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God, I Just Don’t Know Anymore: When Doubt Fights Your Faith and Healing


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Hey Healing Bestie,

Let’s talk about those moments where you’re doing everything you know to do—reading your Bible, praying, worshiping—but deep down you’re thinking… God, I just don’t know anymore.

I’ve been there. And in this episode, I’m going there.

We’re diving into Psalm 13, where David is crying out in despair, confusion, and yes—doubt. And yet? He still finds a way to say: But I trust in Your unfailing love.

This episode is for the daughter of God who:

  • Feels like the weight of life is just too heavy right now

  • Is wrestling with trust, fear, or spiritual fog

  • Wants to believe, but the doubt keeps creeping in

  • Needs a reminder that doubt doesn't disqualify you—giving up does

I’m sharing my own real-life dead zones, the tears, the prayers, and the truth God gave me to keep going. There is space for your doubt. But there’s even more grace.

So grab your Bible, open your heart, and meet me in Psalm 13. We’re going to the well together—and I believe God has strategy, strength, and healing just for you.

Scripture:
📖 Psalm 13 — “How long, Lord?”
📖 2 Samuel 12 — David’s repentance and restoration

Takeaways:

  • Doubt is not the opposite of faith—giving up is

  • You’re never out of options when God is your source

  • You can cry out and still trust at the same time

  • Your feelings don’t disqualify your faith

  • God brings divine reinforcement even in your waiting


    Resources for Your Healing Journey:

    Defeating Goliaths: Free Workbook
    This free workbook will help you name the giants in your life and start declaring God’s truth over them. Inside you’ll find scripture-based journaling prompts, reflections, and declarations to help you walk boldly in healing.
    Download the workbook here: https://mailchi.mp/traumatotestimony/defeating-goliath-workbook


    She Is Redeemed: 30-Day Devotional
    This devotional walks you through healing and redemption inspired by the woman at the well. If you’ve ever felt unseen, unworthy, or too broken to be used by God—this is for you.
    Order your copy here: https://www.amazon.com/dp/B0CCZSR1NK


    She Is Redeemed – YouVersion Bible Plan
    This 8-day devotional plan will help you reflect, pray, and rediscover God’s heart for your healing story.
    Start reading on the Bible app: https://www.bible.com/reading-plans/41940-she-is-redeemed-the-one-encounter-that-changes-


    Visit the Website
    Explore devotionals, tools, updates, and everything we offer at Trauma to Testimony to support your healing and faith walk.
    www.traumatotestimony.org


    Join the Healing Besties Facebook Group
    Come be a part of the conversation, connect with other women walking this journey, and grow in community with Christ at the center.
    https://www.facebook.com/groups/healingbesties


    If this episode encouraged you:
    Send it to a friend. Leave a review. Share it with someone who needs to know they’re not alone in their healing journey. And if you haven’t already, connect with us at www.traumatotestimony.org

    Remember this, Healing Bestie:
    You are not behind. You are not broken beyond repair. Your return to God is welcomed, celebrated, and sacred. And your healing? It’s unfolding right here, right now, in His presence.

    Until next time,
    With love,
    Your Healing Bestie, Toni

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