This week, Pastor Dennis talks through Jesus's prayer in the Garden of Gethsemane, when He asked God if there was a way to fulfill His mission without dying on the Cross. It's here that we see Jesus practice a radical form of vulnerability and honesty in praying with God. He sweats and begs, telling His Father what He actually wants. Yet, we're trained to perform, even in our conversations with God. We bring our best selves, our most faithful selves, our edited selves to God instead of our raw, honest, broken, doubting, and disoriented selves to God. Psalm 88 is an example of this kind of prayer, a prayer of disorientation. It's a prayer spoken when we're surrounded by darkness, when we're experiencing despair, when everything seems to be falling apart, and it's a prayer that refuses to resolve well or easily. If God is going to transform us, then we need to stop pretending and we need to start being honest.