Trigger Warning: This episode contains discussions of infidelity, grief, suicidal thoughts, and pet loss. Please listen with care.
In this raw, unfiltered chapter of Grit + Grace Unfiltered, Alicia pulls back the curtain on the truth she’s held in the dark for years. From the moment she escaped an abusive relationship to meeting Josh — the man who once felt like safety — this episode dives headfirst into the real story of what happened next.
A broken foundation.
Years of hidden cycles.
Betrayal layered on top of unimaginable grief.
The loss of her father.
The loss of her emotional lifeline, Axel.
And the moment that nearly ended everything.
But this isn’t a tragedy.
It’s a reckoning.
Alicia walks listeners through the unraveling — and the rebuilding. The counseling, the accountability, the brutal honesty, and the slow, imperfect work of trying again. Not blindly. Not naively. But intentionally.
This episode doesn’t offer a clean ending or a fairytale.
Instead, it offers something more powerful:
truth, self-honoring, and the courage to rebuild from the inside out.
If you’ve ever stayed, if you’ve ever left, if you’ve ever lost yourself in the chaos of love, grief, or survival — this one will hit you straight in the ribs.
This is not the end of the story.
It’s the next step.