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Every now and then the name 'TeaLeaf' pops back into my mind. Back in college I met this person called TeaLeaf on Xbox Live while playing Halo Reach. At the end of a match this message was sent to me from this player and it just had some really bad stuff in it. You ever get a message from someone that raises red flags about them, hinting suicide and what not? It was one of those kind of messages.
Now, I moved out of my college dorm not long after meeting TeaLeaf, I was done with college and going back to my mom's place. After that I didn't touch my Xbox or Xbox Live much. Finally, after some time passed, I jumped back on, and looked through my friend's list and sadly, I didn't see TeaLeaf any where. Not the name nor the pic (the name might have changed, but I would've remembered the Profile Pic and all).
Now, maybe there is a reason. Like me TeaLeaf moved and stopped touching Xbox, I don't know. But since I don't know the exact reason behind it, and I still remember those red flag raising messages I got, there is a chance something worse happened. I don't know, and it bothers me that I don't know. After all this time I figured I'd just drop the story online since I have this platform now. Maybe in a crazy chance of fate I get answers about my old friend TeaLeaf.
I'm going to drop the link to the suicide lifeline website as well as the number. If you're going through something reach out them. Reach out to friends, family, someone, someone that you can physically meet with. And if you know someone going through this, do it for them. Reach out to them. It's always good to have someone there.
https://suicidepreventionlifeline.org/ 1-800-273-8255
Or, I could be a complete idiot and TeaLeaf just changed name and pic and I never noticed. Regardless, take care everyone. It was a beautiful day today and it will be a beautiful week.
Smartboy.
Episode 43 of Gaming Couch on a great and happy Mother's Day!
Details are in the episode. Give it a listen. If you are a competitive player/ESports kind of person I still recommend the game to you. If you are more like me, interested in what the game offers the player instead of the competition, I wouldn't recommend it.
Smartboy
Episode 42 of Gaming Couch! Feeling good today. I bought some expensive LEGO train sets. Adulting is fun.
Real quick, let's go back to an older episode and talk about difficulty. I swear, looking at posts and videos online, the easiest way to start a fight between two people is to mention the difficulty of a game. After that, things blow up and the riots start. Does it matter if someone else, other than you, beat the game on a harder or easier difficulty? Does it matter if that person cheated to beat a Single Player Campaign? One that has no impact on you because, again, the game is Single Player?
No. No it doesn't fucking matter. If someone is happy to have beaten a game because they cheated, or happy because they beat Ultra Nightmare Mode, good for you. The fact that you played and enjoyed your experience means the game, and the developers, did their job.
I got a good feeling about this week. I hope you all, regardless of when you listen to this, enjoy your day and have a better one tomorrow! I'm going to go cook some chicken.
Smartboy
Episode 41 of Gaming Couch! I'm still a stuffy in the nose. I can talk which is great you just might hear a few sniffles in the episode. Allergies are terrible. If you don't have allergies plus avoid them and don't get them, it's bad.
Episode 40 of Gaming Couch! As always, thank you for listening.
Risk The Rain. I mean, what are we risking? The rain itself? Or do we risk losing something by being in the rain? In fact, for a game called Risk The RAIN there is a big lack of rain in it.
Enough with the bad jokes, onto the episode.
I picked up Risk of Rain 2 the other day on a whim. I can easily say I am not blown away by it, yet I am engaged enough by it to continue playing it throughout its Early Access run. I still have some characters to unlock so I need to keep playing to at least unlock them. As for the game itself, it has some enjoyable third person shooter elements to it, with a class system that has you pick one class that has access to set of abilities, and the fun chaos of a rogue-like where you don't know what you will get during a run. It is a tasty recipe. Its Early Acces does show. As one class in it seems to be much more powerful then the others and some item trading mechanics will hopefully be modified for a less 'randomly lose this' in the future.
Take care,
Smartboy
Episode 39 of Gaming Couch!
Enter the Gungeon is and always will be an amazing game for so many reasons. This week, I'm not going to go over what makes the game so great. Instead, I want to look at the final mark it left for us. The DLC/Content Patch/Whatever you want to call it. One last run through the Gungeon to finally put it to rest. The Devs have put it to an end in terms of development and now us, as players, finally have a chance to end the Gungeon by killing the past of the most important character. Of course, super spoilers ahead.
Thanks again for listening. I will be sure to stop hitting my microphone in the future,
Smartboy
Episode 38 of Gaming Couch!
I got a little emotional with this one. So excess the 'bangs' you hear in the recording, that was me flailing my arms and accidentally hitting the mic.
Smartboy.
Episode 37 of Gaming Couch!
Episode 36 og Gaming Couch! My voice keeps going spawning nonesense and other random opinions. Alright.
Have a read --> https://www.minecraft.net/en-us/article/announcing-minecraft-dungeons/
And for those of you who haven't, check out Technic Launcher, a platform for playing modpacks for Minecraft. It's really cool and the things people have created (in terms of mods) is amazing. Here's the link to get the launcher --> https://www.technicpack.net/download
Take care everyone and thanks for listening!
Episode 35 of Gaming Couch!
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