There is really no one way to define life. It's not all roses and not all thorns. It's not always happy or always sad. It ain't supposed to be all success with zero fails. Unlike motivational videos that tell you how great life is, it's not. Life is unfair and life sucks. And worse - You can't control it! So just take a sit and embrace those moments cause they are not forever moments but for now moments. Cry all you want and be sad, it will only be for a while then you will be jumping and dancing. Embrace the good and the bad, Jesus had them too. Fight your emotions with prayers, not books or videos. Love you.