FRED STZ MUSIC

By FRED STZ

We are NOIR GRIS GRIS, a music band of Fred STZ (composer) and Kipanga Cha Radi (lead vocal), passionate about pop music, world music and rock. Our music reflects the world before our eyes—its shades ... more

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The podcast currently has 357 episodes available.

FRED STZ MUSIC episodes:

May 04, 2026 The Blind Inheritance
He never told me about the cellar
Only that silence was cheaper than yelling
I watched his hands shake when he lit his cigarette
Some ghosts don't speak – they just borrow your breath
My therapist says "trauma has a shape"
But his shape was a father I never met – an invisible cape
She asks me: "Do you think someone broke him first?"
I stare at the window. The glass knows thirst.
It's a blind inheritance, a mute parade
A bruise that doesn't need to be made
Your father's father's fear in your bloodstream
You break the thing you love – then you call it a dream
Who broke him? We'll never know.
The chain just keeps swinging, blow after blow.
He put me to bed with a lesson: "Don't cry"
Maybe his own father taught him how to die
Inside, while walking, while eating, while shaving
The inheritance passes – silent, misbehaving
I found an old photo: a boy with a black eye
Same left orbit as mine. Same frozen sky.
She asks me: "Do you forgive him if he didn't choose it?"
I say: "Understanding is not the same as losing it."
It's a blind inheritance, a mute parade
A bruise that doesn't need to be made
Your father's father's fear in your bloodstream
You break the thing you love – then you call it a dream
Who broke him? We'll never know.
The chain just keeps swinging, blow after blow.
What if his grandfather held a secret he couldn't confess
What if the first wound was wrapped in tenderness
We are radios tuned to a station of static
Handing down the broken – the automatic
Therapy gave me one question without a reply:
"If you knew his story, would you still ask him why?"
It's a blind inheritance, a mute parade
A bruise that doesn't need to be made
Your father's father's fear in your bloodstream
You break the thing you love – then you call it a dream
Who broke him? We'll never know.
I'm still here – and I'm letting it go.
The chain...
...stops here. Maybe.
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5min
May 02, 2026 Hypermnesia
Hypermnesia by FRED STZ
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5min
May 01, 2026 Forget
The first voice I knew was a slammed door hymn
“Little girl, you don’t speak till I let you begin”
He built me a cage with a key made of guilt
Every “I love you” was a blade being built
I learned that my skin was a lease, not a home
That silence was safer than picking a bone
Now I sit in a room with a stranger’s soft eyes
And I say all the names that I’ve buried in lies
I wanna peel every chapter, burn every regret
I wanna be the woman who doesn’t look back yet
Forget – forget – forget – forget –
Let the past dissolve like a cigarette
I’m not your daughter, not their toy – just forget
Forget – forget – forget –
He put his rage in a bottle, I called it romance
Danced with the fist that would later slow-dance
“You’re lucky I want you,” they’d whisper like prayer
Woke up on tile floors with my teeth in my hair
I performed a small death behind every locked door
Let them write their names on my ribs – then I’d ask for more
Now I sit in a room with a box of old triggers
And I tell her the truth – my voice doesn’t flicker
I wanna peel every chapter, burn every regret
I wanna be the woman who doesn’t look back yet
Forget – forget – forget – forget –
Let the past dissolve like a cigarette
I’m not your daughter, not their toy – just forget
Forget – forget – forget –
Therapy is a shovel in a graveyard at midnight
You dig up the man who taught you that tenderness frightens
And you look at his ghost and you laugh for the first time
Because shame was his language – and silence was his crime
I wanna peel every chapter, burn every regret
I wanna be the woman who doesn’t look back yet
Forget – forget – forget – forget –
Let the past dissolve like a cigarette
I’m not your daughter, not their toy – just forget
Forget
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5min
April 30, 2026 Driving Through the Static
The key turns in the ignition, a sound so clear
The rearview holds a town that taught me how to fear
Postcards of a perfect life, they crumble in the dust
I'm trading all their promises for a wanderer's trust
They said, "Be wise, be safe, stay on the ground"
But I hear a different voice and it's the only sound...
I'm driving through the static, a ghost without a home
The radio is broken, but I'm never alone
This engine's my confession, the white line is my church
I'm leaving every version of myself there in the lurch
Let the motor résonne, let the motor résonne
I gave my three-piece suit to a scarecrow in a field
My high heels to a snake for a secret it won't yield
I drank the last of my good grace in a Nevada bar
Now I'm chasing not a place, but the shape of who we are
They said, "You're lost, you're wrong, come back around"
But every mile of asphalt is a holy, rebel sound...
I'm driving through the static, a ghost without a home
The radio is broken, but I'm never alone
This engine's my confession, the white line is my church
I'm leaving every version of myself there in the lurch
Let the motor résonne, let the motor résonne
I am the road. I am the rain.
I am the silence after the pain.
I am the wheel. I am the speed.
I am every outlaw's orphaned creed...
West is where the sun goes to die
West is where I'll learn to fly
The dashboard lights are my only stars
I've crashed through all their imaginary bars
Let the motor... résonne.
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6min
April 29, 2026 Nightgaunts Dance
Nightgaunts Dance by FRED STZ
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4min
April 29, 2026 Something in the dark
Something in the dark by FRED STZ
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4min
April 29, 2026 The Awakening of Yith
The Awakening of Yith by FRED STZ
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5min
April 29, 2026 Beyond the wall of sleep
Beyond the wall of sleep by FRED STZ
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5min
April 29, 2026 Black Mist
Black Mist by FRED STZ
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4min
April 29, 2026 Naseej In Kadath
Naseej In Kadath by FRED STZ
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6min

FAQs about FRED STZ MUSIC:

How many episodes does FRED STZ MUSIC have?

The podcast currently has 357 episodes available.