MASH had a title song that said "Suicide is Painless".  Well maybe not,  This is the beginning of my first attempted suicide.  My thoughts, my reasoning and the results of my attempt.  Please listen to the first two episodes of Season Two.  The first episode is a portion of a screenplay I wrote and sets the tone of this horrendous act. 

This episode talks about the Mental Health care we have for people like me.  You make your own decision on this.