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Exposing the Darkness, a special October series. Part one is with a special guest, Ashley Forsberg.

Host, Andi Harper opens a special October series focused on spiritual warfare, discernment, and the reality of darkness in everyday life. Guest Ashley Forsberg, founder of Becoming Her Ministry, shares a firsthand encounter in rural Australia that reshaped how she understands deliverance, fear, and the authority of Jesus.In this episode, Andy and Ashley discuss a real-life experience of prayer in a home marked by abuse, addiction, and demonic activity, then move into a broader conversation about discernment, doubt, and why Christians need to know Scripture deeply. Ashley also shares how that moment changed her ministry, her confidence, and the way she now teaches her sons to speak Scripture.

Key topics

• Ashley Forsberg introduces herself as the founder of Becoming Her Ministry, where she leads Bible studies, online communities, and women’s discipleship efforts across the United States and beyond.
• Andi explains why she launched the October series “Exposing the Darkness” and how a personal experience led her to want to address spiritual warfare more openly.
• Ashley recounts a mission trip in the Kimberleys of Australia, a remote region with limited infrastructure, high poverty, and major struggles with domestic abuse and alcohol.
• She describes being sent into a house with a pastor to pray over a mother and child while holding a trembling little boy and singing the name of Jesus over and over.
• Ashley shares the moment she believes God “tore the veil,” allowing her to see demonic activity in the home, including dark figures moving through the kitchen and trying to flee.
• She explains how the woman in the chair began to change, eventually speaking the name of Jesus, after which the oppressive presence left and the room fell silent.
• Andi and Ashley reflect on how simple obedience, not complicated formulas, can carry real spiritual authority when centered on Jesus and Scripture.
• Ashley talks about the long aftermath of the experience, including fear of being judged, self-doubt, and how the event strengthened her discernment over time.
• She shares a later example of sensing spiritual unease near a townhome with a devil painting, showing how discernment now shapes her instincts and prayers.
• Ashley emphasizes that spiritual warfare must be paired with biblical truth, warning that doubt and distortion are two of the enemy’s most effective tactics.

Timestamps

(00:00) Introduction to the October series and guest Ashley Forsberg
 (00:20) Ashley introduces Becoming Her Ministry and its mission
 (01:26) Why Andi created “Exposing the Darkness”
 (02:38) Ashley begins the story of her Australia encounter
 (04:00) Why the Kimberleys is such a remote and difficult region
 (08:14) Visiting a home where they were asked to pray
 (10:34) The condition of the house and signs of severe hardship
 (11:55) Ashley is told to hold the child and sing Jesus
 (13:47) Prayer intensifies and the room feels spiritually heavy
 (15:12) The veil lifts and Ashley sees demonic activity
 (17:33) The child cries and Ashley stays focused on Jesus
 (18:03) The woman’s condition becomes more visibly oppressed
 (19:29) The moment the woman says “Jesus”
 (20:58) The window is closed and the presence leaves
 (21:57) What Pastor Kim explains about the family’s abuse and alcohol
 (23:26) Why Ashley believes this was not the first time they needed help
 (24:55) Wrestling with what she had seen after returning to camp
 (26:16) Andi shares her own experience and concern about disbelief
 (27:14) The enemy’s tactic of making people doubt what they saw
 (28:27) Why Ashley believes simple obedience matters in warfare
 (29:12) Ephesians 6 and the armor of God
 (30:03) The power of speaking Jesus rather than relying on formulas
 (31:09) Doubt as one of the devil’s primary strategies
 (33:03) How culture desensitizes people to spiritual danger
 (35:36) How the experience changed Ashley’s walk with God
 (36:16) Fear of talking about the story and being called crazy
 (37:20) A later moment of discernment in a townhome complex
 (39:39) Why believers need trusted leaders when something feels off
 (40:49) Distortion of truth as a common path into deception
 (42:11) Andi and Ashley affirm discernment and the authority of Jesus
 (44:08) Why Pastor Kim’s instruction showed wisdom and grace
 (46:33) Ashley reflects on her growth since that night
 (48:34) How she now shares this story in one-on-one ministry
 (49:34) Teaching her sons to speak Scripture in everyday moments
 (51:26) Why discernment and obedience are central to her ministry
 (52:16) Where to find Ashley and Becoming Her Ministry
 (54:02) Closing encouragement and prayer offer

Quotes: 

“All you need to do is speak the name of Jesus.”

“Doubt is one of the primary tactics of the devil.”

“There is absolute power in the name of Jesus Christ. And that alone is enough.”

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In this episode, Andi has a special guest, Alexis Brown. Together they talk about the power of faith and finding Jesus in the most unlikely places. Alexis shares her powerful testimony of overcoming addiction, navigating an unyoked marriage, and how she experienced God's miraculous intervention. 

This episode is an incredibly inspirational one. 

Discover how faith, obedience, and surrender can transform lives and marriages.

*Takeaways*

-Faith can transform even the darkest seasons into testimonies of God's glory
-Surrendering to God opens the door for miraculous healing and restoration
-Living in obedience and trust can lead to divine breakthroughs
-God's promises are true, and His timing is perfect
-Walking in faith daily is essential in overcoming life's challenges

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In this episode, special guest, Erica Ogden shares insights on how women can rewire their brains, manage stress, and improve nervous system regulation through practical tools and biblical principles. We explore how these strategies impact motherhood, relationships, and personal growth. In this episode, Erica Ogden shares practical strategies for managing overwhelm, stress, and trauma through body awareness, spiritual practices, and mental techniques. Discover how to rewire your brain, set boundaries, and trust your discernment to live a more peaceful and intentional life.

     Takeaways

• Your brain resists the unknown and thrives on specificity.
• Slow down and plan ahead to prevent overwhelm.
• Negative thoughts can snowball and affect your entire day.
• Self-care is more than escape; it’s about nourishing your spirit.
• Procrastination often stems from emotional regulation issues.
• Living proactively helps avoid reactive stress states.
• Neurocoaching techniques can transform your mental health.
• Nervous system regulation improves relationships and parenting.

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Listen in for Part 2 of this podcast series diving into the depths and beautiful details of The Holy Spirit. Join Andi Harper and special guest, India Goostree as they explore the Holy Spirit, focusing on the gifts of the Spirit, their purpose, and how they operate within the body of Christ. This episode emphasizes the importance of humility, discernment, and love in using spiritual gifts for God's glory.

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The Holy Spirit is often misunderstood. Many associate it with fear or the unknown, thinking of it as a ghost or something scary. But here's the truth: the Holy Spirit is not something to fear. 

The Bible tells us that we aren’t given a spirit of fear, but of power, love, and self-discipline. This is a comforting reminder that the Holy Spirit is here to guide us, not frighten us. 

We often forget that the Holy Spirit is a gift from God, meant to empower us in our daily lives. It’s not just about those big, dramatic moments; it’s about the everyday peace and guidance we receive. 

As we dive deeper into this topic, remember: it’s okay to seek the Holy Spirit, even if it feels a little weird. The real weirdness lies in our resistance to accepting that power. Let's embrace it together!

In this episode, Andi has on special guest, India Goostree to dive into this deep topic. This episode will be a part of a series that will launch every friday. 

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In this inspiring interview, Host, Andi Harper has a special guest, Leighton Lunger on. Leighton shares her journey from public health to founding Pray Her Forward, a ministry focused on biblical mentorship for girls and young women. Andi discusses how difficult it can be for teenage girls to discover their confidence. Leighton shares beautiful wisdom and insight on how we can make a change.

Discover practical tips on building confidence, overcoming insecurities, and mentoring the next generation with faith and authenticity.

Chapters:

00:00 Introduction and Conference Reflections
02:51 The Importance of Mentorship
05:55 Building Confidence in Christ
08:56 Authenticity and Relationships in Ministry
12:08 Overcoming Insecurity and Lies
15:02 The Role of Trials in Building Faith
18:00 Journaling and Reflection for Growth
20:54 Empowering Young Girls Through Identity
24:05 Affirmations and Scriptural Truths
25:15 Empowering Girls Through Faith and Prayer
26:41 The Importance of Healthy Relationships
27:40 Balancing Appearance and Identity
29:24 Navigating Rejection and Social Media Pressure
31:50 Understanding God's Intentions in Our Lives
33:42 Guarding Our Inner Light
35:43 Encouraging Girls to Lead in Faith
37:50 Mentorship Across Generations
39:38 The Impact of Small Conversations
41:45 Taking Thoughts Captive
44:14 The Power of Gratitude

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In this inspiring interview, Andi interviews author and speaker, Jennifer Dukes Lee. She shares practical tips and spiritual insights on how to cultivate a meaningful morning routine, even in busy seasons. Discover how small habits and understanding your archetype can transform your mornings and deepen your connection with God.

Key Topics

• The importance of sleep and night routines
• The four morning archetypes and how to identify yours
• Practical tips for establishing a morning routine in busy seasons
• The spiritual significance of mornings in scripture
• How small habits can lead to lasting change

Chapters

00:00 Introduction to Jennifer Dukes Lee
02:11 The Importance of Sleep and Morning Routines
06:02 Creating Small Habits for a Better Morning
10:07 The Role of God in Our Mornings
13:51 Inspiration Behind the Book
18:04 Understanding Morning Archetypes
24:01 Practical Tips for Morning Success
30:04 Encouraging Kids to Love Mornings

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Discover how embracing your chaos and imperfections can propel you into God's purpose with Andi Harper’s inspiring new book, "Purpose Over Perfection." In this episode, Andi shares her journey of writing the book, its message of hope, and practical encouragement for women feeling disqualified because of their messiness. In this episode:

• The emotional and spiritual significance behind the launch of Purpose Over Perfection
• Andi's personal stories and the inspiration for her book, including her messy house and parenting chaos
• How biblical truths affirm that God can use even our messiest stories for good
• The importance of sharing your testimony regardless of how imperfect it seems
• How to combat the enemy’s lies that your chaos disqualifies you from being used by God
• The story behind the imperfect and colorful cover design, symbolizing purpose over perfection
• The significance of chapters like "The Perfection Trap" and "When the Wind Gets Knocked Out"
• Practical ways to share your story and encourage others through your testimony
• The warfare faced during the writing process and trusting the Holy Spirit’s guidance
• How emotional seasons and personal hardships become powerful messages for others

Timestamps: 00:00 - Launch day excitement for Purpose Over Perfection
00:27 - The motivation and personal stories behind the book
01:00 - The biblical truth: Your calling isn't canceled by chaos
01:30 - The messy but beautiful cover design and its symbolism
02:10 - How God uses our messes for His purpose
02:50 - Overcoming fear and shame around sharing hard parts of our story
03:30 - The chapter "The Perfection Trap" and its lessons
04:10 - Personal story: Dyed blue hair and identity crises
05:00 - The importance of sharing real-life struggles to help others
05:40 - Recognition of warfare and spiritual battles during the writing process
06:20 - The chapter "When the Wind Gets Knocked Out" and its message of hope
07:00 - Practical advice for moms balancing chaos and purpose
07:40 - How God nudges us to write and share our stories
08:20 - The power of testimony and God's faithfulness through seasons of pain
09:00 - Encouragement to step out and use your mess for His glory
09:40 - Final thoughts on purpose, faith, and imperfect obedience 

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Note: The message and themes from this episode emphasize that God’s purpose is often fulfilled through our messes and imperfections. Your story matters, and sharing it can inspire and heal others.

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Join Andi Harper and her cousin Lily Freeman as they explore the spiritual significance of Holy Week, the importance of authentic faith, and practical ways to incorporate prayer and reflection into daily life. This heartfelt conversation emphasizes surrender, repentance, and the transformative power of Jesus' sacrifice.

Chapters

00:00 Introduction and Personal Background
08:42 The Significance of Easter and the Cross
14:19 The Importance of Repentance and Cleansing
19:30 Praying Over Daily Chores and Gratitude
24:30 Teaching Kids About the Fruits of the Spirit
30:13 Understanding the Depth of Jesus' Sacrifice
36:10 The Darkness Before the Resurrection
41:46 Commercialization of Easter vs. Spiritual Significance

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 Surrendering your child to drive alone? It's harder than it sounds. 

As a mom of twins turning 16, Andi discusses feeling all the big emotions surrounding her oldest twins turning 16. Andi also discusses the importance of surrendering your burdens, fears, and anxieties all at the feet of Jesus.

 Sometimes we have to let go, even when it feels impossible. If we continue carrying around what was never meant for us to carry, we will end up worn out and worn thin. 

Surrender isn’t just about giving up control; it’s about trusting God with our deepest fears.