THE QUESTION OF PURSUIT
YOU CAN WANT SOMETHING, CHASE IT, AND EVEN GET IT—BUT THAT DOESN’T ANSWER THE REAL QUESTION.
THIS EPISODE SITS IN THE SPACE BETWEEN WANTING, NOT WANTING, AND NOT EVEN KNOWING WHAT YOU WANT. IT’S ABOUT ACTUALLY LOOKING AT WHAT YOU’RE PURSUING, WRITING IT DOWN, COMING BACK TO IT, AND ASKING YOURSELF IF IT’S REAL OR JUST AN IDEA THAT SOUNDS GOOD.
BECAUSE GETTING SOMETHING DOESN’T ALWAYS FEEL THE WAY YOU THOUGHT IT WOULD. THE BUILD-UP FADES. THE FEELING BECOMES TEMPORARY. AND AT SOME POINT, YOU’RE LEFT ASKING—
IS THERE ALL THERE IS?
NOT IN A NEGATIVE WAY. JUST HONESTLY.
THIS ISN’T ABOUT TELLING YOU NOT TO WANT MORE. IT’S ABOUT UNDERSTANDING WHAT THAT “MORE” ACTUALLY TURNS INTO—AND WHAT IT DOES TO YOU ALONG THE WAY.
AT THE END OF IT, WHAT STAYS ISN’T JUST WHAT YOU GOT.
IT’S WHO YOU WERE BEFORE IT…
AND WHO YOU BECAME GETTING IT—
FOR BETTER OR FOR WORSE.