I was lucky enough to make it 35 years without experiencing true heartbreak. I'm lucky enough to say that I share DNA with this LEGENDARY and ICONIC Goddess. My life will never be the same without my grandmother here with me physically, but my life is also one of privilege because I got to experience her essence. Most people don't get to meet their idols. But me, I got to have a close and personal relationship with mine. NOBODY understood me like Gigi. She was beautiful, talented, artistic, creative, independent and most importantly, a DIVA. Sound familiar? I've never felt this lost in my entire life. This is the worst pain I've ever felt. I don't even wish this feeling on Beyonce. Gigi was a very spiritual person. She never believed that death was the end. I have faith that this is true. I don't feel like this is a loss. Gigi isn't gone. She's free. She's everywhere! I love you, Gigi! Thank you for your unconditional love, acceptance, and influence. I will continue to make you proud.