The first voice I knew was a slammed door hymn
“Little girl, you don’t speak till I let you begin”
He built me a cage with a key made of guilt
Every “I love you” was a blade being built
I learned that my skin was a lease, not a home
That silence was safer than picking a bone
Now I sit in a room with a stranger’s soft eyes
And I say all the names that I’ve buried in lies
I wanna peel every chapter, burn every regret
I wanna be the woman who doesn’t look back yet
Forget – forget – forget – forget –
Let the past dissolve like a cigarette
I’m not your daughter, not their toy – just forget
Forget – forget – forget –
He put his rage in a bottle, I called it romance
Danced with the fist that would later slow-dance
“You’re lucky I want you,” they’d whisper like prayer
Woke up on tile floors with my teeth in my hair
I performed a small death behind every locked door
Let them write their names on my ribs – then I’d ask for more
Now I sit in a room with a box of old triggers
And I tell her the truth – my voice doesn’t flicker
I wanna peel every chapter, burn every regret
I wanna be the woman who doesn’t look back yet
Forget – forget – forget – forget –
Let the past dissolve like a cigarette
I’m not your daughter, not their toy – just forget
Forget – forget – forget –
Therapy is a shovel in a graveyard at midnight
You dig up the man who taught you that tenderness frightens
And you look at his ghost and you laugh for the first time
Because shame was his language – and silence was his crime
I wanna peel every chapter, burn every regret
I wanna be the woman who doesn’t look back yet
Forget – forget – forget – forget –
Let the past dissolve like a cigarette
I’m not your daughter, not their toy – just forget
Forget