🎥 Day 97: Grinding Toward My Millionaire Dream

Today i pulled an all nighter to apply for jobs just in case i get fired. Maybe i'll end up with a better job out of this. The main focus today was canceling some of my bills to find monthly savings. I wanted to do this so I had more money to pay off debt, but now I might need the money for other things. i hope im not self sabotaging.

Today was one where i was just stressed and mad at the world. Nothing was going right except for me doing my to-do list items and crushing my goals. but it was one of those days where life kept throwing curveballs and testing my limits. After getting frustrated at work, i just clocked out and left... after that i edited another youtube video and fixed the motorcycle. I hope i still have a job tomorrow.

Life is wild man. We grow for a decade and then we run around trying to find ourself. We do what people tell us to, we work, we create, we love, we sleep, we try, we fail, and for what? I lay in bed watching my clock a lot. I watch the seconds click on and im laying there. Nothing changes they way time moves and nothing will stop it. Even when im gone. We are going to die so nothing matters. We are going to die so everything matters. I want to make sure that the products that I create and sell do not cause buyer remorse after the experience I had yesterday.

Today I got a fair amount done on the brand, but i spent 8ish hours at work trading my time for money, and it stressed me out. I had the previous two days off, got a lot done but didnt make much money. It's such a toss up.

I'm kind of a hater but it just makes me sick to see everyone and there mom set new goals and then do nothing about it. Shout out to everyone who sticks to it and makes their dreams reality, but damn i get so sad to see everyone trying to "new year new me" for the 23rd time. Build a habit and rely on discipline and not motivation.

A lot of people making content right now are not fully authentic and in my opinion, this drives a wedge between the audience and the creator. If you're a youtuber or a creator, I really think that you will get a lot out of being authentic when talking about products and life.

I think that videos with a negative title or negative meaning do much better than positive videos. Negative stuff sparks more curiosity.

I got really excited today setting up the Future Millionaire website and designing a to-do booklet that you guys can get and use. I structured it around OKR goals and am excited to use this new version as I know it'll make my life easier.

I'm going to add a form section to my website that will help me get traffic to my website and give me the opportunity to own a community within my niche. This is a good move since the best form in my niche was bought and ended up shut down.