thought i would share a few of my favorite songs w/ you guys! (don’t mind the singing, i couldn’t help it)

sorry for the crappy audio! i talked way too much to re-record!

another chaotic diary entry for you guys!

& thank you @kari for the "unniversary" title inspo <3

talking about vulnerable stuff again <3

to be honest i have no idea how to describe this episode lol it’s just me rambling & addressing talking points i’ve noted over the last week or so

just an episode where i reflect on the last month & how i’ve been doing emotionally and physically. i ramble about every area of my life & give you guys the inside scoop on what i’m planning for myself. hope you enjoy!!

spread love & kindness always.

if you need support,

• call or text 988, or chat with someone online at 988lifeline.org

• text TALK to 741-741 to talk to a trained crisis counselor

• for my fellow LGBTQ+, call the Trevor Project, a suicide prevention and crisis intervention nonprofit organization for LGBTQ+, at 1-866-488-7386

you are loved, and you are a beautiful soul who is needed on this earth <3

this episode is just an example of how i embrace all aspects of my recent breakup and moving to san antonio. i am very grateful for all the love and support i’ve been getting from family and friends, but at the end of the day, i am still grieving the life i don’t have anymore. sharing this is very therapeutic for me so no judgement allowed.

this episode is a continuation of part one. in this one, i talk about the thoughts that come to mind during my 13 hour drive back to my home state. the place where i get to sit down and truly decide how i want to live life, based on what i have learned thus far. i hope me sharing this reminds you that no matter what age or stage of life your in, it’s okay to take a step in a direction you didn’t intend to catapult yourself forward later on.

there has been too much going on in the last few weeks (what’s new lol) and in this episode, i took some time to talk through my emotions & reason with myself during the last few days of the life i walked away from. i’m trying to remember that sometimes starting over doesn’t mean taking a step backwards, it’s a moment in time where we embrace the support around us and find time to reroute our journey.