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Said your heart can’t break 

when it’s already broken

I’m addicted to this love—

Just the thoughts provoking. 

Would you cross the ocean? 

Smuggle all of our baggage, damn.

Are we really that damaged? 

Are you really that damaged? 

Scarred for life I could just panic. 

Take another two or five of one them xanax.

it will probably be the death of me

resolving, crystalized methamphetamine. 

Like who the hell else befriending me? 

Living just to struggle, 

Loving all the things that will

Get me in trouble. 

And so I hide behind the curtains, 

The crowd scream; anticipating my performance. 

I'm chasing this vision that only I can see.

Facing this illusion that only the devil can hand me. 

Cause I prayed Lord, Lord, Lord, 

but he didn't recognize me. 

We assume that the world is blind...

the truth often hurts, it's rarely sublime 

So we close our eyes and cover our ears 

because who wants to look into the eye of fear 

disappear (adlib-alienvoice)

I use to driving alone listening to beats 

all these radio rodeo rappers spittin deceit 

So now I rarely drive alone. But I drive a loaned.

Can't afford the sportscar, so I cosigned it on my own. 

LLC (adlib-deep voice) 

Shotgun sitting, but aint no one in the seat.

Thoughts of getting pulled over, my demons hennesee, 

I'm not really that sober. (sirens adlib) 

Start shooting cause I aint ready for this to be over. 

Damn, are we really that damaged? 

Hook

Can we be so broken 

that we can't be fixed,

How do you live when you 

lost the one who made you exist? 

These thoughts often persist, 

Obsession with the unknown - 

I can't resist. I mean... 

Death looks easy when 

it's a struggle to live. I said,

Death looks easy when 

it's a struggle to live.  

Can we be so broken 

that we can't be fixed,

How do you live when you 

lost the one who made you exist? 

These thoughts often persist, 

Obsession with the unknown - 

I can't resist. I mean... 

Death looks easy when 

it's a struggle to live. 

I said,

Death looks easy when 

Every day I wake — my bed, I make;

Long have I pursued her taste;

Her body arched.

Unbelief was the look that was in her eyes,

Her attitude is attractive. I feel like an addict.

What happened next was tragic;

I sold my soul in vain, to a goddess,

Written by Joseph Mayuyo (11/23/2018)

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