Writing a Whole Blog With My Voice
Part 2; with the audio file in case you didn't believe me.
00:29
So I'm panicking at this moment. I've never seen my main account. Or a business account. At zero. Actually worse negative. I don't know what to do. I'm frozen literally. Period. I know this is something that. I wouldn't really share it with anybody. Because it's like, oh wow pity party me.
01:19
But. I just wanted to. Feel some kind of. Therapy. Because obviously I can't afford it, so I really just write. Period. And think about that. I can't even write. I'm actually really using it. My voice.
01:48
But. I.
01:54
Always. Came. Back from everything. That I've ever. Felt.
02:12
Failed. I always bounce a pack. Bounced back.
02:25
They say. When you're at the bottom. The only way. Out is up. But that's not true. If you're in my case. I don't know how by fine. So many other ways to dig deeper.
02:47
It's not even funny. But. I don't know. I feel. A little amused. That. This will happen. And. That it wasn't in my control. See I always thought that one day. I was gonna mess up my finances or go broke. But. I thought I was gonna be because of me being an idiot.
03:27
And partially it is. But partially or mostly it's because of just damn virus. Period.
03:43
I mean. None of us asked for this shit. None of us asked. To be locked down quarantine. Killed. Sick. Nothing fantastic.
04:05
Nothing fantastic. I guess that works too. But.
04:14
Where are we gonna find our refuge? Where can we find our happiness? They say. You can choose to be happy. And you can choose.
04:38
What you look at? How you perceive things.
04:49
You can look at the positive. Or you could look at the negative.
04:57
You look at what you have. And you can look at what others have.
05:05
You can see a high mountain to climb. Or you can see an opportunity for you. To get to the top. So. What will they be?
05:25
For me.
05:29
The first thing I think of is giving up. I literally. Searched up. This website. Of a local store. That sells. An item that can probably put me out of my Missouri. But. Then. I think about it.
06:04
I don't have money for that shit. Then I think about. Dying. I don't get money for that shit either. Period. So I'm gonna awkward position if you've ever thought about it. We were all born.
06:32
A slave to death.
06:38
Dip. Ah, debt. Do.
06:47
We're all slaves to it. Even if you were born rich. You didn't have the money you have money. In your pocket. Well, of course, you were naked but you know, I mean. So. We're kind of fucked. The moment. Our appearance fucked. Our parents. Period. Well the coincidence. Huh? Never really thought of it that way.
07:33
But. Because of. Our parents fucking. It made us fucked. Because. We answer into the world a few months later. Have no idea had no choice?
07:55
But. Then. We grew up. We met people. We fell in love. We broke our we got our hearts broken.
08:15
We broke other people's hearts.
08:21
We learned how to drive a car. We grew up in the age of technology. The age of where communication is easy yet. Communication is the biggest problem we have with each other.
08:47
Those before us. Created. Ways for us to be connected.
08:58
But what we did. Was disconnect.
09:05
Social.
09:09
Distance.
09:13
Social. Media. Social media distance. Social distance. On media. It's amazing. Where we're at. I don't think it's gonna change either. I think a year from now. We'll still be. Wearing masks. I think masks are just gonna be blowing up as a trend. I mean, they are already and I've far seen that.
09:55
Coming.
09:59
But. We gotta learn. Not. To stay home on your sick. Period not.
10:18
Not. Social distance. Not wearing a mask. We have to learn. How to. Survive. On less. We have to learn how to. Stay home and not go out. We have to learn how to eat at home. We're at to learn. That we don't need the news phone. Or. That we don't need the newest.
11:05
MacBook. Maybe we don't need to go to happy hour every week.
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