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Hey Healing Bestie,
Let’s talk about those moments where you’re doing everything you know to do—reading your Bible, praying, worshiping—but deep down you’re thinking… God, I just don’t know anymore.
I’ve been there. And in this episode, I’m going there.
We’re diving into Psalm 13, where David is crying out in despair, confusion, and yes—doubt. And yet? He still finds a way to say: But I trust in Your unfailing love.
This episode is for the daughter of God who:
Feels like the weight of life is just too heavy right now
Is wrestling with trust, fear, or spiritual fog
Wants to believe, but the doubt keeps creeping in
Needs a reminder that doubt doesn't disqualify you—giving up does
I’m sharing my own real-life dead zones, the tears, the prayers, and the truth God gave me to keep going. There is space for your doubt. But there’s even more grace.
So grab your Bible, open your heart, and meet me in Psalm 13. We’re going to the well together—and I believe God has strategy, strength, and healing just for you.
Scripture:
📖 Psalm 13 — “How long, Lord?”
📖 2 Samuel 12 — David’s repentance and restoration
Takeaways:
Doubt is not the opposite of faith—giving up is
You’re never out of options when God is your source
You can cry out and still trust at the same time
Your feelings don’t disqualify your faith
God brings divine reinforcement even in your waiting
Resources for Your Healing Journey:
Defeating Goliaths: Free Workbook
This free workbook will help you name the giants in your life and start declaring God’s truth over them. Inside you’ll find scripture-based journaling prompts, reflections, and declarations to help you walk boldly in healing.
Download the workbook here: https://mailchi.mp/traumatotestimony/defeating-goliath-workbook
She Is Redeemed: 30-Day Devotional
This devotional walks you through healing and redemption inspired by the woman at the well. If you’ve ever felt unseen, unworthy, or too broken to be used by God—this is for you.
Order your copy here: https://www.amazon.com/dp/B0CCZSR1NK
She Is Redeemed – YouVersion Bible Plan
This 8-day devotional plan will help you reflect, pray, and rediscover God’s heart for your healing story.
Start reading on the Bible app: https://www.bible.com/reading-plans/41940-she-is-redeemed-the-one-encounter-that-changes-
Visit the Website
Explore devotionals, tools, updates, and everything we offer at Trauma to Testimony to support your healing and faith walk.
www.traumatotestimony.org
Join the Healing Besties Facebook Group
Come be a part of the conversation, connect with other women walking this journey, and grow in community with Christ at the center.
https://www.facebook.com/groups/healingbesties
If this episode encouraged you:
Send it to a friend. Leave a review. Share it with someone who needs to know they’re not alone in their healing journey. And if you haven’t already, connect with us at www.traumatotestimony.org
Remember this, Healing Bestie:
You are not behind. You are not broken beyond repair. Your return to God is welcomed, celebrated, and sacred. And your healing? It’s unfolding right here, right now, in His presence.
Until next time,
With love,
Your Healing Bestie, Toni
By Toni Simmons Husband4.9
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Hey Healing Bestie,
Let’s talk about those moments where you’re doing everything you know to do—reading your Bible, praying, worshiping—but deep down you’re thinking… God, I just don’t know anymore.
I’ve been there. And in this episode, I’m going there.
We’re diving into Psalm 13, where David is crying out in despair, confusion, and yes—doubt. And yet? He still finds a way to say: But I trust in Your unfailing love.
This episode is for the daughter of God who:
Feels like the weight of life is just too heavy right now
Is wrestling with trust, fear, or spiritual fog
Wants to believe, but the doubt keeps creeping in
Needs a reminder that doubt doesn't disqualify you—giving up does
I’m sharing my own real-life dead zones, the tears, the prayers, and the truth God gave me to keep going. There is space for your doubt. But there’s even more grace.
So grab your Bible, open your heart, and meet me in Psalm 13. We’re going to the well together—and I believe God has strategy, strength, and healing just for you.
Scripture:
📖 Psalm 13 — “How long, Lord?”
📖 2 Samuel 12 — David’s repentance and restoration
Takeaways:
Doubt is not the opposite of faith—giving up is
You’re never out of options when God is your source
You can cry out and still trust at the same time
Your feelings don’t disqualify your faith
God brings divine reinforcement even in your waiting
Resources for Your Healing Journey:
Defeating Goliaths: Free Workbook
This free workbook will help you name the giants in your life and start declaring God’s truth over them. Inside you’ll find scripture-based journaling prompts, reflections, and declarations to help you walk boldly in healing.
Download the workbook here: https://mailchi.mp/traumatotestimony/defeating-goliath-workbook
She Is Redeemed: 30-Day Devotional
This devotional walks you through healing and redemption inspired by the woman at the well. If you’ve ever felt unseen, unworthy, or too broken to be used by God—this is for you.
Order your copy here: https://www.amazon.com/dp/B0CCZSR1NK
She Is Redeemed – YouVersion Bible Plan
This 8-day devotional plan will help you reflect, pray, and rediscover God’s heart for your healing story.
Start reading on the Bible app: https://www.bible.com/reading-plans/41940-she-is-redeemed-the-one-encounter-that-changes-
Visit the Website
Explore devotionals, tools, updates, and everything we offer at Trauma to Testimony to support your healing and faith walk.
www.traumatotestimony.org
Join the Healing Besties Facebook Group
Come be a part of the conversation, connect with other women walking this journey, and grow in community with Christ at the center.
https://www.facebook.com/groups/healingbesties
If this episode encouraged you:
Send it to a friend. Leave a review. Share it with someone who needs to know they’re not alone in their healing journey. And if you haven’t already, connect with us at www.traumatotestimony.org
Remember this, Healing Bestie:
You are not behind. You are not broken beyond repair. Your return to God is welcomed, celebrated, and sacred. And your healing? It’s unfolding right here, right now, in His presence.
Until next time,
With love,
Your Healing Bestie, Toni