Structured Savagery

I'm a good friend until I'm not, it's levels to this shit, energy needs to be reciprocated naturally otherwise it's leaching and I have to look out for my wellbeing first. When should you cut off friends, what type of friend are you? Have you ever even thought about it? I do frequently but then again I'm an over thinker.

Looking at a meme and thinking too deeply about life. Why am I always stuck in my head. I have to stop overthinking. Gotta live more, anyway; Pro Black, Pro Brown, Pro Weed, Pro Gay, Pro Choice, Pro Trans, Pro Hoe.

It's actually 11:12 because I couldn't type the description in time #fuckingfantastic Today's F is for all the Feels, because this is an outlet for that. Talking about (www.structuredsavagery.com) my blog posts, life, art, as always opinions (feels) (facts for ourselves). Also be on the look out for merch!

Never have I ever been in a healthy relationship. I'm back to openly discuss my feelings on playing second string my whole life. Although I haven't dated many they've all traumatized me in some way shape of form. So here's what happened; basically I'm tired of my energy being stolen. Took a few days for my mental health after this one, but I restarted Game of Thrones and we're all good. This actually isn't fucking fantastic, but the newfound realization of what I want and deserve out of life is.

People are weird, and super subconscious about my body... Can I exist for a day without bothering anyone? There's nothing wrong with me, it's clearly something wrong with the world. Not the world around us but the world I live in. Yep, time to create my own path and build my own structure. www.structuredsavagery.com Be sure to subscribe to the blog and keep track with how I figure shit out.

Figuring shit out has been oh so frustrating, but life is still fucking fantastic because, who the hell cares what anyone else thinks?! I'm selfish and I don't care you should try it. I've found that living for yourself, your time and own space, is the best way to protect your peace. Honestly, the things I am frustrated about is probably the universe pushing me out of the nest again. Who's ready to jump with me?

This isn't a dis track, life is actually fucking fantastic despite all the FAQs. Who else responds "can't you just google it?" going on month 9 of celibacy and it's got me reflecting about my wants and needs in any relationship.

Do you ever question your existence, reflect on past lives, analyze your growth or lack there of, when is it time to make a switch, to just get up and do the things you're supposed to do. NOT WHAT YOU THINK YOU'RE SUPPOSED TO OR WHAT YOU'RE TOLD. Develop a relationship with yourself and listen to your path. lol hippie vibes.

I promise, this shit is not important. It will be okay, I understand, feelings are amazing.. but you have to realize there will come a time where feelings change, and that's okay. If it's not for you walk the fuck away from it, don't hang on to what ifs and maybes, the universe showed you your path. listen!

If it sounds like I'm complaining I'm not, lives of foodies are always fucking fantastic. the f's we're navigating today are the FAQ's about my vegetarian journey. Truths and misconceptions, potential video food blog who's interested?!