Never have I ever been in a healthy relationship. I'm back to openly discuss my feelings on playing second string my whole life. Although I haven't dated many they've all traumatized me in some way shape of form. So here's what happened; basically I'm tired of my energy being stolen. Took a few days for my mental health after this one, but I restarted Game of Thrones and we're all good. This actually isn't fucking fantastic, but the newfound realization of what I want and deserve out of life is.