I'm gonna keep talking to myself, not every day, but whenever just for the sake of continuation of the journey. And mainly what I do lately is wake up shower, but I didn't this morning and then leave the house and do whatever, wander around. And I'm finding that I'm losing any sense of being able to create a routine because I don't have a home that's fully equipped with everything I need to make routine, like a kitchen. So I'm spending way too much money eating at restaurants. Yesterday, I spent $25, on dinner, I spent 10 bucks on coffee and ice cream. And that was it. That's a lot $35 a day that could almost pay rent. So yeah, I need to be better about that. But I'm also enjoying hanging out with friends when I'm with friends. And usually we'll eat at a restaurant or something. So it's not bad. But it's not sustainable. But I am planning to leave in a month or so anyway. So it's just sort of the cost of not having a kitchen, and I am getting a sense of what it is like to live just having a place to sleep and shower, which is enough in the summertime. In the wintertime, it wouldn't really be good, it wouldn't work out because I don't want to stay there during the day. And so I'm just heating up some waffles at someone else's house, and then I'm going to go spend a day in the sun. Yesterday, I went for a hike and then late at a park and then went for dinner and then watched a movie. I watched the Stanford Prison Experiment, which was interesting.

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