Getting A Lift: Studio Sessions

In this uplifting and deeply personal episode of Getting A Lift, host Mhairi sits down with Dr Punam Krishan for an honest conversation about identity, motherhood, ambition, burnout, cancer recovery, and chasing dreams at any age.

From growing up in a busy Glasgow tenement in a traditional Indian family to becoming a GP, bestselling author, TV presenter, and Strictly Come Dancing star, Punam shares the moments that shaped her. 

Punam opens up about surviving breast cancer, battling self-doubt, navigating motherhood, and why saying "yes" to life's opportunities has transformed her outlook.

It's a powerful, funny, emotional conversation about resilience, reinvention, and finding the courage to become exactly who you're meant to be. 

Episode Highlights

* Dr Punam's Glasgow upbringing and growing up between two cultures.

* Why she nearly failed school and the moment that changed everything.

* The pressure of expectations in a traditional Indian family.

* Life as a GP, broadcaster, author and mum of two.

* Recovering from breast cancer and rebuilding trust in her body.

* Trekking the Great Wall of China after cancer treatment.

* The tweet that unexpectedly launched her media career.

* Behind-the-scenes stories from Strictly Come Dancing.

* Living with anxiety, burnout and imposter syndrome.

* Why women must advocate for their health.

* Her bestselling books, including The Mother Load and Me and My Feelings.

* The importance of community, friendship and saying yes to new opportunities.

Follow Punam:-

Instagram - @drpunamkrishan

Facebook - Dr Punam Krishan

TikTok - @drpunamkrishan

Follow Mhairi:-

Instagram & TikTok - @the_misfit_maw

Facebook - Mhairi Murray

Chapters

00:00 Growing Up Between Two Worlds

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Lewis Wilson returns to Getting A Lift for a heartfelt, hilarious and emotional catch-up covering everything that's happened since his last appearance almost three years ago. 

From losing a 214,000-follower TikTok account to hackers and finally getting it back after a two-year battle, to the unbelievable story of his Dad going missing for three days and secretly checking into a hotel, Lewis shares the highs, lows and life lessons from a remarkable few years.

The conversation also explores grief after losing his mum, mental health, charity work, family milestones, becoming an uncle, his future in entertainment and social media, plus some of the funniest stories ever told on the podcast.

Expect laughter, emotion and plenty of classic Lewis Wilson storytelling.

Key Highlights:

* How Lewis lost and recovered his original TikTok account

* The scam that cost him hundreds of pounds

* The incredible story of his missing dad

* Reflecting on losing his mum and life after grief

* Mental health charity work with the Scott Martin Foundation

* Entertainment career updates and future plans

* Becoming an uncle for the first time

* The famous "bike thief" story revisited

* Being arrested after missing a court appearance as a witness

Follow Lewis:-

TikTok - @lewiswilsonxo

Facebook - Lewis Wilson

Instagram - @lewiswilsonx

Follow Mhairi:-

TikTok & Instagram @the_misfit_maw

Chapters

00:00 Welcome Back Lewis

01:01 Nearly Three Years Later

01:22 The TikTok Hack Story Begins

03:24 Losing 214,000 Followers Overnight

05:01 Blackmail, PayPal & The Hacker

08:49 The Two-Year Fight To Get The Account Back

11:19 The Human At TikTok Who Helped

13:15 Finally Getting The Account Back

14:53 Future Plans For Content Creation

16:14 Dog Sitting Disaster Stories

18:16 Life After Leaving Skegness

20:45 What's Next For Lewis?

22:00 Hosting Events & Charity Work

22:45 The Scott Martin Foundation

24:26 Losing His Mum To Cancer

26:49 Grief Three Years On

28:10 A Scare With His Dad's Health

30:36 The Dad Went Missing Story

33:46 The Hotel Discovery

35:56 Finding His Dad Safe

37:17 Becoming An Uncle

41:42 TV Dreams & Reality Shows

44:14 The Famous Bike Story

49:25 Getting Fined During Covid

Living with the Unimaginable

In this deeply moving episode, Alex Gibson returns to share an update on life six years after the devastating house fire that claimed the lives of his three children, Fiona, Alexander and Philip.

Alex speaks openly about grief, PTSD, anxiety, depression, the challenges he and partner Julie continue to face, and the difficult road towards rebuilding their lives. 

He reflects on the overwhelming support they received, the questions that still remain about the fire, overcoming alcohol dependency, and finding strength through family, friendships, hobbies and treasured memories.

This is a powerful conversation about resilience, survival and the importance of speaking openly about mental health, even during life's darkest moments.

Key Highlights 

* Alex revisits the events of the tragic house fire in June 2020.

* The unanswered questions surrounding the fire investigation.

* The overwhelming public support that helped rebuild their lives.

* PTSD, anxiety and the lasting impact of trauma.

* A car fire outside Alex's home that triggered painful memories.

* How alcohol became a coping mechanism and why he chose sobriety.

* The importance of family, friendship and community support.

* Cherished memories of Fiona, Alexander and Philip.

* Why Alex believes talking about mental health can save lives.

* A message of hope for anyone struggling with grief or trauma.

Follow Alex on TikTok & Instagram @dadto3beautifulangels

Follow Mhairi on TikTok & Instagram @the_misfit_maw

Chapters

00:00 Alex recalls the day that changed everything

01:37 The house fire and losing Fiona, Alexander and Philip

05:15 Public attention, rumours and online comments

07:00 Support from strangers around the world

10:25 Questions surrounding the fire investigation

16:53 Living with PTSD, anxiety and depression

18:57 A car fire triggers traumatic memories

19:21 Life six years later

21:50 Turning to alcohol after tragedy

22:49 The decision to give up drinking

25:45 How Julie has coped with loss

27:03 Keeping memories alive

28:01 Finding comfort in special places

30:07 Rebuilding life after the fire

31:33 The children's final journey

34:47 Moving into a new home

36:18 Recovering treasured belongings

37:32 Julie waking from her induced coma

39:45 The GoFundMe and community support

41:13 Visiting the children's grave

42:57 Taking life one day at a time

46:28 Stories and memories of the children

47:50 The role of Comic Con and volunteering

48:41 Signs, memories and finding comfort

51:02 Alex's message to anyone struggling

53:41 Speaking up about mental health

55:21 Finding hope and helping others

56:14 Closing thoughts

Trigger Warning: This episode contains discussion of child loss, bereavement, death, house fires, trauma, PTSD, anxiety, depression, alcohol dependency and suicidal thoughts. Listeners who may be affected by these topics are encouraged to listen with care and take breaks if needed.

If anything discussed in this episode raises concerns for you or someone you know, support is available.

Samaritans 📞 116 123 (free, 24 hours a day) 🌐 https://www.samaritans.org

NHS Mental Health Support 🌐 https://www.nhs.uk/mental-health

Breathing Space Scotland 📞 0800 83 85 87 🌐 https://breathingspace.scot

Child Bereavement UK 🌐 https://www.childbereavementuk.org

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Getting a Lift: Studio Sessions with Mhairi Murray

In this deeply moving episode of Getting A Lift, Michelle and Mark share the heartbreaking story of their daughter Isla, who tragically died from a rare cancer at just 17 years old after years of symptoms were repeatedly dismissed. 

They open up about the devastating journey from missed diagnoses to terminal illness, and how their grief has been transformed into a powerful campaign for change through Isla's Principles. 

This is a story of love, loss, resilience, and a family's determination to ensure no other young person is overlooked. 

Key Highlights

Chapters

00:00 Introduction & Isla's Story Begins

01:47 Why Mark & Michelle Started Their Campaign

03:27 The Lump That Was Dismissed

07:21 Anxiety Or Something More?

10:41 Repeated Illnesses & Missed Warning Signs

15:14 A Suspicious Referral Finally Happens

17:42 Emergency Hospital Admission

21:31 The Cancer Diagnosis

23:00 Told She Had Months To Live

26:30 How Isla Chose To Face Her Illness

29:03 Living Life During Treatment

30:38 The Day Isla Passed Away

35:47 Creating Isla's Army

40:04 Campaigning For Change

42:01 The Three-Strike Rule Explained

44:59 Introducing Isla's Principles

48:08 Changes Already Happening

51:20 Why Faster Diagnosis Matters

54:06 Scotland's Teenage Cancer Challenge

56:24 The Message Every Family Needs To Hear

58:08 Isla's Legacy

If anything discussed in this episode affects you, please remember that support is available. Speaking to a trusted friend, family member, healthcare professional, or support organisation can help. If you have concerns about cancer, a diagnosis, or supporting someone living with cancer, contact your local healthcare provider or a recognised cancer support charity. You do not have to face these challenges alone. ❤️

For listeners in the UK:

Follow Isla's Army @islas_army on Instagram, @islasarmy17 on TikTok and Isla's Army - Fighting For Change on Facebook

Follow Mhairi on Instagram and TikTok @the_misfit_maw

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Getting a Lift: Studio Sessions with Mhairi Murray

Trigger Warning:

This episode contains discussions about racism, discrimination, online abuse, trauma, mental health challenges, death threats, and immigration enforcement. Some listeners may find these topics distressing. Please listen with care and seek support if needed. ❤️

Scottish Support Services:

In one of his most personal interviews to date, renowned human rights lawyer Aamer Anwar opens up about the man behind the public image. From raising three children and navigating social media abuse to fighting some of Scotland's biggest justice campaigns, Aamer reflects on the personal cost of standing up for others.

He shares powerful insights into mental health, family life, racism, public scrutiny, and the unforgettable events of Kenmure Street, revealing the experiences that continue to drive his fight for justice.

Honest, emotional, inspiring and at times heartbreaking, this is Aamer Anwar as you've never heard him before. 

Episode Highlights

Key Highlights/Chapters

00:47 Welcome Aamer Anwar

01:40 Why Aamer Keeps Instagram Private

04:50 Walking Away from X (Twitter)

08:16 Life as a Dad of Three

10:18 School Run Chaos

13:26 Death Threats & Protecting His Family

17:28 Living Life Despite Public Scrutiny

21:04 The Mental Health Impact of Online Abuse

23:27 Coping with Trolls & Public Attacks

27:55 Childhood Trauma & Becoming a Lawyer

31:12 Therapy, Mental Health & Dark Times

36:30 Why People Need to See the Real Aamer

37:45 The Kenmure Street Story Begins

42:07 Arriving at the Protest

45:37 Negotiating with Police

49:30 The Release of the Detained Men

55:10 Why Kenmure Street Mattered

58:34 What Happened to the Two Men?

01:01:55 Life Away from Work

01:03:10 Music, Family & Personal Passions

01:04:35 What It's Like Working With Aamer

01:07:31 Final Reflections & Goodbye

Follow Mhairi: the_misfit_maw on Instagram & TikTok

Produced in partnership with Go Studios.

Getting a Lift: Studio Sessions with Mhairi Murray

Trigger Warning: This episode contains discussions about mental health, depression, suicidal thoughts, addiction, childhood trauma, bullying, relationship breakdowns, and financial hardship. If anything in this conversation affects you, support is available through Samaritans (116 123), NHS 24 (111 in Scotland), or the Shout text service by texting SHOUT to 85258. If you are in immediate danger, call 999 or seek emergency assistance..💜

For years, Bobby Brown battled depression, self-doubt, addiction, debt, and the lasting impact of a difficult childhood. After hitting rock bottom following a relationship breakdown, he finally made the decision that would change everything: he asked for help.

In this powerful and emotional conversation, Bobby shares how therapy helped him take accountability, rebuild his confidence, and completely transform his life. What started as posting videos online and giving away free coffee from a small garden shed has grown into a thriving coffee business, a rapidly growing social media platform, and a community of supporters inspired by his honesty and authenticity.

This episode is a raw and uplifting reminder that it's never too late to change your story.

Episode Highlights 

A candid, inspiring conversation about mental health, healing, entrepreneurship, and proving that your past doesn't have to define your future.

Key Highlights/Chapters

01:31 Growing Up Without Stability

08:38 Years of Feeling Lost

11:21 Depression, Addiction & Isolation

16:19 How Self-Sabotage Ruined Relationships

25:08 The Moment Everything Had to Change

28:53 Finally Reaching Out for Help

31:49 Posting Videos with No Plan

40:11 The Therapy That Changed His Life

43:16 Going Viral on Social Media

45:47 The Free Coffee Shed Experiment

50:08 Falling in Love with Specialty Coffee

51:42 Building a Community One Cup at a Time

53:30 His First Big Business Opportunity

54:55 Becoming Scotland's Coffee Guy

57:37 Launching His Own Coffee Beans

58:06 Massive Sales in Six Weeks

01:00:45 Why Authenticity Wins Online

01:04:18 Escaping Benefits and Debt

01:06:25 Paying Back What He Owed

01:07:43 Coping with Success & Pressure

01:08:56 No Five-Year Plan, Just One Day at a Time

Follow Bobby: thebobbybroon & bobbysplaceog - Instagram 

                         Bobbybroon - TikTok

                         Robert Brown - Facebook

Follow Mhairi: the_misfit_maw on Instagram & TikTok

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Getting A Lift: Studio Sessions with Mhairi Murray - Powered by Cosmedicare St Ellen's Private Hospitals

Trigger Warning: This episode contains discussions about autism, mental health, self-harm, suicide attempts, gender identity, discrimination, bullying, and online abuse. Some listeners may find these topics upsetting. Please listen at your own pace and seek support if needed 💜

This is a thoughtful and deeply personal episode that blends business success, social media transparency, parenting, and advocacy. Gill Baird shares an honest conversation about building a healthcare business, navigating public scrutiny, supporting a transgender daughter, and learning what truly matters beyond professional achievement.

Podcast Synopsis

What happens when success doesn't look like you thought it would?

In this compelling episode of Getting a Lift, host Mhairi sits down with entrepreneur and healthcare leader Gill Baird for a candid conversation about business growth, resilience, parenting, and personal evolution.

From building Cosmedicare and becoming an award-winning healthcare executive to facing criticism on social media and supporting her transgender daughter through a complex journey of self-discovery, Gill shares the lessons she's learned both professionally and personally. 

Together, they explore the realities behind success, the importance of authenticity, and why compassion, acceptance, and understanding matter more than ever.

This episode is an honest, emotional, and inspiring discussion about leadership, family, identity, and staying true to your values despite public scrutiny.

Episode Highlights

🎖️ Award-Winning Leadership

🏥 Business Growth & Expansion

🪜 Redefining Success

📱 Social Media Impact

🎥 Healthcare Innovation

🛡️ Dealing with Public Scrutiny

🎓 Entrepreneurial Journey

👩‍💼 Women in Leadership

❤️ Parenting Through Challenges

🧩 Autism & Mental Health

🌈 Acceptance & Family Support

🏳️‍🌈 Pride & Allyship

🤝 Leading with Compassion

🌟 Authenticity Above All Else

Key Highlights/Chapters

01:18 10 Years of Cosmedicare & CEO of the Year

02:40 Growing the Business & Buying a Hospital

03:58 Expanding into New Services & Dentistry

12:40 Fate, Ambition & The Pursuit of Success

15:00 Social Media, Business Growth & Public Scrutiny

19:10 Learning to Slow Down & Redefine Success

20:03 Women in Leadership & Industry Challenges

23:25 Dealing with Online Criticism & Trolls

25:42 How TikTok Transformed the Business

28:14 Live Surgery Broadcasts & Healthcare Innovation

31:02 Parenting a Transgender Daughter

34:45 Autism, Education & Family Challenges

41:42 Mental Health, Identity & Supporting a Young Person

45:08 Finding Hope on the Other Side

46:26 Gender-Affirming Care & Healthcare Pathways

51:55 Pride, LGBTQ+ Allyship & Social Media Reactions

58:23 Family Support & Why Acceptance Matters

59:45 Authentic Conversations & Podcasting

Follow Gill: gillbaird_ on Instagram & gill.baird on TikTok

Follow Mhairi: the_misfit_maw on Instagram & TikTok

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Based in Scotland, Cosmedicare is committed to delivering a patient-first experience. Their management team brings a unique, empathetic perspective to healthcare, ensuring every patient feels supported and cared for. 

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This episode is packed with humour, honesty, and unexpected depth as TikTok duo Stef and Terri share the real story behind their social media success, family life, parenting journey, and personal beliefs.

From viral TikToks to raising a child with autism, Stef and Terri open up about life behind the screen in one of their most personal conversations yet.

In this episode of Getting a Lift, the husband-and-wife duo discuss how a lockdown hobby grew into a social media platform followed by thousands, their whirlwind love story, the realities of long-term marriage, parenting through an autism diagnosis, and the lessons they've learned along the way.

The conversation takes an unexpected turn into faith, spirituality, grief, and finding comfort during life's most challenging moments. Funny, emotional, and refreshingly unfiltered, this is Stef and Terri as you've never heard them before.

Key Highlights

📱 How Stef and Terri accidentally built a TikTok following of more than 170,000 people

💃 From dance teaching and YouTube experiments to viral social media success

💰 The reality of making money on TikTok and why they chose enjoyment over chasing income

❤️ Their hilarious love story, growing from school acquaintances to long-term partners

💍 Marriage, parenthood, and the secrets to staying together through life's challenges

👨‍👩‍👧‍👦 Raising three children across three decades of life

🧩 Terri's honest account of recognising and accepting her son's autism diagnosis

🏫 The importance of early intervention, diagnosis, and educational support

🧠 ADHD, autism, neurodiversity, and why understanding how people learn matters

💬 How mental health, anxiety, and undiagnosed neurodiversity can impact everyday life

🕊️ Coping with grief following the loss of Terri's parents

🙏 Faith, prayer, and the role spirituality has played during difficult times

✨ A fascinating discussion about religion, manifestation, spirituality, and personal beliefs

😂 Plenty of laughs, relationship banter, and classic Stef and Terri storytelling throughout

Key Highlights/Chapters

00:00 Welcome to Stef & Terri's Story

01:10 The Truth Behind Their TikTok Success

02:23 How Lockdown Changed Everything

04:32 Going Viral and Building a Social Media Following

12:45 Can You Really Make Money on TikTok?

15:32 Life Behind the Social Media Accounts

18:14 How Stef & Terri First Met

20:40 From Love-Hate Relationship to Romance

22:58 Young Parenthood and Getting Married

24:43 Marriage, Family Life and Making It Work

25:12 Parenting a Child with Autism

28:59 ADHD, Autism and Understanding Neurodiversity

33:40 Mental Health, Trauma and Misdiagnosis

35:42 The Journey to an Autism Diagnosis

39:48 The Parenting Lessons Nobody Expects

42:05 Accepting the Diagnosis and Finding Support

44:44 Education, School Support and Different Learning Styles

46:06 Looking Ahead to High School and the Future

47:43 Grief, Loss and Losing Terri's Parents

48:11 Anxiety, Life Challenges and Finding Direction

49:42 The Power of Prayer

52:20 Faith, Spirituality and Personal Beliefs

57:12 Manifestation, Religion and Life Lessons

59:44 The Advice Terri's Mum Left Behind

Follow Stef and Terri: @stefntonicmain on TikTok

Follow Mhairi: @the_misfit_maw on Instagram & TikTok

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Based in Scotland, Cosmedicare is committed to delivering a patient-first experience. Their management team brings a unique, empathetic perspective to healthcare, ensuring every patient feels supported and cared for. 

Produced in partnership with Go Studios.

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From viral skits to real-life struggles, this episode dives into the story behind one of TikTok’s rising comedy creators. 

Sophie opens up about how humour became her survival tool - shaped by a childhood split between wealth and hardship, family illness, and intense battles with anxiety.

What starts as funny character breakdowns (hello, Katie McAllister) quickly unfolds into a raw, honest conversation about mental health, self-belief, and finally finding the courage to show up online. 

Expect big laughs, relatable chaos, and powerful insight into what it really takes to turn pain into purpose.

Follow Sophie: @sophieliv_3 on TikTok & @sophliv__x on Instagram

Follow Mhairi: @the_misfit_maw on Instagram & TikTok

Key Highlights:

* 🎭 The real-life inspiration behind her viral characters

* 💥 Growing from 1.9K to 10K+ followers overnight

* 🧠 Using comedy as a coping mechanism for anxiety and trauma

* 📱 The highs and lows of social media validation

* 🚀 Breaking out of self-doubt and stepping into your potential

* ❤️ Why one supportive comment can change everything

Key Highlights/Chapters

00:00 Intro & First Impressions 

01:58 Viral Growth on Instagram 

02:16 Comedy as a Coping Mechanism 

04:43 Private School & Early Influences 

06:38 Family Struggles & Childhood Hardships 

08:02 Finding Comedy Through Difficult Times 

08:52 Starting Content Creation (March 2026 Journey) 

10:04 Mental Health & Health Anxiety Struggles 

11:53 Supporting Others & Building Connections 

12:47 Self-Healing vs Therapy 

13:48 Turning Point & Life Reset 

16:13 Moving Past Anxiety & Finding a Niche 

17:41 Birth of “Katie McAllister” 

18:28 Music Degree & Creative Background 

20:36 Performance, Confidence & Theatre Roots 

22:18 Party Lifestyle & Shifting Friendships 

23:14 Corporate Job & Self-Doubt 

26:43 Creating Characters & Real-Life Inspiration 

30:41 Creativity Process & Writer’s Block 

32:16 Balancing Content Creation & Ideas 

34:05 Comedy as Therapy & Social Media Highs/Lows 

36:17 Social Media Algorithm Struggles 

38:46 Living With Anxiety & Staying Driven 

41:31 The Power of Audience Connection 

43:50 Goals: TV, Acting & Comedy Future 

46:18 Next Steps & Growing the Brand 

48:47 Confidence, Anxiety & Creative Purpose 

50:00 Breaking Into TV & Production Advice 

52:16 Creative Process vs Structure 

53:22 Why Stand-Up Isn’t for Everyone 

54:05 Letting Go of Control in Creativity 

57:19 Final Thoughts & Outro

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Based in Scotland, Cosmedicare is committed to delivering a patient-first experience. Their management team brings a unique, empathetic perspective to healthcare, ensuring every patient feels supported and cared for. 

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Getting a Lift: Studio Sessions with Mhairi Murray - Powered by Cosmedicare St. Ellen’s Private Hospitals

This episode contains detailed discussion of stillbirth, pregnancy loss, medical procedures, grief, and the emotional impact of losing a baby. Some listeners may find this content deeply distressing or activating.

Please take care of yourself while listening. If you are currently pregnant, have experienced loss, or feel vulnerable to these themes, you may choose to skip this episode or listen with support.

If you need help or someone to talk to, please reach out to your local support services, bereavement charities, or a trusted healthcare professional.

A deeply emotional and courageous conversation, this episode follows Nicola’s heartbreaking journey through stillbirth, grief, and healing. After a decade-long fertility struggle and a miracle pregnancy, Nicola shares the devastating loss of her baby boy at 23 weeks—and the strength it took to navigate unimaginable decisions.

Through raw honesty, she opens up about instinct, motherhood, and the realities no one prepares you for - from hospital experiences to challenging systems around bereavement care and parental rights. 

Most importantly, Nicola highlights the power of choice, urging parents to advocate for themselves during loss.

This episode is both heartbreaking and empowering—offering awareness, comfort, and crucial insight for anyone impacted by grief, pregnancy loss, or navigating the unknown in healthcare and bereavement.

Follow Nicola: @comestylewithus on Instagram and @nikib1985 on TikTok

Follow Mhairi: @the_misfit_maw on Instagram & TikTok

Key Highlights

* 💔 Nicola’s powerful story of loss after a surprise second pregnancy

* 👶 The reality of stillbirth at 23 weeks and what happens next

* 🏥 Hospital experiences, labour, and saying goodbye

* ⚖️ The shocking legal gap before 24 weeks (no birth/death certificate, limited rights)  

* ❗ Challenging misinformation around seeing a baby after post-mortem 

* 🧠 Grief, identity, and the emotional aftermath of loss

* 💪 Why choice, awareness, and advocacy matter for parents

* 🌱 Finding strength, healing, and purpose in sharing her story

Key Highlights/Chapters

00:37 – Nicola Returns to the Podcast Reintroducing Nicola and reflecting on her previous appearance in 2024.

01:23 – A 10Year Journey to Ollie Nicola shares her long struggle to conceive her son Ollie.

01:59 – A Second Unexpected Pregnancy The shock, disbelief, and emotional adjustment of discovering she was pregnant again.

03:47 – The Day Everything Changed Nicola describes waking up feeling different and noticing changes in movement.

07:39 – Preparing for Baby… Then Heartbreak From cleaning the pram to the devastating news that followed.

08:43 – Calling Triage The moment Nicola phoned triage and was told to come in immediately.

09:02 – At the Hospital: No Heartbeat Found The Doppler, the scan, the long wait, and the moment she knew.

13:47 – Entering the Bereavement Suite Nicola and Paul spend their first night in the bereavement suite.

14:01 – Telling Her Family The emotional phone calls, including telling her mum who had experienced a stillbirth.

18:45 – Going Home Before Labour Why Nicola chose to go home for 48 hours before returning to deliver her baby.

21:00 – Induction Begins The medication, rising temperature, suspected sepsis, and the physical challenges.

23:30 – Finding Moments of Laughter Unexpected humour and connection during labour.

25:40 – Labour Intensifies Contractions become stronger and closer together.

26:13 – Birth of Her Son Nicola describes the moment her baby was born in his sac.

26:32 – Meeting Him for the First Time Holding him, feeling his warmth, and the numbness that followed.

27:55 – Photos, MemoryMaking & Dressing Him The hospital’s support with photos, outfits, and keepsakes.

28:14 – Staying With Him Until Friday Nicola explains why she stayed with him the entire time.

30:00 – Choosing His Clothes & Keepsakes Ordering microprem outfits and preparing to dress him herself.

32:00 – Navigating the Practicalities of Loss Discussions about funerals, decisions, and the surreal logistics.

35:00 – Support From Midwives & Staff How the bereavement team guided Nicola through each step.

38:00 – Processing the Shock Nicola reflects on the emotional numbness and delayed grief.

41:00 – Paul’s Experience & Anger A raw conversation about his emotions, anger, and confusion.

44:00 – The Reality of Stillbirth at This Gestation Discussing misconceptions about “safe” pregnancy milestones.

47:00 – The Importance of Mother’s Instinct Nicola reflects on the feeling that something wasn’t right.

50:00 – Why She Chose to Share Her Story The vulnerability of posting her pregnancy reaction video and the aftermath.

53:00 – Honouring Her Baby’s Memory How she plans to keep his memory alive.

56:00 – Advice for Other Parents Nicola shares what she wishes others knew about stillbirth and grief.

59:00 – Closing Reflections Final thoughts on love, loss, resilience, and the importance of talking openly.

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Female Owned and Managed Private Hospitals

Based in Scotland, Cosmedicare is committed to delivering a patient-first experience. Their management team brings a unique, empathetic perspective to healthcare, ensuring every patient feels supported and cared for. 

Produced in partnership with Go Studios by Go Radio.