I almost didn't share this episode because I was embarrassed of my weaknesses/shadows coming through. My recordings are very insightful for myself, my spoken journal, and I make these recordings first and foremost for my self to work through my emotions and gain clarity. This as a continuation of my previous episode "Our Ascension", as I was working through everything that I must release in order stay in higher states of consciousness, and continue on my Ascension Journey.

These are my greatest Shadows, my greatest Weaknesses, everything I am not proud of, everything I am embarrassed of, everything that no longer serves me, everything that I have allowed to stand between reaching my Greatest Potential and Accepting my Abundance.

In this episode I talk about how I am mourning my old self: the Young, Wild Lisa, the Party Animal, the Bad Witch, the Boy Crazy, Reckless, Weak Lisa. I love her. I will miss her. But she no longer serves me anymore. I am truly mourning who I have been to make way for who I am Becoming. Dying my hair from Honey Gold to Black was symbolic of that. I am My Highest Self.