We start on the DNA Results for Kate's spit test on Ancestry.com.  Amazing to think that you could have blood out there that you knew nothing about.  Well this is what is now happening for KATE and it's now UNDER HER SKIN.

Finishing up my story of how my Dad and Mom held their secrets.  Discussion on DNA Testing and how it is changing the world.  And finally discussing how Families should discuss the hardest secrets because they will rise out of the cesspool of life.  Episode 4 starts Kate's story on her DNA test from Ancestory.com.  It's a doozy.

Deeper dive into what I found on Ancestry about the travels of my grandma and the birth of my dad.  Was it rape, an affair, a drunken romp in the hay?  Nobody will know.  All I know I am obsessed with the trail of DNA and how I now fit in this world and who is my true family.  This is Under My Skin.

Now we are going down the road for finding out about our family trees.  Kate & I have found out some pretty crazy stuff through DNA testing.  This season is all about your and our family trees and the secrets that are no longer secret in our life.

May 2022 has been amazing.  All of the shootings have gotten under my skin.  This is a bonus podcast for you to listen and decide.... are guns a true problem, or could it be way more.  Social Media, Video Games, Mental Illness, Society's situation at the moment, Covid Lockdown, the list is long and is truly a part of all of the madness.

I ramble - sorry, but there has to be someone to lead us into a new order.  An order of kindness and compassion.  NOT YELLING AND SCREAMING to get your way in person or on the various social site.

My email is [email protected] - let me know what you think.

Summary of how I got everything tied up in a bow and solved all the stupid stuff I fretted over and attempted Suicide For.

LIFE IS GOOD,

Let yourself JUST ENJOY THE JOURNEY.

Please listen to Season 1 and 2 from the beginning and you will see what one family has been dealing with.  THIS IS 100% TRUE!

After Three attmepts for suicide, my pastor finds a great therapist that can speak my language.  I also talk about mental health in USA.  Plus, talks to others who might be thinking of suicide.  Please be sure to listen to Ep 1.  That is a summary of where I was.

Third Attempted suicide and now I have to address my issues.  I find the help and a path to helping my mental illness.

Please be sure you have listened to episode 1 before listening to this episode.  That episode does describe in detail what happens.

MASH had a title song that said "Suicide is Painless".  Well maybe not,  This is the beginning of my first attempted suicide.  My thoughts, my reasoning and the results of my attempt.  Please listen to the first two episodes of Season Two.  The first episode is a portion of a screenplay I wrote and sets the tone of this horrendous act.  

The IRS is actually looking out for me.  AND attempt #2 - the beginning of a very long night.

MASH had a title song that said "Suicide is Painless".  Well maybe not,  This is the beginning of my first attempted suicide.  My thoughts, my reasoning and the results of my attempt.  Please listen to the first two episodes of Season Two.  The first episode is a portion of a screenplay I wrote and sets the tone of this horrendous act. 

This episode talks about the Mental Health care we have for people like me.  You make your own decision on this.