Growing Up Kingdom

*REALIZED THIS NEVER POSTED ON SPOTIFY* What happens when you finally realize that your pain doesn't have to be the end of your story? In Part 2 of my conversation with Real Talk Kim, we dive into healing, finding purpose in the middle of brokenness, learning to surrender, and discovering that God can use you right where you are. Kim shares the powerful story of how a simple conversation with a woman named Eleanor at Bloomingdale’s helped her realize that God could use her to change lives—and how that experience eventually led to her ministry and viral videos. We also talk about her new book Shut Up and Heal, why you don't have to wait until you have everything figured out to start, and what it looks like to get back up when life knocks you down.Whether you're stuck in a season of uncertainty, carrying hurt from your past, trying to figure out what God has called you to do, or simply wondering if it's too late to start over, this conversation is full of hope, honesty, and encouragement. We end with a powerful prayer for anyone feeling isolated, forgotten, ashamed, or unsure of what comes next.

What happens when you've spent your entire life in church... but never actually knew Jesus? In Part 1 of my conversation with Real Talk Kim, we dive into church hurt, growing up in strict religion, deconstruction, finding authentic faith, and the moment everything changed. Kim shares the powerful story of leaving legalism behind, walking through pain, divorce, and rock bottom, and ultimately discovering the grace of Jesus in a way she never had before. Whether you've grown up in church, wrestled with your faith, experienced church hurt, or you're simply searching for the truth about Christianity, this conversation is full of hope, honesty, and encouragement. If you're looking for a podcast that tackles real questions about faith, Jesus, and following God without pretending to have it all together, this episode is for you. Part 2 is coming next week!

Welcome to the first guest episode of the summer on Growing Up Kingdom! In this candid conversation, Josh Awwad and I dive deep into the real reasons why so many young adults struggle with self-doubt, comparison, and feeling "behind."If you're trying to figure out your life direction, or if you've ever felt like God picked the wrong person for your purpose, this episode is exactly what you need to hear. We talk about everything from personal faith journeys and the ultimate cheat code of discipleship, to powerful historical proofs of the resurrection of Jesus Christ that will completely shift how you handle doubt.

In this episode, we talk about the quiet pressure so many people feel: the feeling of being behind. One scroll through social media can make it seem like everyone else already has the relationships, career, confidence, purpose, and momentum you are still trying to figure out. But a lot of that pressure is not coming from God. It is coming from comparison, unrealistic timelines, and constant exposure to everyone else’s highlight reel. The truth is, you do not feel behind in life as much as you feel behind online.

Feeling distant from God can be frustrating, especially when you can’t even figure out when things changed. In this episode, we talk honestly about how easy it is to slowly drift when life gets busy, distracting, and overwhelming. Most of the time, it doesn’t happen all at once. You just look up one day and realize you haven’t really been close with God lately. More than anything, this episode is a reminder that God hasn’t walked away from you, and you don’t have to earn your way back to Him.

Ever feel like you’re busy all the time but somehow not actually getting anywhere? You work, scroll your phone, hang with friends, watch videos, and before you know it another year has passed. In this episode of Growing Up Kingdom, we talk about something uncomfortable but important: how to know if you’re wasting your time as a young adult. Together we look at a few warning signs that time might be slipping by, like constantly consuming entertainment without growing, staying busy but without real purpose, or building habits that don’t move your life in the direction you want.Sometimes distraction is easier than obedience. But the good news is that direction can change at any moment. Through practical questions and biblical wisdom, this episode helps you reset your priorities and think about the kind of life your daily choices are building. Ultimately, time matters because life is short, and following Jesus gives our time real meaning, purpose, and direction. The most wasted life is not the one that watched too much Netflix. It is the one that missed the life and purpose Jesus offers.

Why does waiting on God sometimes feel like being left on read by heaven? In this episode, we get honest about the frustration, confusion, and quiet moments when it feels like God is silent. Starting with Psalm 22, we look at how even David and Jesus expressed that feeling of distance, and why that doesn’t make you weak in faith.We unpack what “waiting on God” actually means, why it feels so painful in an instant-everything generation, and how God often works behind the scenes long before breakthrough happens. From biblical stories like David, Joseph, and Jesus to practical ways to wait well, this episode will shift your perspective from “God is ghosting me” to “God is growing me.” If you’re in a season of silence, this conversation is for you.

In this episode, we break down the biggest lie about impact that our generation believes: that you need a big platform, followers, or fame before you can make a difference. Jesus teaches the opposite. Real impact starts with obedience, not audience size. We talk about how culture defines influence versus how God actually uses ordinary people to change lives, looking at biblical examples like the disciples, the boy with the loaves and fish, and the woman at the well.You will see why your school, group chat, workplace, and church are already platforms, and how small acts of faith, encouragement, and honesty can have eternal impact. If you have ever felt too small to matter, this episode will challenge that mindset and remind you that God multiplies surrender, not status. Your obedience today could be the beginning of someone else’s breakthrough.

In this episode of Growing Up Kingdom, I talk about what it was actually like to read the entire Bible in 30 days and why it wasn’t as overwhelming as people think. This wasn’t about rushing through Scripture or checking off a challenge. It was about building consistency and creating space to hear from God every single day. I seriously enjoyed it and would encourage everyone else to try it at least once!

In this episode of Growing Up Kingdom, we walk through timeless biblical wisdom every man needs before mistakes become memories. From temptation and impulse to work, provision, friendships, and self control, we break down how small, overlooked decisions quietly build or destroy a man’s life.You’ll learn why attraction is not neutral, why speed fuels regret, why discipline matters more than motivation, and why character outlasts talent every time. Because wisdom is not trying to restrict you. It is trying to protect you. And choosing it early can spare you years of unnecessary pain.