    Flying away, still in my room, stuck in my head, thoughts of a noose
    Going insane, on a bad path, I don't want that, I don't want that
    Feeling so bad, I might go mad, take all my love, throw in the trash
    Please do not hurt, me anymore, I'ma go 'head, try to relax
    Flying away, still in my room, stuck in my head, thoughts of a noose
    Going insane, on a bad path, I don't want that, I don't want that
    [Verse 1]
    Too many thoughts tonight
    808, don't want more heartbreak, cause I've been teared up inside
    Oh, whoa, oh, these nights getting crueller, right?
    And I don't think I can keep taking this pain, need a way to remove, goodbye (yeah)
    Can you give me guidance? Oh, I plead, I've been on my fucking knees
    Swear I'd kill to feel complete, I don't like living as me
    Oh, don't make me suffer, please, feel just like a piece of meat
    I don't really wanna breathe, someone help me go to sleep, yeah
    Like "zzz"
    I think that I'm 'bout to go Billy 'cause no-one remembering me, yeah
    Goddamn, I need, a motherfucking reason
    'Fore I go off into my sleep in search of peace, yuh, ayy
    [Chorus]
    Feeling so bad, I might go mad, take all my love, throw in the trash
    Please do not hurt, me anymore, I'ma go 'head, try to relax
    Flying away, still in my room, stuck in my head, thoughts of a noose
    Going insane, on a bad path, I don't want that, I don't want that
    Feeling so bad, I might go mad, take all my love, throw in the trash
    Please do not hurt, me anymore, I'ma go 'head, try to relax
    Flying away, still in my room, stuck in my head, thoughts of a noose
    Going insane, on a bad path, I don't want that, I don't want that
    [Verse 2]
    Don't deserve nobody in this motherfucker out here
    I just wanna make it through this life, I need some help, yeah
    Surround myself with people who been nice to clear my doubt, yeah
    I wanna go head, can I stop this damn pain? Wonder if you relate, yeah
    Ooh, give me the facts, won't you?
    Tell me I'm trash, won't you? I wanna relax, hopeful
    But my anxiety bad, old news, I feel pretty bad, I owe you
    Hate it when I get mad, I will do, anything that you ask, I owe you
    All my fucking life, all my truths, 'til I die
    Spread the news, feel abused, hate this motherfucking life
    Wish that I could turn back time, optimistic fuck, that's right, yeah
    I've been down bad, bad, bad, bad, filth is my politics, filth is my life, yeah
    [Chorus]
    Feeling so bad, I might go mad, take all my love, throw in the trash
    Please do not hurt, me anymore, I'ma go 'head, try to relax
    Flying away, still in my room, stuck in my head, thoughts of a noose
    Going insane, on a bad path, I don't want that, I don't want that
    Feeling so bad, I might go mad, take all my love, throw in the trash
    Please do not hurt, me anymore, I'ma go 'head, try to relax
    Flying away, still in my room, stuck in my head, thoughts of a noose
    Going insane, on a bad path, I don't want that, I don't want that
    4 min
  • MERCEDES [prod. King 80]
    I wanted to be the one you wanted
    But you couldn't give that love to me
    I opened my heart, I thought we bonded
    But now it's so clearly, I can see
    That you ain't the reason that I wanted
    To give a chance to love, silly
    I think I was clouded, out of options
    But now I'm all better, I feel free
    I thought I needed you, baby
    But you treated me like bullshit
    I got the keys to Mercedes
    But it ain't right, need a new whip
    Thought you gave me strength, but you took it
    Messing with my head, damn I'm so foolish
    Was wishing I was dead when you told it
    Couldn't understand it, thought that we were going all in
    I was down bad, wasn't doin' well, no
    I thought I'd went mad, talking to myself, whoa
    It fucked my head, yeah, didn't know where to go
    But shit, I bounced back, I'm better than before, oh
    I gave myself strength, I needed that
    I wanted to be friends, but I can't do it
    I thought I fell in love, but I was mistaken
    Shit inside my head, got me thinkin' I'm crazy
    I wanted to be the one you wanted
    But you couldn't give that love to me
    I opened my heart, I thought we bonded
    But now it's so clearly, I can see
    That you ain't the reason that I wanted
    To give a chance to love, silly
    I think I was clouded, out of options
    But now I'm all better, I feel free
    2 min
  • IDK [prod. Guillotine]
    [Intro]
    We gotta split, alright? So come on, let's go
    It's the middle of the night, are you high?
    No, I wish, Jesus Christ, no, come on, let's go
    I'm going to bed
    We gotta make like eggs and scramble!
    [Bridge]
    I don't know what they want
    I don't know what they want, no
    I don't know what they want, no
    I don't know what they want, no, oh
    I don't know what they want
    I don't know what they want, no
    [Chorus]
    I don't know what they want
    I don't know what they want, no, no
    I don't know what they want
    I don't know what they want, no, girl
    I don't know what they want
    I don't know what they want, no, oh
    I don't know what they want
    I don't know what they want, no
    I don't know what they want
    [Verse 1]
    Do they want me to be the man?
    I don't get it, can't understand
    The way they're looking, acting like a fan
    Yeah, that shit disgusts me, it ain't honest, nah
    I only want, only want, want the truth
    Can you provide that to me, is that you?
    I won't deny, won't deny, what you do
    Tell me, girl, what's your brain gonna choose?
    Do you wanna be the one, do you wanna be with me?
    I can't act like you ain't bad, bad as hell, yeah, for me
    Oh, I see, what they mean, you ain't good, you ain't sweet
    I believe, I believe, that you're gonna ruin me
    "Give me a chance?" Why would I do that?
    "I'll make you laugh" Probably to the bank
    "Let's have a dance" I ain't that sorta man
    "I've been a fan" yeah, baby, I knew that
    [Chorus]
    I don't know what they want
    I don't know what they want, no, no
    I don't know what they want (I don't know what they want)
    I don't know what they want, no, girl
    I don't know what they want (I don't know)
    I don't know what they want, no, oh
    I don't know what they want (I don't know, I don't know)
    I don't know what they want, no
    I don't know what they want
    [Verse 2]
    I don't know what they want from me
    Years fly by, still lonely
    Don't know what they all see in me
    Give me strength, I want to leave
    I wanna leave it all behind
    Don't wanna keep on wastin' time
    The way you treat me isn't right
    Oh, what'd you mean, you realise?
    What you're doing to me, doing to me, you don't really do it for me
    I just need some love, no petty shit, it's pretty stupid, really
    Wondering like "who is she?", keeps acting like she's owning me
    I think I need a break from all your schemes, it's like abuse to me
    I don't want to hear another word
    Your truth? Shit's hollow, yeah, it's so absurd
    I mean it, honest, yeah, you're not my girl
    Give me some space, yuh, I don't really know
    [Chorus]
    I don't know what they want (I don't know what they want)
    I don't know what they want, no, no
    I don't know what they want (I don't know)
    I don't know what they want, no, girl
    I don't know what they want (I don't know)
    I don't know what they want, no, oh
    I don't know what they want (I don't know)
    I don't know what they want, no
    I don't know what they want (I don't know)
    I don't know what they want
    I don't know what they want, no, no
    I don't know what they want (I don't know, I don't know)
    I don't know what they want, no, girl
    I don't know what they want (I don't know, I don't know)
    I don't know what they want, no, oh
    I don't know what they want (I don't know, I don't know)
    I don't know what they want, no
    I don't know what they want
    [Bridge]
    I don't know what they want
    I don't know what they want, no
    I don't know what they want, no
    I don't know what they want, no, oh
    I don't know what they want
    I don't know what they want, no
    5 min

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