I spent years trying to pretend that the brokenness of my previous long-term relationship didn’t hurt me anymore. It had been years and the people were quick to tell me to move on after just a few months of us breaking-up. So I learned to pretend. Pretend that it wasn’t anything to me anymore. That I moved past it. That it was an old wound that healed but in reality, that break-up broke something inside of me.

It’s called acting.

Always acting and pretending that I was better than I was. I left that in the dust. I was more interested in designing than acting anyway.

This episode is also available as a blog post: http://bossbabeliving.home.blog/2021/02/18/from-actress-to-designer-1/