FREE YOURSELF...MY JOURNEY

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"Join me on my journey as I navigate everyday life, finding humor in the struggles and freedom in the lessons learned. Often with a side of sarcasm, and whole lotta heart. The raw honesty to embrac

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December 23, 2023 What Was I So Afraid Of?🥴😅My Next Chapter BEGINS!
Go with your gut... intuition and signs from loved ones, family in Heaven❣️
Putting the big moves in MOTION!
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December 23, 2023 Homeless In 2024🏠?..50/50 Reality.
Of course my anxiety is off the charts!!!
Being homeless is a real possibility. 50/50. The end of next month. January 2024.
Not by my choice. Not by my doing. Eric bailed on EVERYTHING. He's not paying for his car, any house bills, necessities for pets, cell phone service, NOTHING.
When you bail on legal binding agreements. Then make a conscious choice, to instead spend marital funds for bills/adult responsibilities $$$ on strangers, con-artists, scam-artists who are actually minors.
That includes spending bill money/martial funds on an engagement ring to propose to the con-artist, who is actually a minor. Dad is a surgeon in California for crying out loud!
Then I hear, in an area of less than 3000, what you are saying about me... for people to feel sorry for you!?.
Gifting you things.
Giving you money?!
And you make a choice to bail on all witnessed, notarized and signed agreements??!..did you tell everyone that huge part that miraculous, you forgot.
I don't have to be happy.
I can feel however I want to feel...
When you have me half-way, one step from being homeless next year.
50/50, all pending if realtors can find me a house rental. Apartments/condos out of the question with severe anxiety and fur kids/breeds they consider dangerous. Their opinions... not mine. There are kids, killing and doing far worse that in my opinion. Should be instead labeled, dangerous.
End of January to be precise, in order to find a house rental.
Did you tell everyone those facts in a little town of 3,000?.
Make sure you tell everyone ALL the facts, of everything you have done for many, many, many years.
Attorney, "You married a charmer who was out for gain. Your federal benefits $$$."
"He got frustrated. Because you didn't die. Then it was on to the next one."
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December 21, 2023 The Narcissistic Family🔎🐐🔍The Next Scapegoat.

It's always in your best interest as a black sheep/scapegoat to set boundaries.
Please start to do so wayyyyyy before hanging up the scapegoat coat of retirement to the next member already in position.
The next generation scapegoat.
GOOD LUCK! to anyone who thinks it's not a good idea to set healthy boundaries.
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December 21, 2023 Narcissistic Personality Disorder-Scapegoat/Black Sheep Retires Their Title...👣🔚.

"In my experience, finally losing you as the family scapegoat, definitely changes the dynamics in a narcissistic family!.
The head narcissist parent, will designate a new scapegoat, while still continuing smear-campaigns against the absent one.
The next cult member to be designated is usually a niece or nephew. If not already, wearing the shoes of this role.
Knowingly or Unknowingly.
Either way, one or more of the remaining cult members will suffer a major upheaval.
Their comfortably deluded sense of family will eventually be shattered.
The scapegoat who breaks free is left to build a new family. Their choice and of their choosing.
Healing from years of abuse.
They are finally Free."
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December 20, 2023 Scapegoat In A Toxic Narcissistic Family...🙈🙉🙊
What does a family member do to become the Scapegoat?
Absolutely... NOTHING.
It's not your fault.
Never put blame on yourself.
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One thing a child does to become the family scapegoat is what they do from a very young age which is they have opinions that differ from the narcissistic parents and then they express them.
The child acts with a sense of autonomy which is healthy, but is a threat to a narcissist. Upon being threatened, the narcissist parents lashes out by berating the child. The parents had the responsibility to advocate for this child, but instead they felt this child threatened their identity so they discredited this child by calling them wrong, bad, stupid or worse yet unbalanced.
At that point, this child is the family scapegoat.
You did nothing wrong and did not deserve it. Everyone else in the family senses it, and they go along mostly because they are glad it is not happening to them or they want to earn the approval of the narcissist.
In doing this, others in the family become participants in the scapegoating.
It becomes a team sport. As everyone in the family gets older, these dynamics stay the same and sometimes might get worse if the scapegoat fights back or calls out the wrong doing.
It is not the scapegoat’s fault and it never was.
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December 16, 2023 Security Light💡 Bulbs That Work In Light Fixtures
Why does my neighbor have one of these aimed directly at my front windows...
One thing to have them aimed at your own property as I do... but why are you spying on me?...
Things are calm and here we go AGAIN.
Also it is aimed directly at my bathroom window...
FREAKY AS HELL.
UNCOMFORTABLE AS HELL.
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December 15, 2023 Recharging.... CaringBridge Posts Updated... Will Continue~❤️
I was given contact information of a few pastors, over the past week.
Those who didn't want me to have to spend another holiday alone. Not by choice, anyways.
I am in contact with one pastor and reaching out to the other tomorrow. I'm not sure, how I will decide to spend Christmas this year... but regardless, the update to CaringBridge is now posted from this weekend.
I was finally able to travel to visit my family at the other cemetery. It felt good to be able to talk honestly to them. Regardless, not being here, physically, I know they watch over me. I can only imagine, by the two who warned me, how disheartened they must be. Watching from heaven, of how others abandoned and willingly omitting me. Through some of my most medically challenging of times... and hardest struggles.
I know God is good.
I know spiritually, our loved ones are still with us.
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This is a photo of a loving family, that took me in, as one of their own. We may not be born of blood. But I am happy to say, I am loved just the same... unconditionally.
Life goes on... and those also alone again in life and especially during the holidays... you will find your family. People are out there, who will love you no matter what.
You just have to break down your walls first.
Learn to trust and to love again.
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December 14, 2023 Life... The Great Blue Print👣...
I am a firm believer...
Some parts of your life, are out of your control.
The great blue print was already laid out... before you were even born.
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“If you’re not making someone else’s life better, then you’re wasting your time. Your life will become better by making other lives better.” — Will Smith
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December 14, 2023 Ending A Crazy Day With.... 🤣🤪😂😅
1 hammer away from building the rest of the
GREAT WALL OF CHINA!!
😂💯🤪💯🤣
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December 14, 2023 It’s Not The State... City Or Small Town💡
It's the people.
That's what makes a great place... Positive people👇❤️
Or
A really bad place to live... Negative people👎👇
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